01-18-2012, 03:25 AM
I just wanted to share an experience I had with dimethyltryptamine last year. For those unfamiliar with this substance I would suggest the work of Rick Strassman for more info. There’s even a good documentary out now called DMT: The Spirit Molecule. I’ve only had the experience one time and can say that it was without a doubt the most profound 15 minutes of my life. However, 15 minutes is a misleading measure of time – as it only denotes the amount of time that passed on Earth 
The experience started with me ingesting the substance and immediately removing my shoes and sitting on the floor in half-lotus. This motion was so automatic it almost felt involuntary. From here it gets challenging to describe but I’ll do my best, I’d also like to point out that all of this was before I had been turned onto the Law of One.
What happened next was rather strange, my consciousness seemed to collect into my head so much that I didn’t seem to have control over my extremities anymore. I closed my eyes and found myself in a room, sitting in the only chair, watching a woman dance. I understood this woman to be my mother, however she was not my current mother, she was my mother in the sense of a larger scope. An analogy might be that my supervisor is my superior, but my general manager is my superior in a larger sense. I held this woman in such high regard that seeing that she was happy enough to dance made me want to just sit and watch all day. She eventually walked over to me and kissed the top of my head, then proceeded to tell me how proud of me she was. This period of my life had been rattling, I had dropped out of school, quit my job, and walked away from the church. I had decided to pursue truth in my life and find a lifestyle that I was happy in in spite of the massive resistance I was getting from family. I really can’t put into words what it felt like to have this woman accept me, let alone tell me she’s proud of me for standing strong and trying to live by my values not by what was expected of me. It was the first time anyone had ever acknowledged my struggle, and her understanding was relieving to experience to say the least.
After this she directed my vision to the ceiling that suddenly peeled away as what looked like a laser beam the diameter of a volleyball engulfed my head. I could feel my brain tingle and as I looked up into the beam I blasted off out of the top of my head and into the deep reaches of space. Upon launch I felt fear – like I could feel the power brewing inside of me. However, this fear was short lived, a deluge of bliss swept over me and swallowed the tiny, insignificant survival instinct – I started to laugh at myself for always seeing space as empty – when in fact every square inch of it seemed to be absolutely packed with more bliss than I’d ever cumulatively experienced in life on Earth.
As I flew through space, passing star system after star system, I noticed entities joining me in my journey. They flew around me and laughed and even seemed to playfully poke fun. Their humor was very sarcastic, and I found it extremely pleasant to interact with. My communication with them was telepathic, but for the purpose of conveying I’ll put language to our interaction. My companions and I soon found ourselves stopped at a massive swirling vortex. My mind seemed to be able to access so incredibly much at once – I immediately started considering what I was seeing as a wormhole like Einstein spoke of. I then looked around our environment and noticed that there were no stars close by, no source of light. I looked back at the wormhole and felt perplexed at how well I could perceive its existence, considering we were in complete darkness.
At this my companions laughed. “You aren’t in a body, stupid.” One seemed to say playfully. “You perceive reflected light in a body, that’s how you ‘see’ but here you experience information to ‘see’ – the vortex exists, therefore you see it.” We laughed at my mistake together then I asked if we could enter it. With this, we dove down into the vortex. It was as one would likely expect, a large tunnel that felt like riding a roller coaster made of love. At the end of the tunnel was a place that I simply cannot describe. There was no perceivable distance between anything at times, the environment itself seemed to be made of the beings that inhabited it – there was no separation. On Earth we exist, and the Earth is our environment. Here we existed, and we were our environment. When I would interact with an entity – the entity would be my environment and the collective environment would dissolve – when the interaction was over, the collective environment would come back. This is my best attempt at description, however without experiencing it – you can’t understand fully. Every interaction was profound, and it wasn’t long before I was saturated with knowledge, love, understanding, etc. I became astounded and overwhelmed. I thought about the DMT accounts I had read and how difficult it is to retain the experience once it ends – similar to dreaming. So I set an intention to bring back something from the experience and asked to be given something I can take back. This gave way two a vision of a woman’s leg stepping out of a door and down onto a step. The curvature of her calf struck me as beautiful and as I made this observation a line drew itself along her calf and up into her knee. The vision the dissolved and all that remained was the line. A vision of the Fibonacci curve then showed and the line set itself on a portion of the curve showing that the calf line I enjoyed was an exact duplication of a portion of the Fibonacci curve. The curve then dissolved, and the line remained. Next, a vision of the neckline of an in-shape man with no shirt on showed and the line set itself perfectly into his neckline, and up his trapezoid. The line disappeared, my frame zoomed out and this man was kissing another man.
I suddenly felt understanding to a tiny aspect of the beauty they saw in one another and felt prejudices I didn’t even realize existed in me dissolve. This short experience served to completely alter my perception of homosexuality. I was then back in the landscape at the end of the vortex, a women walked up to me and handed me a card. On the card was a phrase, “Find the beauty in everything.” This was my gift to bring back.
When I looked up again, I was sitting in a room with a man that seemed to be an elder or somehow superior for lack of a better term. He was extremely happy to be talking to me and he said, “Finally you’re starting to understand.” I just looked back at him confused so he continued, “This molecule” he opened his hand and diagram of the chemical makeup of DMT that I had seen in various books was hovering in the air above his palm, “was isolated from one of several natural sources using your people’s understanding of chemistry. It’s this technology that is allowing our communication. Imagine if all of your technological endeavors were geared in this fashion, toward your spiritual progress as opposed to war and destruction, imagine where humanity would be.”
This statement filled me with sadness, I explained to him that I didn’t want to return to Earth – I asked him if he could please just allow me to stay. He looked at me with great wisdom and showed me his palm – in the middle of which was a window. I could see my girlfriend, sitting in a room by herself. He then asked, “You’ll be back here eventually – whether you like it or not. Are you sure you want to stay right now?” I smiled, still staring at my girlfriend as she twirl her hair on a sofa and responded simply, “No.” He nodded smiling and then I opened my eyes.
Hope someone enjoys this and apologies for the length (:
The experience started with me ingesting the substance and immediately removing my shoes and sitting on the floor in half-lotus. This motion was so automatic it almost felt involuntary. From here it gets challenging to describe but I’ll do my best, I’d also like to point out that all of this was before I had been turned onto the Law of One.
What happened next was rather strange, my consciousness seemed to collect into my head so much that I didn’t seem to have control over my extremities anymore. I closed my eyes and found myself in a room, sitting in the only chair, watching a woman dance. I understood this woman to be my mother, however she was not my current mother, she was my mother in the sense of a larger scope. An analogy might be that my supervisor is my superior, but my general manager is my superior in a larger sense. I held this woman in such high regard that seeing that she was happy enough to dance made me want to just sit and watch all day. She eventually walked over to me and kissed the top of my head, then proceeded to tell me how proud of me she was. This period of my life had been rattling, I had dropped out of school, quit my job, and walked away from the church. I had decided to pursue truth in my life and find a lifestyle that I was happy in in spite of the massive resistance I was getting from family. I really can’t put into words what it felt like to have this woman accept me, let alone tell me she’s proud of me for standing strong and trying to live by my values not by what was expected of me. It was the first time anyone had ever acknowledged my struggle, and her understanding was relieving to experience to say the least.
After this she directed my vision to the ceiling that suddenly peeled away as what looked like a laser beam the diameter of a volleyball engulfed my head. I could feel my brain tingle and as I looked up into the beam I blasted off out of the top of my head and into the deep reaches of space. Upon launch I felt fear – like I could feel the power brewing inside of me. However, this fear was short lived, a deluge of bliss swept over me and swallowed the tiny, insignificant survival instinct – I started to laugh at myself for always seeing space as empty – when in fact every square inch of it seemed to be absolutely packed with more bliss than I’d ever cumulatively experienced in life on Earth.
As I flew through space, passing star system after star system, I noticed entities joining me in my journey. They flew around me and laughed and even seemed to playfully poke fun. Their humor was very sarcastic, and I found it extremely pleasant to interact with. My communication with them was telepathic, but for the purpose of conveying I’ll put language to our interaction. My companions and I soon found ourselves stopped at a massive swirling vortex. My mind seemed to be able to access so incredibly much at once – I immediately started considering what I was seeing as a wormhole like Einstein spoke of. I then looked around our environment and noticed that there were no stars close by, no source of light. I looked back at the wormhole and felt perplexed at how well I could perceive its existence, considering we were in complete darkness.
At this my companions laughed. “You aren’t in a body, stupid.” One seemed to say playfully. “You perceive reflected light in a body, that’s how you ‘see’ but here you experience information to ‘see’ – the vortex exists, therefore you see it.” We laughed at my mistake together then I asked if we could enter it. With this, we dove down into the vortex. It was as one would likely expect, a large tunnel that felt like riding a roller coaster made of love. At the end of the tunnel was a place that I simply cannot describe. There was no perceivable distance between anything at times, the environment itself seemed to be made of the beings that inhabited it – there was no separation. On Earth we exist, and the Earth is our environment. Here we existed, and we were our environment. When I would interact with an entity – the entity would be my environment and the collective environment would dissolve – when the interaction was over, the collective environment would come back. This is my best attempt at description, however without experiencing it – you can’t understand fully. Every interaction was profound, and it wasn’t long before I was saturated with knowledge, love, understanding, etc. I became astounded and overwhelmed. I thought about the DMT accounts I had read and how difficult it is to retain the experience once it ends – similar to dreaming. So I set an intention to bring back something from the experience and asked to be given something I can take back. This gave way two a vision of a woman’s leg stepping out of a door and down onto a step. The curvature of her calf struck me as beautiful and as I made this observation a line drew itself along her calf and up into her knee. The vision the dissolved and all that remained was the line. A vision of the Fibonacci curve then showed and the line set itself on a portion of the curve showing that the calf line I enjoyed was an exact duplication of a portion of the Fibonacci curve. The curve then dissolved, and the line remained. Next, a vision of the neckline of an in-shape man with no shirt on showed and the line set itself perfectly into his neckline, and up his trapezoid. The line disappeared, my frame zoomed out and this man was kissing another man.
I suddenly felt understanding to a tiny aspect of the beauty they saw in one another and felt prejudices I didn’t even realize existed in me dissolve. This short experience served to completely alter my perception of homosexuality. I was then back in the landscape at the end of the vortex, a women walked up to me and handed me a card. On the card was a phrase, “Find the beauty in everything.” This was my gift to bring back.
When I looked up again, I was sitting in a room with a man that seemed to be an elder or somehow superior for lack of a better term. He was extremely happy to be talking to me and he said, “Finally you’re starting to understand.” I just looked back at him confused so he continued, “This molecule” he opened his hand and diagram of the chemical makeup of DMT that I had seen in various books was hovering in the air above his palm, “was isolated from one of several natural sources using your people’s understanding of chemistry. It’s this technology that is allowing our communication. Imagine if all of your technological endeavors were geared in this fashion, toward your spiritual progress as opposed to war and destruction, imagine where humanity would be.”
This statement filled me with sadness, I explained to him that I didn’t want to return to Earth – I asked him if he could please just allow me to stay. He looked at me with great wisdom and showed me his palm – in the middle of which was a window. I could see my girlfriend, sitting in a room by herself. He then asked, “You’ll be back here eventually – whether you like it or not. Are you sure you want to stay right now?” I smiled, still staring at my girlfriend as she twirl her hair on a sofa and responded simply, “No.” He nodded smiling and then I opened my eyes.
Hope someone enjoys this and apologies for the length (:
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