Shin'Ar
04-15-2012, 11:16 PM
One day my wife came to me and told me that she was going to send my six year old son to Sunday school.
Now she was not a religious woman. She never went to church and she was not even catholic.
But some friends of hers had their kids in Sunday school and she wanted to keep up with the Jones'.
I was brought up catholic, and by the age of eleven I was wearing the robes of the altar boy. I went to Sunday school, and I knew that the teachers were just other kids in the neighborhood that were a few years older. Most of the teachings were usually more wrapped up in feeding the poor in some famine stricken part of the world than anything else.
I also have very clear memories of nuns telling me stories about the devil.
Well, I had stopped going to church around the age of 15, and I was not going to have someone that knew nothing of the system I was familiar with sending my sons to some local teenager to learn about creation and God. We had a dispute which basically ended in my declaring that I would learn as much as I could about the catholic church and than we would be able to make an informed decision.
Shortly after that my father passed away and that added another dimension to the process of wanting to know more about these teachings of the church with regard to God. I proceeded to ask our parish priest some very intricate questions about heaven and hell insisting on real answers rather then distraction. Not having any success with that priest I went on to a few others discovering that they all had this problem of not being able to really answer my questions.
I picked up a Bible and started reading for myself!
What I discovered there has been the last 30 years of my life.
What began as a person dying on a cross that I was led to believe was God, ended up being a person who dies on a cross that I now know was God.
The difference between then and now is that what I thought was God, and what is God, are two different things altogether. But, what is the same is the symbol on which God was being presented to us.
The Tree of Life.
I studied that Bible inside out and debated within both catholic and protestant schools for many years trying to figure out why everyone was at a loss to answer the most basic questions when it was supposed to be right there under their noses in simple writing. I became able to debate with the most highly skilled scholars on apologetics and theology to the degree that none could win an argument with me. I always had another dilemma or paradox that they simply couldn't answer to.
The corruption and perversion became very obvious and I left it all far behind in search of real truth.
And now some thirty years and two wives later, having been passionately immersed in seeking for truth within a world of opinion and commentary, what I have discovered is that the crucifix is still standing prominently in the forefront. But instead of a dying human hanging in its branches, I have found the real reason the crucifix has been the symbol behind all of these religions for so long. The Ancients have known it for millennium. But the secular world and the elite powers have been so focused on perverting truth, that the true meanings of the Ancient teachings have been hidden in secrecy and codes for their own protection.
So, I hear many intellectual thinkers speaking things about the "I Am", " We are One", and "we are all the Creator".
I know what I have discovered and pieced together. What I would ask you all, is what exactly do you understand when you say these things? What exactly do you think of when you think of the Creator?
Are you just keeping up with the Jones'? Are you simply trying to make the Ra material fit into your own truth? Are you still seeking for truth or has your interest in truth ended here with your discovery of the Law of One?
What exactly do you know about the crucifix? Have you ever thought that if Jesus had suffered the same method of death that most other Jews had in that time, we would all be wearing around our necks the symbol of a man impaled on a pig stick. Or a headless corpse strapped to a guillotine.
Will we wear these symbols in ignorance? Or will we try to discern the true meaning behind them?
There is aspects of truth in Christianity, Islam, Buddhism, Hinduism, Taoism, and many, many other cultures, just as there is in the Law of One. But are we going to discern the truth from these sources, or are we going to follow in the footsteps of my first wife and act on a whim, and wear the cross of ignorance?
Never settle on what might look like a satisfactory truth, because far too often the fact that it is satisfying is the very reason you should be questioning it. The crucifix is not what it appears to most, and yet the real truth behind it could be worn by anyone from any culture and still continue to hold true meaning.
How a pagan can be saying this to you with absolute certainty and confidence should give you reason to seriously consider what I am trying to get you to think about.
These things which I have discovered on the path of gnosis are clearly documented in my website at www.sacredeye.homestead.com and I offer it to all who desire to ask the questions that many do not have answers to. It is my life's work and I offer it freely out of love for the All. I know that many have sought after these same things and have found confusion galore. It is my hope that the way in which I have been able to present it will help to alleviate the confusion.
Now she was not a religious woman. She never went to church and she was not even catholic.
But some friends of hers had their kids in Sunday school and she wanted to keep up with the Jones'.
I was brought up catholic, and by the age of eleven I was wearing the robes of the altar boy. I went to Sunday school, and I knew that the teachers were just other kids in the neighborhood that were a few years older. Most of the teachings were usually more wrapped up in feeding the poor in some famine stricken part of the world than anything else.
I also have very clear memories of nuns telling me stories about the devil.
Well, I had stopped going to church around the age of 15, and I was not going to have someone that knew nothing of the system I was familiar with sending my sons to some local teenager to learn about creation and God. We had a dispute which basically ended in my declaring that I would learn as much as I could about the catholic church and than we would be able to make an informed decision.
Shortly after that my father passed away and that added another dimension to the process of wanting to know more about these teachings of the church with regard to God. I proceeded to ask our parish priest some very intricate questions about heaven and hell insisting on real answers rather then distraction. Not having any success with that priest I went on to a few others discovering that they all had this problem of not being able to really answer my questions.
I picked up a Bible and started reading for myself!
What I discovered there has been the last 30 years of my life.
What began as a person dying on a cross that I was led to believe was God, ended up being a person who dies on a cross that I now know was God.
The difference between then and now is that what I thought was God, and what is God, are two different things altogether. But, what is the same is the symbol on which God was being presented to us.
The Tree of Life.
I studied that Bible inside out and debated within both catholic and protestant schools for many years trying to figure out why everyone was at a loss to answer the most basic questions when it was supposed to be right there under their noses in simple writing. I became able to debate with the most highly skilled scholars on apologetics and theology to the degree that none could win an argument with me. I always had another dilemma or paradox that they simply couldn't answer to.
The corruption and perversion became very obvious and I left it all far behind in search of real truth.
And now some thirty years and two wives later, having been passionately immersed in seeking for truth within a world of opinion and commentary, what I have discovered is that the crucifix is still standing prominently in the forefront. But instead of a dying human hanging in its branches, I have found the real reason the crucifix has been the symbol behind all of these religions for so long. The Ancients have known it for millennium. But the secular world and the elite powers have been so focused on perverting truth, that the true meanings of the Ancient teachings have been hidden in secrecy and codes for their own protection.
So, I hear many intellectual thinkers speaking things about the "I Am", " We are One", and "we are all the Creator".
I know what I have discovered and pieced together. What I would ask you all, is what exactly do you understand when you say these things? What exactly do you think of when you think of the Creator?
Are you just keeping up with the Jones'? Are you simply trying to make the Ra material fit into your own truth? Are you still seeking for truth or has your interest in truth ended here with your discovery of the Law of One?
What exactly do you know about the crucifix? Have you ever thought that if Jesus had suffered the same method of death that most other Jews had in that time, we would all be wearing around our necks the symbol of a man impaled on a pig stick. Or a headless corpse strapped to a guillotine.
Will we wear these symbols in ignorance? Or will we try to discern the true meaning behind them?
There is aspects of truth in Christianity, Islam, Buddhism, Hinduism, Taoism, and many, many other cultures, just as there is in the Law of One. But are we going to discern the truth from these sources, or are we going to follow in the footsteps of my first wife and act on a whim, and wear the cross of ignorance?
Never settle on what might look like a satisfactory truth, because far too often the fact that it is satisfying is the very reason you should be questioning it. The crucifix is not what it appears to most, and yet the real truth behind it could be worn by anyone from any culture and still continue to hold true meaning.
How a pagan can be saying this to you with absolute certainty and confidence should give you reason to seriously consider what I am trying to get you to think about.
These things which I have discovered on the path of gnosis are clearly documented in my website at www.sacredeye.homestead.com and I offer it to all who desire to ask the questions that many do not have answers to. It is my life's work and I offer it freely out of love for the All. I know that many have sought after these same things and have found confusion galore. It is my hope that the way in which I have been able to present it will help to alleviate the confusion.
Blessings, shanti.
That's a subject for a very interesting forum topic... If you were to jump to the past, and then kill one of your ancestors... What would really happen?