09-24-2010, 03:53 AM
Just experienced a CRAZY epiphany while sitting through a tutorial for my physics. Even though I am in university as a freshmen, there is so much other things I have to bare responsibillity for. ( I drive 1.5 hours back and forth from my university to take care of my amazing little brother. My parents live 10 hours away from where I am at.) Though life has given me a crazy catalyst again, I appreciated everything it present me, it's love and light.
When the workload became intense, I tried... even forced myself to dream of light, dream of succes and visualize happiness. Few days ago, it became really hard to handle. (Driving 4~5 hours every day, studying 4~5 hours everyday, sleeping 5 hours, cooking/laundry/loving my little brother whenever I can) My body was drained and my mind was exhausted. I meditated that night.
All I visualized was light, in its purest form, entering my head, though my spine, down beneath by butt, where it would cycle up as red light, back up to my head and surround me (both white and red). Then i just asked my guardian angels and my higher self of how much I love them and how I understand their struggle of trying to help me (sometimes without me even knowing). And I told them just to guide me as they always do, and to give me ENOUGH strength to bear the lovely responsibillities I have.( Whether they wanted to listen or not
) I told them I accept any form of love and light as long as it is in tune with my vibration and my will even though most of the time, my will is to always face challenges without anyone's help.
The next day, when my physics prof handed me a sample midterm...
I stared at it and something clicked. Everything made sense. All nonsense became sense, and in that sense.. it was created out of nonsense! Every subject became clear to me at that point. I answered the midterm questions blazingly fast, stood up and yelled thank you (everyone looked, thought i was a retard). I felt so charged with energy, the clarity in my brain!!
Anyone have a similar moment recently?.. where when the world seemed to squeeze and drain you harder, something just "clicked" to help you out?
When the workload became intense, I tried... even forced myself to dream of light, dream of succes and visualize happiness. Few days ago, it became really hard to handle. (Driving 4~5 hours every day, studying 4~5 hours everyday, sleeping 5 hours, cooking/laundry/loving my little brother whenever I can) My body was drained and my mind was exhausted. I meditated that night.
All I visualized was light, in its purest form, entering my head, though my spine, down beneath by butt, where it would cycle up as red light, back up to my head and surround me (both white and red). Then i just asked my guardian angels and my higher self of how much I love them and how I understand their struggle of trying to help me (sometimes without me even knowing). And I told them just to guide me as they always do, and to give me ENOUGH strength to bear the lovely responsibillities I have.( Whether they wanted to listen or not
) I told them I accept any form of love and light as long as it is in tune with my vibration and my will even though most of the time, my will is to always face challenges without anyone's help.The next day, when my physics prof handed me a sample midterm...
I stared at it and something clicked. Everything made sense. All nonsense became sense, and in that sense.. it was created out of nonsense! Every subject became clear to me at that point. I answered the midterm questions blazingly fast, stood up and yelled thank you (everyone looked, thought i was a retard). I felt so charged with energy, the clarity in my brain!!
Anyone have a similar moment recently?.. where when the world seemed to squeeze and drain you harder, something just "clicked" to help you out?
zanny