09-01-2010, 10:28 PM
McAllen, Texas. An old sedan drove up, abruptly stopped. We could hear the door shut behind us.
"Hey! Hey. Amigo..."
Neither of us could understand what the Hispanic man was trying to say, but from the appearance of soiled clothing, unkept hair, and reavealing a few quarters, nickels, and dimes on his palms, we knew he was asking for money. In that brief moment I had two recollection of similar events:
Saint Louis, Missouri. The scene witnessed was at Greyhound Bus station where a man approached another elderly gentleman requesting to "break" his Five dollar bill in exchange for 5 One dollar bills. More than happy to oblige, the elder fished his pocket, his attention focused on rummaging through the wallet. He found his Ones, but soon discovered his other bills, credit cards, and ID., along with the wallet missing--snatched away by the same person who asked for the service. He ran off. He ran fast. He ran far before the unsuspecting gentleman could collect himself from disbelief.
Winslow, Arizona. Someone knocked on my driver-side door at a Wal-Mart lot. His plea for money was less than convincing largely due to poor acting and insincerity. So I tested him; I offered him bread and soup. He didn't care about those, only the money interests him. It was clear I was just another client in his daily routine on the "job." After more failed attempts to get any cash from me, he snickered, then blew past with the "F-off" gesture.
"I can't help you." I shook my head.
I shook my head. We declined him and went about our ways into the restaurant where we sat and asked ourselves why we had denied a fellow being. Couldn't answer, residing all else but love/compassion in the moment--conditional love over unconditional love. My brother ran back outside to find him. He was no where to be found.
-Regulus
"Hey! Hey. Amigo..."
Neither of us could understand what the Hispanic man was trying to say, but from the appearance of soiled clothing, unkept hair, and reavealing a few quarters, nickels, and dimes on his palms, we knew he was asking for money. In that brief moment I had two recollection of similar events:
Saint Louis, Missouri. The scene witnessed was at Greyhound Bus station where a man approached another elderly gentleman requesting to "break" his Five dollar bill in exchange for 5 One dollar bills. More than happy to oblige, the elder fished his pocket, his attention focused on rummaging through the wallet. He found his Ones, but soon discovered his other bills, credit cards, and ID., along with the wallet missing--snatched away by the same person who asked for the service. He ran off. He ran fast. He ran far before the unsuspecting gentleman could collect himself from disbelief.
Winslow, Arizona. Someone knocked on my driver-side door at a Wal-Mart lot. His plea for money was less than convincing largely due to poor acting and insincerity. So I tested him; I offered him bread and soup. He didn't care about those, only the money interests him. It was clear I was just another client in his daily routine on the "job." After more failed attempts to get any cash from me, he snickered, then blew past with the "F-off" gesture.
"I can't help you." I shook my head.
I shook my head. We declined him and went about our ways into the restaurant where we sat and asked ourselves why we had denied a fellow being. Couldn't answer, residing all else but love/compassion in the moment--conditional love over unconditional love. My brother ran back outside to find him. He was no where to be found.
-Regulus