Conversation started Wednesday
3:12pm
Curtis O'Brien
Existence seems like a theatre with few acts remaining. If I had a choice to learn how to speak without words I would take it.
3:18pm
Curtis O'Brien
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5:08pm
Curtis O'Brien
Just ignore me for a while lol. I have my own distortion to work through
Friday
11:17am
Felix Boen
http://traffic.libsyn.com/thesonsofthela..._Guide.mp3
11:36am
Felix Boen
i just sent you energy
let me know how it goes
11:39am
Curtis O'Brien
I had a dream where I was trying to make a bridge to a denser part of the earth
I'm watching it now
11:48am
Curtis O'Brien
I never knew how important it is to recognize you ego....
I want to support others with unconditional love
11:54am
Curtis O'Brien
Energy is a vibration of light bending to it's own inertia
12:11pm
Curtis O'Brien
We as a collective are anchoring the frequencies of new consciousness
I remember that bravery is the same as fool hardyness
12:37pm
Curtis O'Brien
The matrix, the siginifier, the potential, the catalyst and the transformation
Does each mark a signature of a dimension of thought?
How to you 'recharge' your polarity?
3:23pm
Curtis O'Brien
Malkabuth is the answer to every red ray issue. Do emotions need to be balanced in any order? Joy is first I get that. Anger is then the pseudo-second and factor determining polarity. Energy is first balanced by associating it to a stimulus such as the brain wave.
3:24pm
Felix Boen
U ask too much
3:43pm
Curtis O'Brien
I don't know how to ask it?
Well the first thing is I choose service to others path
I recognized Malkabuuth as the first word that we need to know.
3:44pm
Felix Boen
malkuth
3:44pm
Curtis O'Brien
mal-kuth?
YOu recharge polarity by releasing anger...
Joy is everpresent because I choose not to be resulting anxiety of a fear based structure.
Energy is the same as light. Strength of intent is determined by both physical and mental exertion
Malkuth is the stimulus of memory need as ever present to balance the red ray to yellow light
3:47pm
Felix Boen
you're speaking to the choir
3:47pm
Curtis O'Brien
I see
3:47pm
Felix Boen
lol
3:47pm
Curtis O'Brien
Am I being helpful?...lol
Let's see when does the energy I am feeling become the default for the planet?
3:48pm
Felix Boen
not really
it's stuff i already know
when you make it your default
3:49pm
Curtis O'Brien
O so we all have our own .....
3:49pm
Felix Boen
lol
we do it now
there is no looking to the future for a utopia
3:49pm
Curtis O'Brien
hi
3:49pm
Felix Boen
or looking to the past
that utopia is now
right now
did you
3:50pm
Curtis O'Brien
yeah It's pretty funny how obvious it is now that I can think about it
3:50pm
Felix Boen
feel the energy i sent you
3:50pm
Curtis O'Brien
Honestly I smoke weed...
o god lol
3:51pm
Felix Boen
so
u should still be able to
3:51pm
Curtis O'Brien
I think the energy you sent was used as support so I could balance the Makuth
malkuth
3:51pm
Felix Boen
lol no
well
maybe that's what it ended up doing
but that's not what i sent
3:51pm
Curtis O'Brien
o what was the intent behind it. I started the lightworker's way too
3:52pm
Felix Boen
it can make it's own decisions which is cool
um
i activated all 7
3:52pm
Curtis O'Brien
light has inertia
3:52pm
Felix Boen
and condensed them to my green ray
3:52pm
Curtis O'Brien
cool
3:52pm
Felix Boen
umm
that's not what i sent either
3:52pm
Curtis O'Brien
Yea I think I had a similar experience, but
3:52pm
Felix Boen
but i did that
3:52pm
Curtis O'Brien
okay
3:53pm
Felix Boen
connected to the core of the earth and the galactic center
and channeled light from the center to the core
and back up the core through my chakras
into my green ray
and into a ball of limited sentience
a helper
and you were sent a portion
3:53pm
Curtis O'Brien
yea that's malkuth....yep...yeah..plus 2 thoughts
3:53pm
Felix Boen
helper/blessing
malkuth is the red ray
3:54pm
Curtis O'Brien
this is so awesome lol
3:54pm
Felix Boen
yes it's part of it but not all
3:54pm
Curtis O'Brien
awe
3:54pm
Felix Boen
it's all the chakras
3:54pm
Curtis O'Brien
is the limit to
3:54pm
Felix Boen
no
my power comes from a balancing only
3:54pm
Curtis O'Brien
just one?
3:54pm
Felix Boen
listen to that podcast
all powers lead from the one source
3:54pm
Curtis O'Brien
I did...oooooo
3:55pm
Felix Boen
the one source is figuring out
3:55pm
Curtis O'Brien
yeah lol
3:55pm
Felix Boen
the balance between the emotional physical and mental worlds
mind body spirit complex
3:55pm
Curtis O'Brien
right now?
oo sub sub logoi
3:55pm
Felix Boen
with everything you are doing
saying
the intent by it
the feelings associated with it
and the reaction to the feelings
3:56pm
Curtis O'Brien
sense of law of confusion being the first idea of telepathic thought by...simple necessatity
3:56pm
Felix Boen
maybe
3:56pm
Curtis O'Brien
lol
3:56pm
Felix Boen
if you get sober first
i don't know
3:57pm
Curtis O'Brien
yeah that never happens by weed
3:57pm
Felix Boen
i get it just fine
weed or no weed
3:57pm
Curtis O'Brien
yeah I reached that point awhile ago
ooooo
lol
3:58pm
Felix Boen
umm yea ok i don't believe you
lol
3:58pm
Curtis O'Brien
learn/teach
teach.....\
lol It seems
3:58pm
Felix Boen
okay that podcast talked about ego a lot
3:59pm
Curtis O'Brien
oooo
I feel foolish but braze...
3:59pm
Felix Boen
do u have add
3:59pm
Curtis O'Brien
no
3:59pm
Felix Boen
or adhd
are you sure?
3:59pm
Curtis O'Brien
yes
I thought you ment add as in 2+2
3:59pm
Felix Boen
when was the last time you meditated
4:00pm
Curtis O'Brien
yesterday. That's seeing through ego right, right to the heart.
I have adhd
4:00pm
Felix Boen
okay
now it makes more sense
your thinking process is like that of light
but not just one ray
4:01pm
Curtis O'Brien
lol sorry. I still learning
4:01pm
Felix Boen
but many
because you think you can cover it all in one sweep
but let me tell you there are worlds within just the one ray
4:01pm
Curtis O'Brien
o
4:01pm
Felix Boen
which is why you need to meditate
4:01pm
Curtis O'Brien
seriously?
4:01pm
Felix Boen
transcendental meditation
where you sit there and think of nothing
and for the adept
i want you to start by visualizing
4:02pm
Curtis O'Brien
yeah just for balance or.....what else...
4:02pm
Felix Boen
draw a dot on the wall
no it's for yoru focus
draw a dot on the wall and stare at it
get a timer
and don't look away
when you catch your eye wander
start over
until you can stare at the one dot on the wall
for at least
4:03pm
Curtis O'Brien
lol this is the fun stuff
4:03pm
Felix Boen
45 seconds
and while you do it
listen to this playlist with headphones
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHM8-mT6C...re=mh_lolz
make sure to use headphones
this will help your attention deficit disorder
but it will take some practice
4:04pm
Curtis O'Brien
okay I can't do it this second...lol
4:04pm
Felix Boen
well now you have your first homework assignment
4:04pm
Curtis O'Brien
lol
How do you know all this?
4:04pm
Felix Boen
when you can stare at the dot
for up to 2 minutes
without looking away
or your eyes wandering
then you will be done and i'll give you the next lesson
4:05pm
Curtis O'Brien
okay do you go to school?
4:05pm
Felix Boen
2 minutes is difficult
school for what
4:05pm
Curtis O'Brien
yeah 15 seconds might be hard......college?
4:06pm
Felix Boen
no
thats why i'm only telling you to start and try to get to 45 seconds
4:06pm
Curtis O'Brien
okay lol
4:06pm
Felix Boen
and work up to 2 minutes
i'm not saying to do this all in one go
if you can practice this during this week
at least once every 2 days or once every day
how do i know this
4:07pm
Curtis O'Brien
okay that sounds manageable
yeah?
4:08pm
Felix Boen
http://www.youtube.com/user/BlatzAdict/videos
4:08pm
Curtis O'Brien
You never hide how you feel?
4:08pm
Felix Boen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJy_TJoYGS8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9EMW6Yuasg
from learning it on my own
just do the homework
do your homework
lol
4:11pm
Curtis O'Brien
okay lol Is that how you started?
This is how galactics school are...I know it? I want to go to one....lol cool
4:12pm
Felix Boen
umm
it is not there for you to go to
i am giving it to you to do
so do it
damnit
4:12pm
Curtis O'Brien
okay lol I planning to lol
lol damnit I will
4:13pm
Felix Boen
that is part of focusing
what you just said
will
will is important
4:13pm
Curtis O'Brien
yeah yellow is a foundation ray
4:13pm
Felix Boen
you know how
you ever watch umm
4:14pm
Curtis O'Brien
.....
4:14pm
Felix Boen
karate kid
4:14pm
Curtis O'Brien
a little lol
I remember watching him break the ice
4:14pm
Felix Boen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PycZtfns_U
no that's a bad one
but the staring at the dot thing
that is the same thing
it's going to teach you skills
4:18pm
Curtis O'Brien
lol I will
4:18pm
Felix Boen
so i can teach you skills to build on top of it
that is how you stabilize your red, and yellow ray
just do it
jeesh
4:19pm
Curtis O'Brien
lol I need to find some headphones
4:21pm
Felix Boen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T10ycFr770g
this is a better way
everything is kung fu
then everything is meditation
do you understand
and when everything is.
then you will be aware
you will wake up
when you can pay attention
right now too many things are going through your mind
you need to learn to focus it
and quiet down the voices
because they are running you
instead of you being the boss of your own ship
i can tell when you ask me all of your questions
you never ask me the heart of the question the point of it all which led you to the tangent
anyway
that should hope
help
you're ready for step 2 when you can do 2 minutes
4:30pm
Curtis O'Brien
is the music important?
lol I see I'll play ball
4:38pm
Curtis O'Brien
Do you have fun playing?
4:43pm
Curtis O'Brien
Lol stupid question
4:53pm
Curtis O'Brien
Lol that is à better video
Saturday
3:32pm
Curtis O'Brien
I am ready to listen
3:36pm
Felix Boen
Ur not ready
3:39pm
Curtis O'Brien
yeah I know...
3:48pm
Curtis O'Brien
So everything we experience is like a dance as Ra put it. The moment we experience in it's totality is a vessel. The totality of that is called by Ra a mind body spirit complex.
I need to learn to manage my thoughts and staring at the dot is the tool
3:57pm
Curtis O'Brien
I have difficultity expressing graditude..
4:21pm
Curtis O'Brien
Are soul contracts real?
I'm just putting it in cause why not, if i were in your perspective i'd want to read it lol
when i read through this it's like so many scenes in movies and mostly i think of obi wan and luke lol