(02-15-2016, 12:25 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: [ -> ]I don't do physical things to raise my STO polarity, except taking my mom where she needs to go.
Most of the time though, when I do anything, it's to either heal myself, or to send Love to the world.
Is this enough for graduation? Or do you have to outwardly serve others in a physical manner more than 50% of your life time?
Well it depends.
If you're a wanderer, then you are just pretending to be 3rd density, and when your mission is completed, you go back to your native density (provided you didn't do something so violent or negative to your fellow man that it karmically traps you in this density).
If you aren't a wanderer, then I would say this: polarity is about a current of energy that provides a certain degree of contact with intelligent infinity. Subjectively, this current is perceived as "desire to get" and "desire to give". To be harvestable your current of desire to give (or the amount of time you spend focused on the welfare of others) needs to be above 50%, meaning your thoughts and actions lean
slightly more on the well being of others than on the well being of yourself. Or, you if you are trying to harvest negatively, your thought and behavior has to be about the well being of yourself over others 95% of the time.
These percentages of thought and behavior are
EQUALLY difficult to attain. And make no mistake, they
are difficult to attain. It requires
WILL to achieve these percentages.
That's the whole point. And it can't just be a momentary blip into those percentages, it has to become a seated and stabilized energy pattern. Part of who you are.
I guess this isn't a popular perspective to have, because it seems like people try to convince themselves that it is easy peasy to graduate from this plane of existence, but there is a reason 3rd density is
75,000 years long. And to be frankly honest with you, if I am not a wanderer that has already been through this gauntlet of energy polarization, then I seriously doubt I will graduate in this lifetime.
I am too selfish, and I know that I am.
Ra has stated that
many of the 3rd density entities on this planet will repeat the density (on another planet since this one has already passed through the useful portion of catalyst for this level of consciousness). This doesn't surprise me in the least. Many factors contribute to this, for example: our materialistic society for the most part.
In a 3rd density cycle on any given planet, there are supposed to be graduates in each of the minor 25,000 year cycles. The last of these cycles is supposed to culminate the process with everybody, for the most part, graduating to 4th density, and perhaps a few slow learners being shipped off to other planets for more 3rd density experience. So there is the possibility that as this cycle is coming to an end, our society is going to become rapidly more spiritual, thus causing many to achieve harvestable percentages of polarity before 3rd density life on this planet comes to a halt. If this is the case, we will at least have a few more lifetimes before we flunked the class and have to go to another planet to try again.
Having said all that, really,
don't sweat it. Just do the best that you can. Seek to grow all the time. Ponder what you really desire. When you plant a seed, the seed grows into a tree. There is no point trying to force that tree to grow. It will grow in time provided it is cared for and receives water, sunlight, air and minerals from the earth. Certainly certain conditions are more favorable to growth than others, but in time, it will grow. Slowly or quickly, but
it will grow.
We have all eternity to figure this stuff out. Perhaps it sounds trite, but really, it *IS* more about the journey, than the destination. You aren't trying to become perfect because you lack perfection. Your growth is
PERFECTION in motion.
Do you look at a sapling tree and see it as imperfect? No, it is a perfect sapling. Everything is where it is.
And it's all just fine.