06-17-2020, 08:46 AM
Hi 
I've struggled having friends for... well, some reasons. Sometimes it's me. In my confusion, at times, I don't think others understand what I say, so trying to communicate, to me at least, becomes meaningless. Sometimes it's the other. Usually it is so.
Even in spiritual communities such as this one. For instance, I ask too much to be accepted by buddhists. I question that desire is the root of sufference, that old texts are to be considered as law, that one has to shave his head, to not marry and so on.
That's not very tolerated. One of the ideas that I consider and is least tolerated is that negativity is an illusion. Evil, bad, wrong, ugly, etc. Those who see themselves as spiritual claim they believe the same, that love is the key, but not really, not in their illusion.
That's why if I say Hitler wasn't evil, no one waits an explanation, they call me Adolf or Nazi and that's it, I'm labelled as undesireable. When I point that, by labelling me in such way, they are acting just like Hitler, their attention is far too centered in disliking me to consider.
In other words, we all hate, for we all love, but so few are willing to accept that they are utter rascals in the illusion, that few are willing to accept we are all angels fundamentally. I won't lie, to you, being with me will likely be a challenge, but isn't all life?
Thank you for welcoming me in your awareness. I wish you a great day.
I've struggled having friends for... well, some reasons. Sometimes it's me. In my confusion, at times, I don't think others understand what I say, so trying to communicate, to me at least, becomes meaningless. Sometimes it's the other. Usually it is so.
Even in spiritual communities such as this one. For instance, I ask too much to be accepted by buddhists. I question that desire is the root of sufference, that old texts are to be considered as law, that one has to shave his head, to not marry and so on.
That's not very tolerated. One of the ideas that I consider and is least tolerated is that negativity is an illusion. Evil, bad, wrong, ugly, etc. Those who see themselves as spiritual claim they believe the same, that love is the key, but not really, not in their illusion.
That's why if I say Hitler wasn't evil, no one waits an explanation, they call me Adolf or Nazi and that's it, I'm labelled as undesireable. When I point that, by labelling me in such way, they are acting just like Hitler, their attention is far too centered in disliking me to consider.
In other words, we all hate, for we all love, but so few are willing to accept that they are utter rascals in the illusion, that few are willing to accept we are all angels fundamentally. I won't lie, to you, being with me will likely be a challenge, but isn't all life?
Thank you for welcoming me in your awareness. I wish you a great day.