01-18-2013, 05:42 AM
I can honestly say, that before I encountered the Ra material, I was in a state of Confusion. This is somewhat ironic, as it is the First Distortion, but it was not a lot of fun to be in.
that was about 7 years ago now. I am age 36 now, so you can say that the first 3 decades of my life were pretty confused. It's not that I didn't try to understand; I spent the better part of my 20's in metaphysical bookstores and libraries; I read anything I could get my hands on which held the promise of the light and greater understanding.
they always seemed to fall short. They offered a few premises, a few glimpses of clarity, but it was never an over-arching philosophy that I could both comprehend and 'believe' and trust in. It just didn't vibrate fully with my core being.
I pretty much read everything, but never seemed to come across the Law of One books in my devourings. There was Sitchen, Graham Handcock, Yogananda, Alice Bailey, other channelings, the Indian literatures ... but never Ra.
and so when DW broke onto the scene, I bought The Reincarnation of Edgar Cayce. When I came to the chapter where DW talks about Scott Mandelker, and then tangents into the Wanderer concept, I broke into tears. Like soul wrenching tears. Tears that I had never cried like before. This concept, so simple but subtlely different from starseeds and lightworkers, this one concept reframed my entire existence. I knew, quite instantly, at a core level, that this was my Beingness. It was Who I Was. No projections; no fantasising, this was pure recognition. I cried and cried. And then there was more. There was the Law of One.
I found this online and started reading. I read it at home. I read it at work. I read it on my phone. It blew up my world. It explained everything in a consistent framework. Some paragraphs I had to read again and again to undo my previous conceptions of things.
just through exposing my mind to this material did a lot to undo the effects of distortions that I had acquired. But the inner work had just begun. There were things to do with the magical personality, with deep meditation, with the structure of the archetypes, with the nature of dreamwork and guidance, there was much still to go to pave the pathways to a more distilled representation of the self.
this journey has been remarkable for me. I now experience a clarity and joy each day that I never thought possible while incarnate in a physical body. My emotions no longer jerk me about like a puppet, make me go into hiding from fear of the world.
I can only say that this transformation was only possible with the guidance and framework of the Ra material. It is not a religion; there are no altars to sacrifice to, no tenets to repeat. Its first and primary foundation is the Law of Free Will; in which you are free to choose and act in whatever way you deem fit. There is no other 'pushing'.
you are free to act as you please ... but there are some behaviours and thoughts that are more consonant with unity. That is your choice, and always will be.
I choose to see all you guys as best I can without separation. It is not always easy; as there are unforgiven and unaccepted parts of my consciousness that project themselves like bricks in a wall, blocking the one light which is common to us all. But it gets easier the more you attempt and try.
this post comes across as a bit of a Wanderer story, but I wished to acknowledge the prime service of the three entities named in the title of the thread; Carla, Jim, and Don; your Service has resonated across time and space and reached this little Wanderer in Sydney Australia. I truly cannot express the fullness of my gratitude for the work you did all those years ago. This information from Ra has brought crystal clarity to my existence. It has enabled me to fulfill the service I came here to do. I was, quite honestly, lost before I found it.
I know that Ankh has expressed similiar sentiments in a blog post; we are kin in that we are of the exact same generation.
thank you all; and I love you most deeply.
plenum
that was about 7 years ago now. I am age 36 now, so you can say that the first 3 decades of my life were pretty confused. It's not that I didn't try to understand; I spent the better part of my 20's in metaphysical bookstores and libraries; I read anything I could get my hands on which held the promise of the light and greater understanding.
they always seemed to fall short. They offered a few premises, a few glimpses of clarity, but it was never an over-arching philosophy that I could both comprehend and 'believe' and trust in. It just didn't vibrate fully with my core being.
I pretty much read everything, but never seemed to come across the Law of One books in my devourings. There was Sitchen, Graham Handcock, Yogananda, Alice Bailey, other channelings, the Indian literatures ... but never Ra.
and so when DW broke onto the scene, I bought The Reincarnation of Edgar Cayce. When I came to the chapter where DW talks about Scott Mandelker, and then tangents into the Wanderer concept, I broke into tears. Like soul wrenching tears. Tears that I had never cried like before. This concept, so simple but subtlely different from starseeds and lightworkers, this one concept reframed my entire existence. I knew, quite instantly, at a core level, that this was my Beingness. It was Who I Was. No projections; no fantasising, this was pure recognition. I cried and cried. And then there was more. There was the Law of One.
I found this online and started reading. I read it at home. I read it at work. I read it on my phone. It blew up my world. It explained everything in a consistent framework. Some paragraphs I had to read again and again to undo my previous conceptions of things.
just through exposing my mind to this material did a lot to undo the effects of distortions that I had acquired. But the inner work had just begun. There were things to do with the magical personality, with deep meditation, with the structure of the archetypes, with the nature of dreamwork and guidance, there was much still to go to pave the pathways to a more distilled representation of the self.
this journey has been remarkable for me. I now experience a clarity and joy each day that I never thought possible while incarnate in a physical body. My emotions no longer jerk me about like a puppet, make me go into hiding from fear of the world.
I can only say that this transformation was only possible with the guidance and framework of the Ra material. It is not a religion; there are no altars to sacrifice to, no tenets to repeat. Its first and primary foundation is the Law of Free Will; in which you are free to choose and act in whatever way you deem fit. There is no other 'pushing'.
you are free to act as you please ... but there are some behaviours and thoughts that are more consonant with unity. That is your choice, and always will be.
I choose to see all you guys as best I can without separation. It is not always easy; as there are unforgiven and unaccepted parts of my consciousness that project themselves like bricks in a wall, blocking the one light which is common to us all. But it gets easier the more you attempt and try.
this post comes across as a bit of a Wanderer story, but I wished to acknowledge the prime service of the three entities named in the title of the thread; Carla, Jim, and Don; your Service has resonated across time and space and reached this little Wanderer in Sydney Australia. I truly cannot express the fullness of my gratitude for the work you did all those years ago. This information from Ra has brought crystal clarity to my existence. It has enabled me to fulfill the service I came here to do. I was, quite honestly, lost before I found it.
I know that Ankh has expressed similiar sentiments in a blog post; we are kin in that we are of the exact same generation.
thank you all; and I love you most deeply.
plenum
