10-25-2015, 12:16 PM
This is all pretty new - well the telling of it - so please bear with. I'll also try not to waffle on
I was born into (it turns out) an English middle class family 54 year years ago. Being the second child of parents that (a) really wanted a boy and (b) the mother really didn't want a second child, never mind a other daughter. Time passed I learned to do what I was told and to not make waves. I was sent to a church school, as it was nearer to my home and always wondered why people would bow their heads to pray and was often told off for not doing so! I always felt on the outskirts never with the in crowd and never wanted to be. I liked to go home for lunch to listen to music instead of having to be in the playground. I preferred games a out spaceships - no really
Iwas tall for my age (still am at 5'10") and got teased a lot. So lunchtimes were tricky. My parents didn't seem to be mine but were kind and caring but were obviously not mine although my mother who is now 88 likes to tell everyone a out the horrendous birth. Anyway much of the same until is was 14 when I had the sensation of having lumps running down my spine and small patches of skin that was scaley. I spent many hours trying to scrub these lumps off although I couldn't see them! I got used to them being there eventually although you couldn't see them I would never of told anyone a out them anyway, not till now
I married just after my 20th birthday because it was the done thing and frankly easier for everyone else! Such a coward I know. After two sons and at 35 we divorced I just didn't get the whole marriage thing really and felt I was living a lie. That was when it all really took off I was able to read stuff I wanted, my ex had disapproved of any "odd". I started reading and reading. I then started working, before this is was a stay at home mum and one day at the airport where I worked I saw a man in a navy blue suit turn into a lizard and back again. Not an everyday occurance I am sure you would agree. This followed onto meeting with someone on a course I was running in customer service introducing g me to David Icke. To cut a long story short having read anything I could get my hands on a d really asking myself who I am
I volunteered to come to Earth on a 72year mission to help. My planet I fondly call X194 is a long way Way, I miss my real family and my husband. We are 4th dinensional beings that much I do know but have been made to forget the details. I also think (this is tricky for me) that we were reptilian. The good sort. Where does that leave me? Happy? Yes getting there I am connecting with Source again after all this time. Well trying anyway reporting my findings every night to the council on x194. Feeling tbe Force as they say. Thanks people for being there, I thought it was just me x
I was born into (it turns out) an English middle class family 54 year years ago. Being the second child of parents that (a) really wanted a boy and (b) the mother really didn't want a second child, never mind a other daughter. Time passed I learned to do what I was told and to not make waves. I was sent to a church school, as it was nearer to my home and always wondered why people would bow their heads to pray and was often told off for not doing so! I always felt on the outskirts never with the in crowd and never wanted to be. I liked to go home for lunch to listen to music instead of having to be in the playground. I preferred games a out spaceships - no really
Iwas tall for my age (still am at 5'10") and got teased a lot. So lunchtimes were tricky. My parents didn't seem to be mine but were kind and caring but were obviously not mine although my mother who is now 88 likes to tell everyone a out the horrendous birth. Anyway much of the same until is was 14 when I had the sensation of having lumps running down my spine and small patches of skin that was scaley. I spent many hours trying to scrub these lumps off although I couldn't see them! I got used to them being there eventually although you couldn't see them I would never of told anyone a out them anyway, not till now
I married just after my 20th birthday because it was the done thing and frankly easier for everyone else! Such a coward I know. After two sons and at 35 we divorced I just didn't get the whole marriage thing really and felt I was living a lie. That was when it all really took off I was able to read stuff I wanted, my ex had disapproved of any "odd". I started reading and reading. I then started working, before this is was a stay at home mum and one day at the airport where I worked I saw a man in a navy blue suit turn into a lizard and back again. Not an everyday occurance I am sure you would agree. This followed onto meeting with someone on a course I was running in customer service introducing g me to David Icke. To cut a long story short having read anything I could get my hands on a d really asking myself who I am
I volunteered to come to Earth on a 72year mission to help. My planet I fondly call X194 is a long way Way, I miss my real family and my husband. We are 4th dinensional beings that much I do know but have been made to forget the details. I also think (this is tricky for me) that we were reptilian. The good sort. Where does that leave me? Happy? Yes getting there I am connecting with Source again after all this time. Well trying anyway reporting my findings every night to the council on x194. Feeling tbe Force as they say. Thanks people for being there, I thought it was just me x
