06-19-2014, 04:56 PM
Do others here feel that there comes a time when a therapist is no longer needed? I always seem to have things to tell my therapist. I've even discussed some embarrassing fetishes I have with him. He had a good opinion on them. He's never dissed me for having them.
I'm wondering if therapy continues to help me. It's been a year and a half since I committed a crime that I'm still waiting for the courts to find me insane at the time of the offense. For the courts, it's important that I keep going to therapy. It only costs me like $6 or so to see him with my insurance.
I wish my psychiatrist would give me 6 month doses of my meds because it's expensive to see her. I haven't yet met my deductible.
But with my therapist, I've discussed my fetishes with anthros, and even showed him some clean pictures of anthros so he'd have an idea of what they are. I haven't gotten any answers in therapy as to why I have such an obsession. But maybe they're an escape. I sometimes fantasize about being humiliated by them. But I'm not sure if I'd do that in real life. Fantasies are strange things sometimes.
I guess I do get something out of each session with him. But overall I don't think it makes me a better person or less likely to commit another offense. When I get to talking with God, I really think it's God, and I do what he says. It's an inferiority complex I think. Looking forward to what others think.
I'm wondering if therapy continues to help me. It's been a year and a half since I committed a crime that I'm still waiting for the courts to find me insane at the time of the offense. For the courts, it's important that I keep going to therapy. It only costs me like $6 or so to see him with my insurance.
I wish my psychiatrist would give me 6 month doses of my meds because it's expensive to see her. I haven't yet met my deductible.
But with my therapist, I've discussed my fetishes with anthros, and even showed him some clean pictures of anthros so he'd have an idea of what they are. I haven't gotten any answers in therapy as to why I have such an obsession. But maybe they're an escape. I sometimes fantasize about being humiliated by them. But I'm not sure if I'd do that in real life. Fantasies are strange things sometimes.
I guess I do get something out of each session with him. But overall I don't think it makes me a better person or less likely to commit another offense. When I get to talking with God, I really think it's God, and I do what he says. It's an inferiority complex I think. Looking forward to what others think.