it's good to take stock of one's personal experience every now and then; almost like an oil check to see how the car is doing : d
my own observation would be that personal catalyst seems harder to avoid than ever before. It is not so much that it is more intense, or more brutal, but that it is more 'relentless' in my opinion. This is based on observations in myself and close others (both on the forums, and friends in my personal space) over the last 3 months. This 'unavoidability' of catalyst can make things seem much more confronting; as these represent one's deepest fears and imbalances (referencing a thread title that you posted a long time back).
but not being able to avoid these things also presents a golden opportunity to move forward ... to address these deepest issues.
I have seen the following MASSIVE UPHEAVALS in many others in these last few months:
* sudden job changes (not always chosen)
* sudden moving of residence (again, not always chosen)
* relationship changes (either breakups, or the tentative exploring of serious dating after a long time out of the game).
* the sudden onset of spiritual abilities, offering either a confirmation or a new avenue of service-to-others
now, these life occurences happen all the time, but they appear to me, at least, to be crammed and stacked into a small window of time for many people.
the external changes just represent internal opportunities, and the external is just the surface presentation of much chaotic swirl.
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if I could trace a date, I think things started going haywire and quite 'crazy' around the time that caycegal posted this thread:
http://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=7861
I am sure, that others, like myself, who are sensitive to these fluctuations in energetic environment (external to self), will have noticed a tidal wave or roller coaster of peaks and troughs of energy since that time. Activity and posting on the forums/chat is reflective of these dramatic climbing up and dropping down of available (earth?) energy.
for the longest time (more than 6 months now) I have been up-in-the-air as if these 'energetic fluctuations' were my internal state or if I was reading something environmental. In the past, I would have said I was projecting my own internal state onto the outside, but as I have gotten much more in balance in the last 2 years, I am reasonably comfortable in making a delineation between external and internal causations these days.
I would definitely describe the environmental energies affecting all of us as having the quality of a massive rollercoaster.
those who are more aligned and in tune can 'ride' this rollercoaster and make use of what it offers (and just sit tight and ride out the lulls); for those who are less internally 'stable' it can be a rough road indeed; with the upbeats feeling like a frenetic orchestra playing too fast, and the low points almost like 'death', with total loss of vital energy and inability to participate or share. (loss of creative mojo).
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earth changes? the onset of 4d vibrations? increase in the photon in local space?
thoughts are becoming things?
Quote:40.9 Questioner: Has the vibration of the basic, of the photon, of all our particles increased in frequency already?
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct. It is this influence which has begun to cause thoughts to become things. As an example you may observe the thoughts of anger becoming those cells of the physical bodily complex going out of control to become what you call the cancer.
these vibrations causing greater self-transparency?
Quote:40.12 Questioner: You mentioned that thoughts of anger now are causing cancer. Can you expand on this mechanism as it acts as a catalyst or its complete purpose?
Ra: I am Ra. The fourth density is one of revealed information. Selves are not hidden to self or other-selves.
The imbalances or distortions which are of a destructive nature show, therefore, in more obvious ways, the vehicle of the mind/body/spirit complex thus acting as a teaching resource for self revelation.
These illnesses such as cancer are correspondingly very amenable to self-healing once the mechanism of the destructive influence has been grasped by the individual.
things are definitely changing, and this is not the ressurection of a 12-21-12 meme : D.
The psychological quality of experience is becoming more 'translucent'.
Hiding from the self seems much less possible now.
and this can be a scary, and also ecstatic, way of being.