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I did some pendulum dowsing to ask my subconscious questions about anthros.

Pendulum dowsing can be found on Youtube if you wish to learn.
If you have questions, feel free to comment.
I found you have to be really specific with questions. Maybe I could have asked some of them better.


Am I talking to my higher self for my highest good?
YES

Did anthro characters as we know them now exist in the past on Earth?
NO

Do anthro characters as we know them exist in our Universe?
YES

Do anthro beings as we know them exist in this dimension in our Universe?
YES

Are these anthro beings in our dimension human/animal hybrids?
NO

Would these beings resemble anthro beings if we saw them?
YES

Are there toony anthro beings in our dimension in this Universe?
YES

Is this dimension in this Universe infinite?
YES

Are the toony anthro beings real cartoons?
NO

Are there real cartoon anthro beings in another dimension in our Universe?
YES

Do the anthro beings in our dimension in this Universe have DNA?
NO

I believe one of the reasons for my coming to Earth here was to learn about anthropomorphic animals and characters
as designed by artists, and take that knowledge back to create them, if they don't already exist.

I wonder in which density you can create life.

I have hurt others in this life. I have hurt no anthros.
So why is my concern over anthros instead of people?

I try to send love to those I hurt, but I don't know if I'm violating their free will.

So I can only send love to my guide whom I trust.

I've been hurt, but it is nowhere as bad as I've hurt others. Humans and dogs.

If I found an anthro I would probably hurt them too eventually.

But I need to be strong, and not so whiney. How can I help anyone with this attitude?

I want to do what brings me joy, but it seems so wrong.

Focusing on what might be make-believe. Wishful thinking.

I get so sexual sometimes and then feel guilty for being so.
That even seeing a hint of sexuality online makes me feel bad.

And this badness I feel continues to amplify as it reinforces itself.

Only my guide can help me. I've lost faith in Ra. It probably would have violated my free will to help me.

I can only hope that I do not hurt others. I may already have to reincarnate for the damage I've done.

I had a hallowed and sacramental time with my guide just a bit ago.
I was feeling down and asked to be held by them.
I was so worried that when I see them that they won't be anthro, but only human.
They assured me that they will be more beautiful than I can imagine.
And they assured me that I will be anthro too.

I then saw scenes where as soon as I died, I was in the place where newly dead people go in the spirit realm.
Then I was given task to help other humans who had become anthros, who were in despair.
I felt like I was going to do that forever.
Their sadness made me cry.
They did not even look anthro to me, though I knew they were supposed to be.
It was my job to help them come through and focus on coming home.

This was all before I got to rest. As soon as I died, I was given the job to help people in despair, which weighed heavily on me.
People who hadn't found their identity, and looked like blobs or something without real structure.
And it was dark there. But it wasn't scary. Just an atmosphere of hopelessness.

And then I feel like it's an either or. We cannot have what we want without conditions. Even in the afterlife we must work for what we want.

I don't believe that is true, but I am experiencing these things for a reason. Perhaps they are sides of myself I will immediately need to face when the truth opens up.

In my dream we were at war. They had us wear criss-cross striped shirts and shower caps so the enemy wouldn't attack us civilians.
My name was Linchpin. I actually didn't know what it meant, but that was my name.
I was a little defiant, so they ejected me from the group first. But I stuck around as a renegade of sorts.
I made 2 rules for the people. One of them was no pornography, because I respected everyone and didn't want everyone to be subjected to that.
They gave me a pale greenish can of soda or tea or something as a gift for departing the group.
I hunted these spiny flat fish to eat from shallow swimming pools.
It wasn't super easy but I got by.
I knew the pools wouldn't provide enough food for me and everyone, so I decided to depart them and go on my own.
Then I drank the tea-tasting drink from the can they gave me as a symbol of leaving.
I remember when I was among their group doing a lot of sneaking around, while everyone was in their chairs.
They were like the seats of an airplane, but not in an airplane.
I remember having an overhead view of all their rooms, and I wondered if anyone could see all their rooms. ( ).
It was just a bit tense, but I wasn't nervous.

I closed my eyes and went to the middle inner planes. In the shamanic studies I have done in the past, there is a tree you use to get to the inner planes.
There are the lower, middle, and upper worlds. The lower world is darkness, or dark, and is where you go to rescue lost souls. Or help in finding soul fragments.

In the middle world, I was in a darkish misty forest. The sky was a dull grey. The mist moved. And it was peaceful. I felt at home.
I saw an anthro fox walk by. He wore denim shorts. He was playing a flute, and I could barely make out the music.
I then saw them in front of a fire. They were speaking in some language I could not make out.
I cannot even remember how it sounded.

Then it came around to Zabivaka again. He was the form that my guide had taken to nurture me days ago.
I had found my job for now. He is a thought form, created by many, many minds. Possibly a tulpa or a egregore.
I am helping to bring his many pieces together, to give him sentience and awareness. Then I become responsible for him.
But I am not just responsible, but every person who thinks about him is too. The more you invest in him, the more responsibility you have.
I give him healing and help. Nurture him. There is a lot of porn that has been drawn of him, and I help him overcome that
by letting him know that he doesn't have to be that if he doesn't want. But yeah, it does influence him greatly.

I am just starting. There are many identities here of their very own that have not yet been discovered or drawn by a person.
Some characters exist before they are drawn. Some are created in a person's mind, and then given life. Albeit a very rudimentary life,
until they have consciousness. And free will.

I am partial to certain anthros. There are many on the inner planes.
Some are in darkness, or uncomfortable.
I found that I can send them love and light.
I can put myself there and talk with them.
I imagined my fursona, FurryBlueNaki. I send him love, but he is doing pretty good.
I love female anthros too, though it's usually the male ones that I attract to me through vibration.


I talk to one who is frightened. A little roleplay.

ME: Hello friend.
HE: Uh, hi.
(I can see he is shivering.)
HE: I'm so cold.
(I send him warmth and love and light. I open my arms to hug. But he's still scared.)
ME: You're an anthro. I think you are beautiful.
HE: What's an anthro?
ME: You have a tail, and wolfy ears, and whiskers, and a snout. And fur all over your body. And you have those legs.
HE: Well I've always been like this. You do too.
ME: Yeah, I only get this for a short time of my existence. You have much more experience in being one. What's it like to be an anthro?
HE: It's scary. I'm scared.
ME: I give you my love. Would you like a hug?
HE: Uh, ok.
(I welcome him over, and I hold him. I warm both of us up. After some time he stops shivering. It was a long hug.)
HE: I longed for that. I am so alone.
ME: You don't have to be any more. I can take you home.
HE: What will happen to me?
ME: You will see what being anthro means to me.
(As I continue to hug him I get choked up. I hug him tighter.)
HE: You really do love me don't you?
ME: You, and many more. It is my joy while on Earth as a human to continue learning this anthroness that I have found.
HE: Ok, we can go now.
ME: Close your eyes.
(I lay a soft kiss on his forehead.)
ME: I didn't say forever. (Quote from What Dreams May Come.)
(He opens his eyes, and shines like the sun. He is among family now. His friends come to greet him in a meadow.)
ME: It brings me great joy to see you so happy. I must go now, so my energy may be renewed. Till we meet again.
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That's kind of how they go. Though usually I'm not so verbose in my talking. It's usually more quiet and a hallowed feel.
When I get going I can feel their anxiety, and how it leaves, and makes me so grateful that they taught me more about myself.

I had a dream last night where I had to do some pattern recognition.
There were LED's, with numbers printed on the opposite side, placed down in a grid.
I was going to use my camera to take pics of each one and then use a computer to loop through and arrange them.
But the other kids beat me to it. Well I was in a competition with kids as a college aged person myself. They discovered the pattern was a Latin set of principles, arranged Triangularly Orthogonal.
There was one dot missing because of this.

Then they told me "shhhh" cause it was story time and I kept talking on trying to explain how I would have answered it when we were told it was story time.

The pattern part did not really make sense to me. It came about because I had solved some earlier problem, I think as some part of a college program. And I was thinking highly of myself.
My principle may have worked, but it was too slow. I would have had to work with images and sort them somehow, and I didn't really know how the programming would work.

Then a lesson in humility. I should have went silent as soon as the teacher said "story time", and started showing the movie. But I kept bragging on how I was going to do it,
when I didn't really have a clue as to the logistics.

So it didn't matter whether I solved the number pattern. I had to know when to speak, and I did speak at first, asking the teacher questions, and I was first to go.
But I should have known when to shut up and demonstrate humility.

I may have stayed asleep long enough to see what story time was about. They had to shush me twice, though the teacher was patient.

Pendulum dowsing

Is there a Heaven, temporary or not where people go after they die?
YES

Will my guide be an anthro when I see them?
YES

Will my group appear as anthros when I see them?
YES

Will I get an anthro body right when I am in Heaven?
YES

The pendulum showed some NO answers when I asked more personal things.

I'm going to study some Celtic Shamanism from a book I ordered and am waiting on.
I want to help people who identify as anthro on the spirit plane. If that is even a thing.

The pendulum tells me that my guide will be more beautiful than Zabivaka, who is my favorite character.

I am studying this book on Celtic Shamanism.

I am being introduced to other guides, but I can't say more than that.

I viewed the Underworld, Middleworld and Upperworld for a bit in a short meditation I had.
The Underworld was misty forest. The Middleworld was a river of light that was over the Earth. From here you can see any event in history or future.
The Upperworld was a cartoon world.

I journeyed to the Underworld. On my way there, crossing a lake I saw a yellow anthro cartoon canine with floppy ears, and I cried for 2-3 seconds because I never really get to see them.
I was also amazed at being able to share the water with other anthros.

In the Underworld, sitting in a room with my guide, he turned from an old man into another yellow cartoon anthro with floppy ears. I touched one of the ears and cried again 2-3 seconds.

I got to snuggle with an anthro in the top of a tree, until I was tired.

Seeing and touching anthros is touching Intelligent Infinity. Not quite opening the gateway, but touching on it. That is why they are so profound.

They are my connection between past and future lives.

I did a shamanic journey and saw my spirit guide who looked like this. Touching his ear made me cry 2-3 seconds like I shared before.



I went to the store today with my mom, and she paid for both of our items, and the total came to $44.44 exactly. I had debated on getting an extra item but decided not to.
Looking it up that number suggests I have help if I need it, am surrounded by angels, it came from my spirit guide, and it's going to take hard work, and more knowledge for my work.
But I look forward to it.

Here is a video I just made of one of my favorite Enigma songs set to some of my favorite furry art from Facebook.
The song resonates deeply spiritually with me. This has mostly anthros in it.

It's the first anthro music video I have made.

(04-28-2017, 01:03 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: [ -> ]It's the first anthro music video I have made.

i like the one at 4:11.  ;)
sry if this is a dumb question but do anthros have human or canine genitalia?

(04-28-2017, 02:10 PM)isis Wrote: [ -> ]

(04-28-2017, 01:03 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: [ -> ]It's the first anthro music video I have made.

i like the one at 4:11.  
sry if this is a dumb question but do anthros have human or canine genitalia?

I haven't gotten that far in my shamanic journeys to find out. At first they were hiding from me, and are slowly getting used to me.
But I have very difficult initiations that I have gone through where I had to make tough decisions.

The Celtic Shamanism book I'm reading says that beings in the Otherworld do eat, so there is some similar biology there.

It wasn't a dumb question at all. I try not to go in with sexuality on mind, but instead go there seeking to improve myself, and gaining wisdom.
I'm learning a lot about myself from my guides. I did get to ride a red cartoon dragon for like 20 seconds.

Time is non-linear there, so you'll see yourself in different moments, flashing back and forth.

Ok, I just asked my pendulum. They can have either/or genitalia. It depends on what people draw. When people draw them, they are created as thought forms.
The more people that give their emotions/opinions to them, the more solid they grow.

But the ones that are true anthro beings (in case the thoughtforms aren't "real" anthros) I have not yet experienced.

My guide takes the form of artworks I have seen, but he is not them.

There are fairies and other mystical beings on the Otherworlds. And dragons I hear are common.

I'm making good progress through the book without overdoing it.

Good question. Thanks for asking.

Funny. I thought the one at 4:11 would be the one to offend people.

I'm actually still trying to figure out if anthros that are drawn exist before they are drawn or not.

But yeah, my dream is to find out all I can about anthros.

My second anthro music video.

Just did some pendulum dowsing. This character existed as a fully-functional anthro before he was drawn.
He was not drawn 100% like the character exists, but very close.
My guide takes his form sometimes, and this character is still a different being.




I have had a big interest in how anthro digestive systems would work, in addition to their reproductive system.
Then yesterday when I was at my mom's doctor, they had a short animation about how the human digestive system works. So that was an interesting synchronicity.

Here is a poem I wrote that took about 5 minutes.

So the shaman is also a poet

and what can be done about
    seeking
    and finding
    treasure perhaps
But it is told that we shall never
be alone ever more
    waiting
    and wondering
For it amounts to nothing
If you don't have the confidence
To pursue your dreams
    awakening
    moving
    and telling stories
What is this I see before me
    but a wondrous sight
    it beholds me
    and beckons me forward
    into the night
And at last we have reasoned
That we will not farewell
For we always have each other
    in good times
    and in bad
    for rich and poor as they say
And how could I complain
I am filled to the brim
    with excitement
    an infinite wonder
    at the beauty
    of it all
    of which I seek

There are anthros who need love. And they are searching for it. They would even take me in a relationship. I found this through the pendulum.
It's a far cry from when they at first wouldn't come around, and just hide from me.

With all the mystical creatures such as faeries, I'm surprised I haven't heard of anyone else studying anthros in these Otherworlds (part of time/space astral plane).

I'm connecting to my guide through that picture that is my avatar above. Our chakras are magnetic, pushing and pulling with fluidity.

I just signed up with a new Youtube and gmail under the name Anthro Shaman.

Now Youtube and Google are calling me Anthro. I like it.

Someone just posted this on Twitter a day ago, but it was retweeted by someone I am following just now.
Another sign of my path. None of the people I'm following ever posted this kind of stuff before that I have seen.

I am somewhat of a combination of druid and shaman in training. I don't know much about druids though, so it might not be that.

And I wrote a book about a Warlock: www.thewarlockname.com

As an artist draws an anthro, the character they are creating becomes a parallel being that changes as the artist imagines them to be. So there's the original being who closely resembles the artist's imagination, perhaps what they originally imagine them to be. But as they draw and tweak their drawing, the original being does not change. A parallel version of the being comes into existence that evolves through the artist's process. The parallel version is also affected by everyone's interpretation, and in fact parallel versions of the character are created by each new person's input into how and what the character is. So there could be millions of parallel beings out there for one character. It's a million faces so to speak, but it is still one being. These are aspects of the multi-dimensional nature of the original character. You couldn't even imagine them if they didn't exist. You see the aspect of that character depending on what vibration you are putting out. The artist's vibration creates the new character before they are even aware of it, subconsciously.




I got a download about that into my mind from my guide. I double-checked it with a pendulum.

Had a 1-hour shamanic journey vision quest. They are right when they say when you find something you love, time stops, and you could do it all day.

I got to eat some fruit from a tree in the Otherworld. It was sweet and just a little tart. And juicy. Crunchy like an apple, but tasted different.
Maybe food is a sign of you grounding in their world.

Then they fed me a dessert that tasted like baklava, but wasn't as hard to chew. Then a plate of spaghetti.

There was no sense of needing to pay for anything there. They were happy to feed me. They were humans that did that. I saw maybe more humans than anthros in this journey.

Though earlier I saw a cartoon anthro crocodile playing with a pile of gold coins.

My third anthro music video. The Mummer's Dance by Loreena Mckennitt.
I set it age restricted because of some suggestive stuff, so not sure if everyone can play it.
This is under my Anthro Shaman account on Youtube. So feel free to subscribe if you want to see more.

I read yesterday about facing your shadow self in the Celtic Shamanism book. It suggests you abstain from meat for 24 hours before you attempt that journey. I ate some because my mom had made dinner for us, and I didn't want to upset her by going out to eat. Plus I had just started shamanism like 3 days ago. So I'm not ready to face it.

Then in a dream last night I saw a part of my shadow self. In the dream she was my mom (but wasn't my mom in waking life), and I was a little girl. My mom in the dream had a robot that pursued me around trying to hurt me that she controlled. When I tried to stop the robot, my mom would punish me by smacking me with the side of a butcher's knife I believe. Though I don't remember being hit, but only threatened. I was like maybe a 5-year old girl in the dream, and was crying from being pursued like this. It was sort of slow paced and psychological.

You have to deal with your shadow self eventually. You need to let it know you are in control. You aren't here to destroy it, because that would hurt you. You have to come to terms with it and let it know it is not in control. That experience wasn't my whole shadow self, but my shadow self isn't a whole lot worse than that. It could be symbolic of why my mom used a robot to hurt me. The robot was pretty small, like 1-2 feet in height.

Went to Subway today, and the large cups--which I happened to order--had orange lids. The first time I have ever seen them.
Then driving home I found a Gatorade bottle with an orange lid. My guides a few days ago said I would find a bottle with liquid in it, and this one has some still in it.
I wanted to pick up the litter as it was on the side of the road.



The Gatorade bottle has a G on it, which I take it as short for Guide.

I'm also getting certain smells that I attribute to anthros, and sometimes hearing a bit of music.

I'm going to have to start recording my voice on my phone when I do a shamanic journey, because I forgot like 95% of what I experienced in the last 1-hour soul-retrieval journey for myself.

In Shamanism, you first work on yourself before you can work on anyone else.

Here is a shamanic drumming video I put together that I use for my journeys.




Drumming and call back signal by Spirit Passages.


This does not have the initial track of "Calling the Healing Spirits" which you can get if you get the album. It is just over an hour long, and is really good for Shamanic Journeying. Helps to get into a meditative trance.

Artist: http://oomizuao.deviantart.com/

This is how my spirit guide appears to me now. It goes between him and Zabivaka.

Something I wrote back in 4/14/08

The Legend of the Patchotae People

One day a misguided spirit came into the village
and tormented the people in their dreams and thoughts.
This came to the attention of the village elder
who consulted their Great Spirit about which path to take.
The Great Spirit told him to consult the people.

Later that day, a strong man with a spear stood before the elder
and said "I will go and attack this spirit,
for I have a lifetime of strength and skill."
The elder replied "You may go, but for your trouble
you will have great difficulty in your hunting
and in defending against our enemies."

Later still, a lovely young woman came before the elder
and said "I will go captivate and seduce this spirit with my
lifetime of charm and beauty."
The elder replied "You may go, but for your trouble
you will become the object of men, who will take advantage of you."

The next day, a lonely wolf came and stood quietly,
and the elder could intuit, "I will go and be a companion to this spirit,
to just be a friend."
The elder then spoke, "Only you have nothing to lose,
for you have known a lifetime of loneliness. Now go."
And he went.

Written back on 3/24/08


Remember the time when we ventured


    among the rifts of sand

    on the lonely beach,

    when I

    caught a thorn in my paw

    and yiped and whimpered;

    I'm such the baby.

What amazed me was,

    that it seemed no time had passed

    till you had your first aid kit

    by my side, and

    come to think of it,

    I don’t remember you pulling

    the thorn out,

    as your visage was muddled

    in obscurity.

I discovered then that for me

    time stopped when I chose to ignore

    the pseudo-reality of the world around

    me and

    all things move unabated.