Bring4th

So we are supposed to be at this event where timelines converge and doors open like never before. ( well at least never before for little me)

And here i am feeling this call of love and happiness and i want to go, i want to feel this journey.

But i am afraid, of not being as i am now, i am afraid of loosing what i call reality, i am afraid of forgetting.

It doesn't seem rational at first glance but it actually is, my animal self my constructed self wants to hold on on what is known and "safe".

I am writing this as a form of self reflection and release.

I am ok now with being positive as opposed to being negative, my lesson is not true non polarity, just a door where unconditional love is more central but it does not erase difference and energy poles of direction, it embraces it.

I don't have to analyse the negative, been there done that, now its time to let the negative be, where it belongs, and i be where i belong in unconditional love and harmonic thought.

I am of positive polarity and i am ok with the negative being what it is.

oh is that today? The timelines converge?

Yesterday I was waiting for something, like a bit anxious and nervous the whole day.
Today I am simply excited and inside me every cell is vibrating and singing.
Might have to do with the lovely sunshine outside as well.

This whole period is, at least i feel that way, a couple years back it was all about facing your negative side and seeing what was hidden but now it's more about moving towards the "new world" so to speak.

Have a exciting day Meerie.