Bring4th

I have realized while I am here in this fragile body, I fear... Everything...

I fear loss, I fear gain
I fear difference, I fear same
I fear the ground under my feet
I fear sour, I fear sweet

I fear the space within I breathe
I fear love, I fear it will leave

I fear the past, I fear the future
I fear the present just as much
I fear loneliness, I fear touch
I fear having to little, I fear having to much

I fear everything is real, I fear nothing is
I fear pain, I fear bliss

While I am in a human point of view... I reside in a world full of apparent fear...

fear is not evil, just misunderstood...
let it inspire you to make the most of this ride...
and know you are not alone, as everybody here, is Love dancing with fear...

Truely, I get like that. Struggling to hold it together and just be. Even when I'm chillin at home.
Something will set me off. Like not getting paid in time.

But I can turn that fear around in an instant, into wonder.
And I don't even meditate to get there.

yeah I know what you mean IGW. I do something similar and remind my self that I am meditating. The immediate experience through heart is always one of wonder no matter how much mind has normalized it and we might loose our primary sense of self for a moment in what we *think* is going on...