Ok LetGo, I don't know if my advice will resonate with you, but I can try
I've had an ulcer since I was a kid. The doctors didn't discover it until I was 21 years. They cured me, but there already occurred a damage. Long story short, since then I've always had periods of extreme pain i my heart area once a month. (I can think of many reasons due the experiences in this life of why it was my heart that got affected, but we'll skip them for the simplicity's sake.) When these attacks occurred I could not do anything, and no meds helped. I had to lay down and sleep for a day or two. It felt like I was laced with a sword from the behind and right through my heart. The pain was unbelievable.
Last summer I came across this link:
http://www.swamij.com/kundalini-awakening-1.htm
I modified the technique to suit me better and came to step 2. At that time I could raise chi in the left side, which I called Omega, and the right side, which I called Alpha. These sides are called something else in the link.
My modification of the technique: these sides are gateways for neutral Mighty Powers that in tiny proportions enter my being. Alpha is the light and the creator. Omega is the dark and the destoyer. But I did not EVER saw them as good or bad from the human perspective. They are both magnific Mighty Forces that are far greater beyond than our good and bad. They are both needed and equal.
Anyway, long story short again, at the end of the summer I found myself in the situation where I felt that pain in the morning, and I could not be in bed at any reason. So I lay down, raised Omega chi, that swept away the pain, which lasted for maybe 15 minutes. After that I got up, felt magic, and went throught the whole day, eating hamburgers, drinking red bull (which would be lethal for me at that time) and have not felt the pain
ever since then.
Detailed description of the method: I was already acquainted with chi. My further development of the technique was as I said - Omega chi is the destroyer. It destroys cancer, sickness, bad bacterias, malfunctioning cells etc. (But also good cells, good bacterias etc) Alpha chi is the creator. It creates new cells, health, fitness etc. (But also cancer, sickness etc.) So I visualised (you really have to concentrate upon it) Omega chi raising up from my left groin, climbing up, reaching my heart, my lungs, my stomach, everything that was in pain, and totally absorbing all pain. I visualised Mighty Omega Force as a complete blackness that destroys all that stuff you want it to destroy, ie pain and reason for that pain. You have to remember to not be afraid, but trusting it, knowing that it is not evil or bad, but as neutral as the fire itself. Fire can warm up a frozen body, but also destroy everything in its way. What does fire care about human logics or good and bad? It has its own. Regarding Omega chi, it is your own mind that controls and directs it, gives it a purpose.
Now I think that I babbled enough. I don't know if you find it helpful...
Otherwise, sending love and light is always good thing to do.