01-11-2016, 02:37 PM
Actually, this has been happening one and off... It's nothing like my Initial Awakening, this time things like Time Syncs and Phosphenes are appearing at such...perfect timing it is, so hard to doubt.
Which is. Unusual. I have three things on my mind that I am innately unhappy about in reality. Abuse, Persona Destruction, and Madness.
In my rantings of undivine proportions, (If there is a spoken word Sin List I am going straight to Satan ) I have asked the universe, told it, condemned it, bargained with it, and now have finally calmed down enough to see.
I asked honestly in tears about a week ago while in bed, I was honestly not in any place to experience syncs, I asked in my long list of endless ranting if this entire setup was on purpose or accident.
BOOM, crystal clear light blue phosphene right immediately as soon as my thought 'accident' was finished, with the following sensation of having been answered.
Just got done with showering, in my shower I had an angry rant, revisiting the concept of the veil, my own anger being its usual self. Got out of the shower at 11:14, I base my 'balance' on how in sync my time syncs are. I see 12:22, 3:33, 4:44, 5:55, 11:!1 and all of that every single day, everywhere not just on clocks. It's my understanding personally (as in for just me) that when I am experiencing them up to 4 minutes off (not 5 like it used to be, me and 4 are buds ) before or after the sync time I"m not balanced as best I can be in an aspect I can be better balanced in (as in I'm not imbalanced severely, I'm just teetering, in one direction or the other)
This knowledge came to me as I passed by the clock upstairs walking out of the bathroom, was at 11:14 right after I had my veil rant.
Which took me a minute as I was walking down the stairs when it hits me!
And then I wasn't so bothered by things like Rape, Torture, and Murder. Horror and cruelty or subliminally destroying people socially with advertising, radiation, cancer, sadness and all.
What's wrong again? In my mind, good can now come from any of these, typically it doesn't seem so in plain sight but just on the skin, hidden in plain sight, anything can go anyway. If one soul rapes another while incarnated, in the afterlife what if they apologize together, and form a new incarnation together learning from their past.
Torture can be similar. As can Murder, albeit it is totally dependent on each entity but honestly.
We blow up planets, destroyed entire land masses, obliterated ourselves.
And we still forgive and move on.
I think, everything will be okay, because I was told so, through my own intuition.
Does anyone else have similar moments where something so perfectly timed happens, all you can think is the Universe just communicated with you?
Which is. Unusual. I have three things on my mind that I am innately unhappy about in reality. Abuse, Persona Destruction, and Madness.
In my rantings of undivine proportions, (If there is a spoken word Sin List I am going straight to Satan ) I have asked the universe, told it, condemned it, bargained with it, and now have finally calmed down enough to see.
I asked honestly in tears about a week ago while in bed, I was honestly not in any place to experience syncs, I asked in my long list of endless ranting if this entire setup was on purpose or accident.
BOOM, crystal clear light blue phosphene right immediately as soon as my thought 'accident' was finished, with the following sensation of having been answered.
Just got done with showering, in my shower I had an angry rant, revisiting the concept of the veil, my own anger being its usual self. Got out of the shower at 11:14, I base my 'balance' on how in sync my time syncs are. I see 12:22, 3:33, 4:44, 5:55, 11:!1 and all of that every single day, everywhere not just on clocks. It's my understanding personally (as in for just me) that when I am experiencing them up to 4 minutes off (not 5 like it used to be, me and 4 are buds ) before or after the sync time I"m not balanced as best I can be in an aspect I can be better balanced in (as in I'm not imbalanced severely, I'm just teetering, in one direction or the other)
This knowledge came to me as I passed by the clock upstairs walking out of the bathroom, was at 11:14 right after I had my veil rant.
Which took me a minute as I was walking down the stairs when it hits me!
And then I wasn't so bothered by things like Rape, Torture, and Murder. Horror and cruelty or subliminally destroying people socially with advertising, radiation, cancer, sadness and all.
What's wrong again? In my mind, good can now come from any of these, typically it doesn't seem so in plain sight but just on the skin, hidden in plain sight, anything can go anyway. If one soul rapes another while incarnated, in the afterlife what if they apologize together, and form a new incarnation together learning from their past.
Torture can be similar. As can Murder, albeit it is totally dependent on each entity but honestly.
We blow up planets, destroyed entire land masses, obliterated ourselves.
And we still forgive and move on.
I think, everything will be okay, because I was told so, through my own intuition.
Does anyone else have similar moments where something so perfectly timed happens, all you can think is the Universe just communicated with you?