Bring4th

Do others here feel energetically like they are being pulled towards Creator?

At least I think it's Creator. It feels like I'm slowly imploding, in a very comfortable way.
Yet it feels expansive.
And I'm getting answers to the questions I ask about myself.

What's holding me back from enlightenment I think is not feeling worthy of it.
Even an enlightened person still deals with shadow. So they're not perfect.

And I think I have too much pride.

It's getting denser. It feels like spiritual gravity pulling inwards like a collapsing star into my core.
It still feels expansive though.

It feels beautiful. I'm crying a bit. Because I feel that Creator wants me and I'm worthy enough for it.

A few days ago I decided to become a crystal for the Universe to radiate through.
I also had the realization recently that Infinite Intelligence is the doer, not I.