11-15-2016, 08:46 PM
Is love a gushy feeling in the heart which is soft?
I've known a person for like 5 years who's also a furry like me (is into anthropomorphic animals).
I got to see him for a week back around November 1st.
I like him, and he seems to appreciate all the cute videos and chat that I send his way.
But when I try to emotionally feel something, I don't feel my heart gushing.
My heart feels physically hard in that way.
He may be coming back into town from his country in 3-4 months. Not sure.
Since Trump became president it may be more difficult for immigration.
He never really asks me questions about how I'm doing so I'm usually the one who initiates contact.
But he's shy in real life so that could be why. I opened up somewhat privately and he was ok with that.
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Also, I'm not sure how Law of Attraction works with relationships.
When I was schizophrenic I believed 100% that I was turning into an anthro for like weeks. I even got naked outside because I thought I was going to grow fur.
But 100% belief in something doesn't seem to attract it, even if you're on the vibration of it and all excited about it.
It must come down to life plan or something. Maybe my Life Contract says that such and such is not going to happen.
But I am happy that I found someone. I think I'm moving at the right speed. I told him I didn't want to move too fast, and he seemed ok with that.
I've known a person for like 5 years who's also a furry like me (is into anthropomorphic animals).
I got to see him for a week back around November 1st.
I like him, and he seems to appreciate all the cute videos and chat that I send his way.
But when I try to emotionally feel something, I don't feel my heart gushing.
My heart feels physically hard in that way.
He may be coming back into town from his country in 3-4 months. Not sure.
Since Trump became president it may be more difficult for immigration.
He never really asks me questions about how I'm doing so I'm usually the one who initiates contact.
But he's shy in real life so that could be why. I opened up somewhat privately and he was ok with that.
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Also, I'm not sure how Law of Attraction works with relationships.
When I was schizophrenic I believed 100% that I was turning into an anthro for like weeks. I even got naked outside because I thought I was going to grow fur.
But 100% belief in something doesn't seem to attract it, even if you're on the vibration of it and all excited about it.
It must come down to life plan or something. Maybe my Life Contract says that such and such is not going to happen.
But I am happy that I found someone. I think I'm moving at the right speed. I told him I didn't want to move too fast, and he seemed ok with that.