04-10-2017, 12:58 AM
Hi guys! im new here (new to any sort of "forum" posting actually) and apologize if im posting this question in the wrong section or if it has been answered already im still new to finding things on forums i know i'm a bit behind. I was introduced to "The Ra material" and the "Hidden hand dialogue" by my dad who knew it would resonate with me as it had him and he was correct.I finally feel like i'm on the "correct" path spiritually. My major question is to any wanderers out there how did you know you were a wanderer? did it hit you at once like a ton of bricks or did you gradually figure it out? Im unsure if I am one and am seeking some sort of guidance. in october of 2015 there was an event in my life i refer to as "my untimely death" as i "died" several times from heart issues which are now resolved and according to doctors im now normal and totally healthy and i may be physically but mentally/spiritually i havent been as ever since that i often have days where i dont feel grounded in "reality" at all as if im living a dream and am in a fog of sorts like i just don't belong and things are not as they appear. since ive gotten into the Ra material and am starting to re find myself spiritually ive began to wonder if perhaps iam a wanderer and regained a bit of "my path" as a result of almost dying. i could be wrong and over thinking things but im quite drawn towards this and feel kind of lost and confused. i apologize for the long post and any input would be greatly appreciated! thanks in advanced guys and i once again apologize if this has been covered and if it has a link would be appreciated