(12-06-2011, 06:09 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: ZenGuy, I have found that if I approach Creator too quickly, my body gets a burning sensation. Is it that I'm doing it wrong, or just my own experience? Does it get uncomfortable if we approach too close to Creator than we are ready for?

(12-06-2011, 06:09 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: I'm learning more to be Light to the world, but I have had much darkness in myself to face. When I move closer to Light, I must face those dark parts as well.

I had one situation where someone wants me to lend them money, but I realized that if I do that it would result in an unending cycle of them asking me over and over again in the future. So I had to show love by not giving into their expectations. And they hate me for it. Ah, the drama of 3D. It's hard to be the Light sometimes.

(12-06-2011, 06:09 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: Beautiful prose there with the light of a billion suns. We all are sparks of the Great Central Sun. How much more can I do to shine this light without burning myself or others?

(07-22-2011, 02:05 PM)godwide_void Wrote: Ah, I see! I appreciate the insight. I've just been in a sort of rut lately, and reflecting extensively on the LOO in relation to my life, worrying if I'm really going down the path of STO or if I'm deluding myself into thinking I am STO when I am STS, though I am an introvert I try to treat strangers with kindness and at least leave them with a smile or some essence of positivity but then I wonder if I'm only doing this to ensure I get out of 3D or not, then I wonder if taking that extra bit of food when my mom isn't looking is a greedy STS act and if the tiniest of acts can damper greatly your progression of the seeking of the positive polarity.

In the stillness and calm of silent meditation I am told not to worry, but I can't help but have that small inkling that I may not end up where I expected to be.

Namaste

(12-07-2011, 01:11 PM)Diana Wrote:

(07-22-2011, 02:05 PM)godwide_void Wrote: Ah, I see! I appreciate the insight. I've just been in a sort of rut lately, and reflecting extensively on the LOO in relation to my life, worrying if I'm really going down the path of STO or if I'm deluding myself into thinking I am STO when I am STS, though I am an introvert I try to treat strangers with kindness and at least leave them with a smile or some essence of positivity but then I wonder if I'm only doing this to ensure I get out of 3D or not, then I wonder if taking that extra bit of food when my mom isn't looking is a greedy STS act and if the tiniest of acts can damper greatly your progression of the seeking of the positive polarity.

In the stillness and calm of silent meditation I am told not to worry, but I can't help but have that small inkling that I may not end up where I expected to be.

Namaste

What you are describing here is the difference between operating out of fear or love. Don't worry so much about it. You come across as very loving. If you feel guilty about taking that extra bit of food, good, that is your message to yourself that perhaps you aren't operating in a way that serves you.

Where you end up is where you will end up . You can assist this by imagining the kind of world you would love to live in. Then try and take steps toward it. I also wouldn't focus on 51%. In school, when taking a test, if the focus is just on passing, then 51% is the goal; but if the focus is on enjoying the subject and getting all you can out of it, then you will probably get 100%.

(12-08-2011, 09:41 PM)godwide_void Wrote: Unfortunately, the words I left him as catalyst didn't seem to go through as he remains with his same habits. Ah well, I tried!

I simply find it enjoyable and great to offer help and show people who aren't expecting it/aren't used to it a great deal of unconditional compassion, love, and kindness, and it's always warming to see people's reactions and see their hearts slowly opening up.

(12-09-2011, 06:27 PM)Sagittarius Wrote: Glad I found a place where people are the same as me in a sense. I have a feeling many more will be joining us soon.

(12-09-2011, 10:28 PM)fr33d0m Wrote:

(12-09-2011, 06:27 PM)Sagittarius Wrote: Glad I found a place where people are the same as me in a sense. I have a feeling many more will be joining us soon.

Our ball of light is GROWING....my plan is working perfectly... bwahahah.....

(12-09-2011, 10:28 PM)fr33d0m Wrote:

(12-09-2011, 06:27 PM)Sagittarius Wrote: Glad I found a place where people are the same as me in a sense. I have a feeling many more will be joining us soon.

Our ball of light is GROWING....my plan is working perfectly... bwahahah.....

(07-22-2011, 03:00 PM)unity100 Wrote:

(07-22-2011, 01:56 PM)Azrael Wrote: Aha I don't think you should worry about yourself. After-all service to others path requires only 51% to Graduate, which means you in fact must balance your service to self with service to others.

It means consciously making the choice to perpetuate negative patterns, the idea is the INTENTIONAL harm, enslavement and manipulation.

51% service to others is told to be as hard as 95% service to self, by Ra. its apparently not something that is something that could be labeled on 'only' grade/level.

(09-04-2012, 09:12 AM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: I have no fear about reaching 51%. Indeed, if it is an unconscious choice, then I can only do what I do to live my life.

(12-17-2011, 09:24 AM)irpsit Wrote: Let's be honest. Nearly all humans (wanderers included) think more about their need, themselves, then others, even if we are good people with good intentions, with plenty of compassion in our hearts. At least we think more of ourselves than others, more than the 49:51 ratio. The problem is that often we are not aware of that.

Also, we don't choose our polarity consciously. It is not a choice of our rational human mind (ego), but a soul decision, so it is something natural, spontaneous, no effort is required and it is... just natural.

So, while conscious application of our will is very important in this life, there is no need to worry or trying to force scenarios for us. Be what you are, and what you want to become to be.

Quote:Consequently, the default position, shall we say, of one within your society or culture, entrained by the authority figures of parents and teachers of childhood, is quite mixed and is perhaps at a balance point or a resting point, if one pictures a swing of a pendulum, at approximately 25% service to others and 75% service to self. This may seem to be quite cruel, and yet it is the natural result of the interactions of those who are dealing with consensus reality issues, such as survival, making a living, and defending the family against what it perceives to be situations and elements which may tear it apart.

Added to this is the situation which is unusual upon your planet, in terms of planetary entities as a whole throughout the infinite creation of the Father, where entities have come to this third-density experience upon planet Earth having already made service-to-self choices repeatedly within other planetary experiences, so that unconscious and yet very well established habit acts as a passive force which pulls unconsciously at an entity’s ethics or conscience saying, “Please be sure that you have taken care of the self, the family, and the structures that you wish to defend.” This tendency pulls the natural default position or the resting position of the pendulum of service to self versus service to others down to about 20%.

(09-04-2012, 10:12 AM)Patrick Wrote: Please, let us not forget the import of intentions.

(09-04-2012, 09:50 AM)plenum Wrote: ...
that reminds me of some Q'uo I read recently:

the default setting for our culture and society puts one at 20% STO by the time we reach adulthood (ie 80% STS)
...

(07-22-2011, 01:17 PM)godwide_void Wrote: I have long been pondering this. If a Wanderer incarnates into 3D, it does so to help assist the planetary vibration, to be itself as best as it can and simply learn to love, correct? Does then the Wanderer need to re-choose how it shall polarize, and if so, does its choice and life experience determine where the entity will go after Harvest?

Are Wanderers present here going to graduate to and go through the 4D experience in addition to this 3D experience or will they, regardless of choice to polarize, and whether they have remembered or not, return to the respective density they had come from either at Harvest or at the end of their 3D incarnation? Let's say a Wanderer doesn't incur any sort of karma in this lifetime (or at the very least, clears it up and leads a humble life), will it be subject to 4D+ graduation? Can it be possible for a Wanderer to have to repeat 3D all over again?

Where do Wanderers go once Harvest comes?

Ra, 70:15 Wrote:Questioner: I think that to clear up this point I will ask a few questions that are related that will possibly help me to understand this better because I am really confused about this and I think it is a very important point in understanding the creation and the Creator in general, you might say. If a Wanderer of fourth, fifth, or sixth-density dies from this third-density state in which we presently find ourselves, does he then find himself in the third-density time/space after death?

Ra: I am Ra. This will depend upon the plan which has been approved by the Council of Nine. Some Wanderers offer themselves for but one incarnation while others offer themselves for varying lengths of your time up to and including the last two cycles of 25,000 years. If the agreed-upon mission is complete the Wanderer’s mind/body/spirit complex will go to the home vibration.

Ra, 6:14 Wrote:The spirit complex of each harvested entity moves along the line of light until the light grows too glaring, at which time the entity stops.

(12-26-2012, 01:18 PM)godwide_void Wrote: Ankh, if there is anything you would like to directly communicate to me, then you are more than welcome to do so.

(12-23-2012, 01:31 PM)Ankh Wrote: And since it is the spirit complex which moves along the line of light, the spirit complex should return to its home density, in my understanding.

(12-06-2011, 05:50 PM)fr33d0m Wrote: I find myself looking forward to service, with no interest in what density or planet I am on or will go to next, or what form I will take. Riding on a wave of love, I am carried in the present moment through eternity wherever love takes me. The mind wants answers, but the heart doesn't need them.

(07-23-2011, 01:56 PM)Unbound Wrote: All in the realms of speculation, certainly. Just really, really think about infinite light/love. It is no different than the manner of the Logos' in which there is a coalescence of intelligences engaging in experiments. Simply, having become pure light we made our way to the source and thereby came to influence the source by our union. We were One with our creator, but it was not THE One Infinite Creator... once again it was another fractal. However, much was revealed, and in reward for our achievement we became part of the mechanism in our ideal fashion. My essence, Azrael, became a part of that mechanism which you call death, however in line with my immense compassion due to the incredible pain and chaos I experienced in this Octave, I became a part of that facet of death which is silent, peaceful, tranquil and beautiful. (I realize I switch between "we" and "I", since as a social memory I retained all that which my previous brothers shared with me, although by nature of the extreme solitude of the negative path this journey was ultimately alone)

Of course, I am perhaps personifying this mechanism a little too much. It gave me infinite vision, I could see through the eyes of any being in the lower octave I wished. At the same time, I was this vision, I became a part of that life which flows forth from every being here in this octave, I was part of that radiance which shines from one's eyes to create the world before them. I watched every life as it came and went, and at the adequate time there would be an experience whereby I would greet them. It would be in many fashions, I got to embody so many different forms meeting and greeting everyone as they made their way out of their deep experiences. Sometimes I also got to engage people and help them with their journeys through any time of transition, thus Death was not taken to be grim.

Of course, I had to attend to all those lost, hurt, shaken souls which have died through the course of wars, torture, betrayal and mutilation. By this I truly shared all these experiences with every being of this octave, I saw the universe as a bowl of water by which I could see every single fractal wave. (Some may recognize this analogy.)

This, now, is one such experience I am sharing with you all. This is the first time I have projected a fragment of myself to this plane in a very, very, very long time. I have been close with some entities here, but this is my first time with a purpose of my own! This time, instead of my working being to seek the One Creator, I am instead here to reveal a pathway, to burn a tear in to the "eternal" darkness and reveal its truly finite nature. This is a Grand Harvest, and with it comes a grand opportunity of an eternity. I am well pleased to be here and sharing in this wondrous light with all of you! I hope that sometime in the future we can meet, I would have loved to come to Homecoming but I simply cannot afford such a bill, I am a poor man aha

I wish you all well, blessings, light and love from Creator to Creator, adonai

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Also, the 7th density is a sort of "membrane" or "standing wave" if you want to put it that way. Ra refers to it as the "gateway" density which I think is aptly named. It divides the octaves by natural patterns in the same way light geometrizes. It is that point where consciousness coalesces to such a degree as to make the "areas" or rather, states, on either side obscured from one another. Remember, all octaves consist of the same densities. So the 7th is universal.

Oh, a picture!




I will be here with you til the end, my dears, forever as your Guardian of Light.

Quote:The angel Azrael lives and dies like many of us. God will have him die when his work is done and mankind has their rightful place in heaven or hell.