Bring4th

Hi everyone..

This is my life story as happened until this very day.. I've devided it into parts, to make it easier to read, since there seems to be so much here, although I really tried to keep it brief. There's just so much to tell

Ok, so here goes! Hope you will like it.

1. I've had great tendencies towards understanding death, and other life mysteries eversince my earliest childhood. I liked to read about UFOs, Arthur C. Clarke, Near Death Experience phenomena, and that sort of things. And I was like, 5 or 6 years old. Possibly younger.

I remember when we were said at school (first grade) to draw the cover of a book we like the most. While everyone would draw Cinderella, Petar Pan and similar expected childish characters, I tried to draw the cover from one of UFO books I've used to read.

You can imagine the face of my teacher when she saw that :-)

2. My life was terribly difficult during and after my childhood. My parents had their problems, where my mother betrayed my father, so it caused lots of violence in the family, and I was caught in the middle. Further more cos I was very bright, and needed someone to explain so many things, and someone to work with me. They just never had the patience.

When they were working, I was left with my grandmother to watch over me. She loved me very very much, but she was always obsessed by me. She never let me go anywhere, or let anyone to be with me. It was like a golden cage.

Later it caused great troubles for me, cos I my social skills were terrible. Actually, I didn't really have them. I was always the object of other peoples jokes. So even as a child, I wanted to commit suicide. And I was barely 7 years old.

3. This led to the fact that I came up with the theory of reincarnation and karma, partialy alone by myself, and was kinda shocked when I found out that it is already a common knowledge. And I was still only a child, yet, I was like a teacher to many who had troubles in their lives.. I always seemed to come up to their solutions, and found out many things that helped me understand life even better. Seems like channeling, but not on a conscious level.

And of course, I've always had plenty marvelous synchroicities, and some dreams which appeared to be premonitions.

4. Ok, so now the paranormal stuff. I always had this tingling, electrical and shocking sensations coming from my spine, and from various parts of my body, which I found that it's called Kundalini. Before that I thought it was a problem with my nervous system, after so many stresses I endured throughout this life. I would always have this feeling after I would think about spirituality, or mysteries of life, or simply hear, or think about something very positive. It can be very strong at times, and very frequent.

5. Next, there are lots of things I see when i look at the sky. I see white sparks flying around (which I'm pretty sure are PRANA), and there are lots of tiny transparent circles. I've read that many people say they are just eye floaters, but I'm not 100 percent sure that its just floaters. I found somewhere that such things might be connected to Dzogchen. Here's a picture.





6. Also, there's another thing that I get in the sky, after I stare for a while. It looks like this. (this is a photoshop picture I drew on computer, it is not really visible with normal eyes)




It looks to me like a burning flame, smoke, or an electrical charge, cos it is changing constantly and rapidly. And the more I stare at it, it gets closer and closer, and sometimes it rapidly changes and draws in shapes. And the more I stare at it, more prana, and more eye floaters I see.

And, if I try watching with each eye separately, it's still there... So, it can't be something in my eyes.

Three people so far have told me they see the exact same thing... but none of them know what it actually is. Maybe you have an idea?

7. Stranger things started happening recently, when I realized I'm getting visions. First I noticed that I see some sort of tiny lights (like very shiny stars) that quickly flash before me. Also, they seem to be appearing when I'm doing some spiritual study. Sometimes I see them flying around like comets, but all that is for a very short time.

8. Long before, I noticed that everything around me is like its made of tiny little flashing dots. Like a metalflake finish. Here's an example:




And, the more I stare at anything, the more of these dots become intense, and brighter. I found out that this is another part of Dzogchen. I would lay down and simply stare at these dots.. And when I was in a medium lighten room, I would start go get visions of people walking, and sometimes even fighting. However, these visions were never in color. They looked very transparent. Like I'm staring at the ghosts. It wasn't so easy to see what is really happening.

9. Now this is new stuff. When I close my eyes, I can see a wonderful crossfading dark (indigo?) blue light-ball. Looks kinda energetic.

(This is also discussed in my other thread here: http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=232)



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This one started happening about 6 months ago. Whenever I would stare in darkness, or close my eyes, many times this nice vision would appear. It looks like its IN FRONT of my eyes, and not in my head, so I'm quite sure it's a genuine "vision" of some sort.

It also appears to have a goldenish aura around it, but I didn't put it in the animation cos I'm not entirely sure it's always there. The entire vision is not always so clear when I see it. Most of the time its a bit blurry.

Now, what happens when I stare at it a little longer? Well, it appears that it envelopes my entire view, and I'm not 100% sure, but I think I'm getting some sort of images. A few times I've seen planets and the universe.

Also, something similar appeared to me while I was debating spirituality with a friend over phone. Suddenly a blue flame appeared in front of me, and disappeared after 2-3 seconds. It looked like a blue fireball. That time I didn't have to close my eyes, nor do anything special. It just appeared in front of me. The color was very intensive, and not transparent at all.

10. It appears that I'm never sick. I seem to have a very strong illness resistance. It's only this what happened a few days ago that I had a flue. And then for the first time I saw this light in golden color (now its blue again, sometimes with golden aura). And, it seemed that I started having visions almost every time I'd close my eyes. I tried asking some questions, and would get nice metaphoric answers.

For example, I asked what will happen to me after 2012, and first I got a picture of a grape leaf, and then an old man with a long white beard and hair. I assumed this old man has something to do with wisdom, but I'm really unsure what could this leaf mean.

11. Another thing I've noticed just recently... When I close my eyes, sometimes huge bursts of light start appearing in front of my eyes. Like somebody would point a very strong constantly flashing light to your face when your eyes are closed. I would open my eyes, and I would still see this flashing around me, especially if the room is dark.

12. Now this is a weird one, and that's why I kept it for the end...

Have you ever been searching for something, checked the same place on and on without finding it, and then suddenly you check again a while later and its THERE?? Happened to me hundreds of times. So I started to believe that there is something involved. This is where things started to become very interesting: I was walking in my town, and suddenly I see a huge building, that wasn't there yesterday, or ever before!!

I was so shocked, that I felt some sort of a waking up sensation, and I knew that I was gonna wake up or something if I don't control myself. And yes, I WAS AWAKE. It just felt like awaking. So I calmed down, and everything was fine. Until the next day the building wasn't there anymore.... Well, ok, I started to accept that I didn't see it right, and that I made a mistake.

Some time after that, something big happened again. I know this is funny, but I woken up in a different pajama than the one I went to sleep!! I was freaked out! And then I really realized that something is really happening.

Watch out for this one. Later I was walking with my girlfriend home. It was late night. And it was Sunday. Once I escorted her home, on my way back I found a giant big hole next to the street, and a bulldozer next it. Sunday! MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT! And I walked there 1 hour ago, and it WASN'T THERE!! Then I called my GF, and told her what I see, and of course she didn't believe me. She said there was no hole when we were walking there. Tomorrow I showed it to her, and she was amazed too. She actually remembered that it wasn't there!

Those are a few MAJOR things that happened considering this disappearing and appearing phenomenon. The more I started to believe in it, the more things I notice. I also started to question everything a lot more. Some of them are kinda different to explain and write here like this, but It all comes down to the thing that sometimes I feel like I missed a dimension or something, haha. Things just happen around me without any logical explanations.

So, thats about it! Thank you so much for taking your time :-)

I hope it was at least a little inspirational, or helpful to any fellow seeker. If so, I'm truly glad I've been of service, and would gladly offer more if anyhow possible.

Dino

About the flashing dots:

Try taking a laser pointer and looking at the dot closely. I think I see the same thing as you but I have come to regard it as a sort of background noise, like TV noise. Some places I look at have more of it.

There has always been some level of noise in my vision, and I have never felt as if I see things clearly, even though my sight is perfect with my glasses on.

- Memorandem

I wonder if it is not a wanderer wide thing? I have most if not all of the same symptoms.

Also tyvm for the story! Glad for more new faces.

Love and Peace my friends

(04-13-2009, 05:46 AM)Memorandem Wrote: [ -> ]About the flashing dots:

Try taking a laser pointer and looking at the dot closely. I think I see the same thing as you but I have come to regard it as a sort of background noise, like TV noise. Some places I look at have more of it.

There has always been some level of noise in my vision, and I have never felt as if I see things clearly, even though my sight is perfect with my glasses on.

- Memorandem

Hey Memo!

Yes, it could be described as a laser dot, but it only lasts for a fraction of second, and sometimes the entire second. And, most lasers produce yellow light. The "flashing dots" I see are always white.

As for that background noise, yes, that would be perfect explanation for this "metalflake" vision.. Try focusing on a very small portion of your vision, preferably one tiny dot of that noise, and see what comes out. I get some strange visions when I do that.

Dino

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(04-13-2009, 07:32 AM)airwaves Wrote: [ -> ]I wonder if it is not a wanderer wide thing? I have most if not all of the same symptoms.

Also tyvm for the story! Glad for more new faces.

Love and Peace my friends

Lol, yeah!

But could you be more specific? Why don't you describe the things you have, compared to mine? To be honest, I haven't met anyone yet seeing or having exactly the same things I do, lol. (no ego intended!)

Most of the people I've met had mostly their own stuff, sometimes variations.

For example, I only know a few people who see this "flame in the sky" thing (no 6)

If you're having EXACTLY the same I do, then there is something really really credible and IMPORTANT going on here, and that would prove a lot of things!

So please, provide some more info, will ya?

It really is just about the same stuff; not much for a wall of text myself . I don't pay it any mind though like Memorandem said it is just background noise to me. The best advice I can give you is at the very least don't let it bother you.

(04-13-2009, 10:54 AM)airwaves Wrote: [ -> ]It really is just about the same stuff; not much for a wall of text myself . I don't pay it any mind though like Memorandem said it is just background noise to me. The best advice I can give you is at the very least don't let it bother you.

No, it doesn't bother me at all, but I prefer to look into things, not just let them pass by. If there's something I can do to get more insight, to help improve myself or to serve others around me, I would gladly study whatever life sends me, and use it if any way possible.

If I'm a wanderer, I will do the best I can to serve my purpose. That's my philosophy

Dino

Hi Dino,

I remember noticing the same thing when I was young. Specifically, when told about air, and space and atoms, I wondered how anyone could know about them if no one could see them. So I began focusing on the air, or the tiniest things I could visually perceive in the air or on my skin, etc. I was able to 'see' 'air' (or what I perceived as air ... maybe just rods and cones bursting images of minutiae in my brain ... don't know). At any rate, this was before cable, and before digital screens, but the closest thing I remembered at the time was white noise on an analog television, except much much tinier. Like I can see 'atoms' or 'air' strobing like pixels on an LCD monitor. I see this constantly now, like when you've trained your eyes to see one of those hidden 3D pictures (took me forever to see one the first time), but once you do it once, you can do it at will thereafter, and it's just a matter of 'refocusing' your vision.

I also get the tingling sensation you describe up my spine (or upper back/neck) most often related to reading spiritually focused material (i.e. this or related sites), or during meditation when I find a 'relaxed' and 'centered' place (i.e. hakuna matata -- no worries).

Thanks for sharing -- Peace and Joy as you desire it,

Jason

(04-13-2009, 05:03 PM)ubergud Wrote: [ -> ]Hi Dino,

I remember noticing the same thing when I was young. Specifically, when told about air, and space and atoms, I wondered how anyone could know about them if no one could see them. So I began focusing on the air, or the tiniest things I could visually perceive in the air or on my skin, etc. I was able to 'see' 'air' (or what I perceived as air ... maybe just rods and cones bursting images of minutiae in my brain ... don't know). At any rate, this was before cable, and before digital screens, but the closest thing I remembered at the time was white noise on an analog television, except much much tinier. Like I can see 'atoms' or 'air' strobing like pixels on an LCD monitor. I see this constantly now, like when you've trained your eyes to see one of those hidden 3D pictures (took me forever to see one the first time), but once you do it once, you can do it at will thereafter, and it's just a matter of 'refocusing' your vision.

I also get the tingling sensation you describe up my spine (or upper back/neck) most often related to reading spiritually focused material (i.e. this or related sites), or during meditation when I find a 'relaxed' and 'centered' place (i.e. hakuna matata -- no worries).

Thanks for sharing -- Peace and Joy as you desire it,

Jason

Thank you mr. Jason!

The more we share our experiences with one another, the more we can be certain that there's really something credible behind all those strange things Cos if more than one person has such experience, then we're either both crazy, or there's really something goin on!

I hope my story will provide some insight to any fellow seeker, and let him know there's more than one "crazy" dude wandering in this lonely world hehehe

Thank you so much for your response!

Dino

hi, I don't know if this info will be of help to you or anyone, but 2 things,
the future Golden age 2012 is a higher vibration and if you eat a Vegan diet(no killing of sentient beings for food, no eggs)
this will help purify your mind and body to help you get better insights and focus into whatever you experience in your life,

2. if you learn the Quan Yin meditation from Supreme Master Ching Hai, you can see the energy of the Infinite Creator this is the Light/Sound vibration of Love/Wisdom, that is spirit energy when you meditate. you can travel to planets and other worlds, get wisdom from the pure source of God directly to you through your spirit in meditation and be protected from negative beings as you travel. you learn more about the physical world and spiritual worlds and the workings .you can get help from inside yourself, to understand whatever you are seeing and doing in your life.

I am practicing Quan Yin meditation 15 years and found if tremendously helpful in all areas of my life.

in many ways the QY meditation is like a direct land phone line that is connnected to you to the Creator so now you get a true clear signal of Light/Sound, that's why it is a powerful meditation. we are all connected to the Ultimate One and all, but the signals or not so strong most times and some of us may not be very protected from the negatives sending us false info,\

so the Master person "opens the wisdom eye " to get the connection started, that is her spiritual job, and also provides protection and guidence. sometimes someone may try for a life time 40 years or more to just get a glimps of divine light and hear the inner sound just for a few minutes, but with the quan yin you can have it everyday.

thats why it is better and faster and safer to go with a Master teacher who knows the way and helps you to progress spiritualy.

you can get trusworthy anwers for your life from your inner higher self in meditation as well as guided to find the correct answers somewhere in this world. it may seem like a lot of work to do, vegan diet and QY meditation, but in the end it's the most helpful.

wishing you the best in finding whatever you need

pier marie

Wow, pretty cool.

Anyway, everything you have said coincides with what I understand of parallel universes. You just seem to flip between them. Where, and this is dicey territory; everyone else either doesn't flip between them or CENSORS THE INFORMATION.

The dot I think simply states you to be of 6th density. Because it is the colour of that specific density. The indigo chakra. 6th chakra/ density.

Anyway. I would like a whole lot if you would send me a bit of the energy your pumping. Just once, and not enough to move me into a whole new reality to from which I can't get back. Just the occasional appearing/ disappearing building would be pretty cool!

(04-14-2009, 07:14 PM)Pier-Marie Wrote: [ -> ]hi, I don't know if this info will be of help to you or anyone, but 2 things,
the future Golden age 2012 is a higher vibration and if you eat a Vegan diet(no killing of sentient beings for food, no eggs)
this will help purify your mind and body to help you get better insights and focus into whatever you experience in your life,

2. if you learn the Quan Yin meditation from Supreme Master Ching Hai, you can see the energy of the Infinite Creator this is the Light/Sound vibration of Love/Wisdom, that is spirit energy when you meditate. you can travel to planets and other worlds, get wisdom from the pure source of God directly to you through your spirit in meditation and be protected from negative beings as you travel. you learn more about the physical world and spiritual worlds and the workings .you can get help from inside yourself, to understand whatever you are seeing and doing in your life.

I am practicing Quan Yin meditation 15 years and found if tremendously helpful in all areas of my life.

in many ways the QY meditation is like a direct land phone line that is connnected to you to the Creator so now you get a true clear signal of Light/Sound, that's why it is a powerful meditation. we are all connected to the Ultimate One and all, but the signals or not so strong most times and some of us may not be very protected from the negatives sending us false info,\

so the Master person "opens the wisdom eye " to get the connection started, that is her spiritual job, and also provides protection and guidence. sometimes someone may try for a life time 40 years or more to just get a glimps of divine light and hear the inner sound just for a few minutes, but with the quan yin you can have it everyday.

thats why it is better and faster and safer to go with a Master teacher who knows the way and helps you to progress spiritualy.

you can get trusworthy anwers for your life from your inner higher self in meditation as well as guided to find the correct answers somewhere in this world. it may seem like a lot of work to do, vegan diet and QY meditation, but in the end it's the most helpful.

wishing you the best in finding whatever you need

pier marie

Thank you for your input!

I will have a look into this Quan Yin meditation! You make it sound very interesting, so I might as well give it a shot!

Thank you

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(04-18-2009, 10:42 PM)Phoenix Wrote: [ -> ]Wow, pretty cool.

Anyway, everything you have said coincides with what I understand of parallel universes. You just seem to flip between them. Where, and this is dicey territory; everyone else either doesn't flip between them or CENSORS THE INFORMATION.

The dot I think simply states you to be of 6th density. Because it is the colour of that specific density. The indigo chakra. 6th chakra/ density.

Anyway. I would like a whole lot if you would send me a bit of the energy your pumping. Just once, and not enough to move me into a whole new reality to from which I can't get back. Just the occasional appearing/ disappearing building would be pretty cool!

Hey, thanks for your reply!

I did look into this disappearing phenomena a little more, and on some other forum, somebody pointed me towards "DOPler effect" (not Doppler, there's only one P here), meaning Disapearing Object Phenomena

I did some googleing, and found some very interesting articles about it!

http://www.associatedcontent.com/article...tml?cat=34

http://paranormal.about.com/library/week...60500a.htm

It appears that people all around the world have this happening, however, I've never seen anyone loosing a building for example, which is exactly why they think its only OBJECTS disappearing. I believe however, it's not only objects, but US as well (I don't mean we are "disappearing", but rather shifting from one parallel universe to another, as you Phoenix mentioned). I believe everyone does it; it's just a matter who NOTICES it.

About the dots, I see them a lot, but they are not the same as this Indigo-blue crossfading thing I presented in the GIF animation.

Let me clarify, with some updates on my present state of research:

a) I see everything made of tiny little dots, like snowy vision, or metalflake finish

b) Some dots (not the same as those metalflake ones) seem to fly around like comets, and some simply flash before me. Their color is mostly white, and sometimes blueish.

c) This crossfading blue orb in that gif animation is much much bigger, and happens when I close my eyes, and it appears when I'm really tired, ready to sleep, and when I wake up. This is related to hypnagogic state, which makes sense, cos all the strange stuff happens in that state. Also, now I'm totaly sure it has a golden aura around it, and amazingly, it looks a lot like all famous Eye of God - HELIX NEBULA!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Helix_Nebula

I'm not saying it's the same thing, but it sure looks like it!

The idea that it might be connected to 6D is very likely. According to what I've gathered about wanderer characteristics, I would very probably fit into description of a 6D wanderer. I even had a conversation with Scott Mandelker, and he tends to agree, though he admits that I appear to be quite advanced even for a wanderer (I know it sounds like some egoistic bragging, but please don't take it like that, cos this is really not my intention )

But whats the point when I have no knowledge on how to use it all... I really wish I knew how, but I'm sure it will all come to me with time.

About the energy sending, haha yes, I would do that gladly, but I really wish I knew how! I have no control over this DOPler thing, but I'm working on understanding this blue orb and all the visions. I've made a tremendous progress so far, and I believe I could teach anyone to see everything I do, but I'd rather wait until I've reached more conclusions and understanding of all this. And until I've found a proper way of using it all for some purpose, rather than just seeing it and enjoying the view, lol.

Dino

Hi everyone, Im new so I hope I make sense lol.

I am a little startled at reading these posts and still a bit wonderfully overwhelmed that I found this wonderful place, I think I am going to get some answers finally to alot of questions ive had for many many years.

I will keep it brief for the sake of continuity of the thread. I too have and am experiencing many of the same things that are reported in this thread.

The crossfading colour like the gif wintersun provided.. I get the exact same thing whenever I am meditating, healing or going to sleep, i do not just get a circle though, sometimes it is shapes which I try to make out but cant always, and my colour is the most rich and beautiful purple I can describe. when I have recieved a healing it sometimes changes to green, however its been purple most of my life.

I too have the 'floater' issue, but I also see things within my eyes that are not what I think are floaters.

I also see the air as Jason put it. I can see the atoms in the air, in the walls, they move and vibrate like im watching tiny little energy balls racing all over the place.. I have been able to see this since i was very young. I always thought everyone saw this, until i asked my freinds about it and no one else could see it nor even imagine what I was talking about lol story of my life heh

I also have the disappearing object issue, but not on the building scale, just on things Ive lost, I look for, and then they appear where I already looked and I know they were not there a minute ago. The reverse also happens, I will see something on the bench and come back and its not there.. i just thought I must of been imagining it.

I also get the tingling in my spine, however of late (last 6mths) it has been between my shoulder blades, right behind my heart chakra

So I just thought I would share what i too have been experiencing

I have known I am not from this planet for a long time, however I dont know where Im from, why Im here, and what role I have to play if any... I am so very hopeful now that I have found bring4th and rediscovered the Ra material after many long years without it that i may get some answers...

Thanks for letting me share.

Lissa

Welcome Lissa, may you find inspiration, love and acceptance here

(05-03-2009, 09:54 AM)ayadew Wrote: [ -> ]Welcome Lissa, may you find inspiration, love and acceptance here

Thankyou so much, I look forward to getting to know everyone.

(05-03-2009, 09:50 AM)Enchantedwanderer Wrote: [ -> ]The crossfading colour like the gif wintersun provided.. I get the exact same thing whenever I am meditating, healing or going to sleep, i do not just get a circle though, sometimes it is shapes which I try to make out but cant always, and my colour is the most rich and beautiful purple I can describe. when I have recieved a healing it sometimes changes to green, however its been purple most of my life.

I was just wondering if anyone knows what this colour means, I think someone mentioned earlier that colours might indicated what density a wanderer has incarnated from. Does anyone have any references from Ra regarding wanderer's and colours?

I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes, my hand over my mouth trying not to break down with joy and astonishment...reliefe... hoping noone comes into my office..lol

I have not even finished reading the rest of your story...( before i write my own, i wanted to sit and read everyone else's) but i HAVE to post this....

I found this forum yesterday. I'm at work, in my office right now...and the points of light you are talking about... i see them too. I have been outside ( i'm a smoker ) 3 times today... and i'm looking around.. and i was thinking.. not 5 minutes ago.. i wonder if any of the others see this? Points of light that move...patterns....i can see past them , but when i LOOK, they are there. Is this normal? Does eveyone ( wanderers and the rest of the populated earth) see these?

Then i come to your story and i am just blown away....
I am so relieved that things are coming together, and i am not crazy, or going blind..lol I can't tell you when i started to see this, maybe always...but i'll elaborate more in my own story...
i love you... and thank you so much for sharing these experiences.

Godz~

Very interesting story, Wintersun! Thanks for posting all the pix!

I too see the tiny dots. And my son asked if I saw them too, when he was very little. I usually don't notice them, but they're always there, if I decide to focus on them.

I've seen dragons an spaceships in clouds...not like the "Oh that cloud looks like a bunny" but a very definite, detailed design...as though it were made of clouds...used the cloud matter to materialize?

And, I see checkerboards and other geometric patterns when I rub my eyes...and a circle of light with a star in the middle...was told by a Kriya Yoga master that this is what I am reaching for in meditation.

So you are not alone!

I guess we're beginning to see the code in the Illusion...like Neo did in The Matrix...we're in a holodeck like in Star Trek, eh? And we're waking up.

Now that appearing/disappearing stuff...that sounds really trippy, but cool! I have experienced that with small objects...you know, like when you misplace something and you KNOW you looked in a certain place and it wasn't there, then later it is there? But we tell ourselves we just missed it the first time, but I KNOW I looked carefully and it really WAS NOT THERE! Then it appeared the next time...I always say that it popped in & out of this dimension...I had this cat who used to do that a lot...she would just disappear! No kidding...she was in a room an there was no way she could have gotten out, but she just wasn't there...she was very good at slipping out of this reality when she wanted to.

But since those were such small things (except maybe the cat) there's no way I could prove it, of course...

With such large things like buildings, wow, you must be seeing parallel universes...I can't think of any other explanation...unless maybe it was a 'false awakening'...you know, like when you're dreaming and think you are awake but aren't? Just a possibility to consider...

I remember a few years ago there was a discussion group on yahoo about people reporting timelines changing...I joined it for awhile but I never could figure out how they knew whether the timeline changed or not.

As we become more and more awake, and the veil thinner, it might become more difficult to know what is part of consensual reality and what is Dreamtime...or an alternate reality. The shamans say to cultivate awareness...totally live in the present moment...fully lucid all the time.

Thanks for sharing...I think it's pretty cool stuff.

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(05-12-2009, 09:47 AM)Godz Enigma Wrote: [ -> ]I found this forum yesterday.

Welcome to Bring4th, Godz!

Hi Wintersun,
I noticed these specks of light too quite a while ago. If you watch closely some are stationary, others jump around a little, and still others go in circles. They are all specks of white light. If you really want to get blown away look for them on a foggy morning. The best way to see them is to look at a distance into the sky, then while still looking far away, focus near and wait a few seconds. They'll start to appear. The longer you stay that way the more you will see. After a while it begins to look like a stary night. I've always thought they were spirits/souls in their natural state in between incarnations. The sparks of life.
Have not experienced the appearing and disappearing of things. Think you might be shifting between timelines or present and future. Quite fascinating.
Namaste

I have seen these spots... since childhood. I once asked my teacher in 2nd grade if everyone looked through raindrops without it raining. Later in life I had a metaphysical teacher who said I was looking through the web of my soul.

I have come to see the drops (or dots) as energy-molocules
(for lack of a better term)... Same as seeing the grid know and again... like a holo-deck briefly exposed.

fairyfarmgirl

(05-03-2009, 09:50 AM)Enchantedwanderer Wrote: [ -> ]The crossfading colour like the gif wintersun provided.. I get the exact same thing whenever I am meditating, healing or going to sleep, i do not just get a circle though, sometimes it is shapes which I try to make out but cant always, and my colour is the most rich and beautiful purple I can describe. when I have recieved a healing it sometimes changes to green, however its been purple most of my life.
Lissa

Hi Lissa! Sorry for the delayed response.. I've been quite busy lately!

Just wanted to comment on that crossfading color... I too have noticed it happens only when I'm deeply relaxed, contemplating, meditating, or before going to sleep. Even after waking up! So yes, it really does make sense!

Thank you for posting!

Dino

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(05-12-2009, 09:47 AM)Godz Enigma Wrote: [ -> ]I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes, my hand over my mouth trying not to break down with joy and astonishment...reliefe... hoping noone comes into my office..lol

I have not even finished reading the rest of your story...( before i write my own, i wanted to sit and read everyone else's) but i HAVE to post this....

I found this forum yesterday. I'm at work, in my office right now...and the points of light you are talking about... i see them too. I have been outside ( i'm a smoker ) 3 times today... and i'm looking around.. and i was thinking.. not 5 minutes ago.. i wonder if any of the others see this? Points of light that move...patterns....i can see past them , but when i LOOK, they are there. Is this normal? Does eveyone ( wanderers and the rest of the populated earth) see these?

Then i come to your story and i am just blown away....
I am so relieved that things are coming together, and i am not crazy, or going blind..lol I can't tell you when i started to see this, maybe always...but i'll elaborate more in my own story...
i love you... and thank you so much for sharing these experiences.

Godz~

Hi Godz!

Sorry too for the delayed response!

This is a fantastic synchronistic situation! I'm so glad my story helped you understand it all a little better and I'm glad it helped you realize you're not alone. Looking forward to reading your own story

Dino

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(05-18-2009, 03:59 AM)Bring4th_Monica Wrote: [ -> ]Very interesting story, Wintersun! Thanks for posting all the pix!

I too see the tiny dots. And my son asked if I saw them too, when he was very little. I usually don't notice them, but they're always there, if I decide to focus on them.

I've seen dragons an spaceships in clouds...not like the "Oh that cloud looks like a bunny" but a very definite, detailed design...as though it were made of clouds...used the cloud matter to materialize?

And, I see checkerboards and other geometric patterns when I rub my eyes...and a circle of light with a star in the middle...was told by a Kriya Yoga master that this is what I am reaching for in meditation.

So you are not alone!

I guess we're beginning to see the code in the Illusion...like Neo did in The Matrix...we're in a holodeck like in Star Trek, eh? And we're waking up.

Now that appearing/disappearing stuff...that sounds really trippy, but cool! I have experienced that with small objects...you know, like when you misplace something and you KNOW you looked in a certain place and it wasn't there, then later it is there? But we tell ourselves we just missed it the first time, but I KNOW I looked carefully and it really WAS NOT THERE! Then it appeared the next time...I always say that it popped in & out of this dimension...I had this cat who used to do that a lot...she would just disappear! No kidding...she was in a room an there was no way she could have gotten out, but she just wasn't there...she was very good at slipping out of this reality when she wanted to.

But since those were such small things (except maybe the cat) there's no way I could prove it, of course...

With such large things like buildings, wow, you must be seeing parallel universes...I can't think of any other explanation...unless maybe it was a 'false awakening'...you know, like when you're dreaming and think you are awake but aren't? Just a possibility to consider...

I remember a few years ago there was a discussion group on yahoo about people reporting timelines changing...I joined it for awhile but I never could figure out how they knew whether the timeline changed or not.

As we become more and more awake, and the veil thinner, it might become more difficult to know what is part of consensual reality and what is Dreamtime...or an alternate reality. The shamans say to cultivate awareness...totally live in the present moment...fully lucid all the time.

Thanks for sharing...I think it's pretty cool stuff.

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Hey Monica!

Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts!

I really like your Matrix (Neo) / Star Trek (holodec) analogy! Very insightful! And this cat you mentioned is really cool haha A time/space-traveling cat, imagine that

This "false awakening" term got me thinking. Could you elaborate a little bit more on that? Where can I look into it a little more? I've had that kind of situations when I was really dreaming. I would wake up several times in my dream and think I'm truly awake. I wonder what this means..?

And as I've said before about this time/space shifting... I believe it happens to everyone, it's only a matter of who is noticing it. So I don't think I'm special. Maybe slightly more aware, but I'm 100% sure anyone can do it if we try to look "beyond the obvious", and keep this mode constantly running in background.

For anyone more interested in consciousness and how it works, I would really reccomend books by Charles T. Tart! This guy really kicks ass in that field

Dino

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(05-18-2009, 09:38 PM)gharghur Wrote: [ -> ]Hi Wintersun,
I noticed these specks of light too quite a while ago. If you watch closely some are stationary, others jump around a little, and still others go in circles. They are all specks of white light. If you really want to get blown away look for them on a foggy morning. The best way to see them is to look at a distance into the sky, then while still looking far away, focus near and wait a few seconds. They'll start to appear. The longer you stay that way the more you will see. After a while it begins to look like a stary night. I've always thought they were spirits/souls in their natural state in between incarnations. The sparks of life.
Have not experienced the appearing and disappearing of things. Think you might be shifting between timelines or present and future. Quite fascinating.
Namaste

Yes yes!! Fogy morning really makes them look incredibly dense! I'm so glad you've pointed this out!

Thank you so much for responding!

Dino

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(05-18-2009, 10:38 PM)fairyfarmgirl Wrote: [ -> ]I have seen these spots... since childhood. I once asked my teacher in 2nd grade if everyone looked through raindrops without it raining. Later in life I had a metaphysical teacher who said I was looking through the web of my soul.

I have come to see the drops (or dots) as energy-molocules
(for lack of a better term)... Same as seeing the grid know and again... like a holo-deck briefly exposed.

fairyfarmgirl

Thank you for sharing!

I really like this holodec idea! It's like we are seeing whats "beyond the obvious", as I've stated before

Dino

The blue orb described here I see often, at the times also described here. An epidemic? ;-)

The circle of light with a star in it I saw the first time last week, when I woke up in the morning. Funny thing is that I had just read up some on Kriya yoga, but I have no personal experience with that. Monica, reading what you wrote here gave me a bit of a jolt!

I experience similar visual phenomena for the past few years, particularly the shifting colors you describe, I experience this in meditation.
And during my waking hours for me I often see a sharp, small sparkle of white light out of the corner of my eye, like a bad pixel going ZAP, a little starburst. This happens relatively frequently really...
Tim

(05-20-2009, 06:50 PM)thr33tim3 Wrote: [ -> ]I experience similar visual phenomena for the past few years, particularly the shifting colors you describe, I experience this in meditation.
And during my waking hours for me I often see a sharp, small sparkle of white light out of the corner of my eye, like a bad pixel going ZAP, a little starburst. This happens relatively frequently really...
Tim

You know I see those white dots too and the other day I was just laying in my bed just looking around the room and these little white rice shaped things were moving really fast it scared me the very first time it did this a few years ago and there it was again. At first you would think its something physical or something wrong with the eyes. Another thing is too I have been picking up orbs on my digital camera almost everytime I take a snap shot in my bedroom mostly they are there. I could go right now and take pictures they will be there. Always different shapes and moving. They are here all the time. Other wise around the house I don't get as many orbs as in my room. Digital cameras or good at capturing this. I think they are spirits trying to manifest. There is something definately going on and they want us to know they are here and not to be afraid.


Yoda1

Have seen these orbs captured on film by others too.
Even in public events, outdoors.

(04-11-2009, 05:29 PM)Wintersun Wrote: [ -> ]10. It appears that I'm never sick. I seem to have a very strong illness resistance. It's only this what happened a few days ago that I had a flue.

Interestingly enough, I'm the same way. It's peculiar that some Wanderers can be so heavily affected by worldly ills (especially allergic reactions) whereas others - perhaps the minority - seem highly resistant to ailments.

Wow! I thought I was the only one who saw "weird stuff"!

The raindrops or metal flakes analogy sounds close to what I see every now and then. If I could, I would describe it kind of like this:


only without the spaceship, the smuggler and the wookie, and about half the amount of stars.

Thank you for your story wintersun.

Peace Out

Wintersun--are you familiar with Starfire Tor? You should visit her web site, and download some of her interviews. I think you'd resonate with her....

http://www.starfiretor.com/2toc.htm

The alternate dimension/alternate timeline stuff that happens to you, used to happen to me too. And Whitley Strieber, and Starfire Tor, and probably a bunch of other people. You aren't alone. Don't fret. It's just an indication that we incarnate simultaneously in a number of parallel dimensions. Learn from your experiences. They are precious.

May be your third eye is sensitive ,I just saw may transparent circles throw up and fall down ,I don't know whether that is photonn .
Thanks for your sharing my friend

(05-20-2009, 06:50 PM)thr33tim3 Wrote: [ -> ]I experience similar visual phenomena for the past few years, particularly the shifting colors you describe, I experience this in meditation.
And during my waking hours for me I often see a sharp, small sparkle of white light out of the corner of my eye, like a bad pixel going ZAP, a little starburst. This happens relatively frequently really...
Tim

I started seeing sparks of light about a year or so ago. I was listening to a Pleadian channeled text online and it mentioned the sparks of lights. Which i was describing as flashes of light at the time. I think they said that the sparks have to do with other selves and some kind of integration?. If you want a link to the book message me and welcome to all these new faces!

The swirly lights are something I see also, and used to think they are 'seeing' the underlying structure of the universe, then I realised that 'seeing' reality - as it is - is exactly the same. Everything we look at, or smell, touch, taste, is an absolute miracle. We're always dancing with the Divine.