Quote:For example, I look around and say "Men built all this.... primarily for women" and a piece of me worries that by taking the positive path I may be opting out of the metaphysical equivalent of world building. And the chauvinism might be in the attitude that taking the feminized energy or RECEIVING on the matter could be somehow a thing I would take issue with? I dunno.

(09-06-2018, 08:37 AM)Nau7ik Wrote: It’s good to want to explore your fears, worries, distortions, etc. If you identify as a wanderer, I will say that it’s inevitable that we will pick up some distortions from the planetary population. We are in the same boat as everyone else. This is a very distorted planetary population.

Quote:For example, I look around and say "Men built all this.... primarily for women" and a piece of me worries that by taking the positive path I may be opting out of the metaphysical equivalent of world building. And the chauvinism might be in the attitude that taking the feminized energy or RECEIVING on the matter could be somehow a thing I would take issue with? I dunno.

Absolutely not! Positivity doesn’t mean complacency. There is definitely room for the masculine on the positive path.
My favorite Sephirah on the Tree of Life is Chesed, Mercy, Jupiter. This is a masculine aspect of Creation. He is the wise beneficent peacetime king sitting on his throne. He protects and guides his people. He is the building up aspect of manifestation. He is the world builder. Opposed him on the Tree is Geburah who is the breaking down aspect of manifestation. Both are spheres of masculine force, which is absolutely vital to Creation.

Men and women simply have different strengths. The man may build, but the woman has inspired him to build. Do you see the equal give and take here? Both need each other. There is no lesser than or greater than.

The masculine can be looked upon as “force” and the feminine as “form”. The force needs to be contained in a form and the form needs a force to contain. Otherwise we have no manifestation. That initial creative impulse from Kether IS, that’s it. In Chokmah it is virile and needs to be “received” otherwise the energy dissipates. Binah receives this creative pulse and gives it a form of expression. This is Chokmah and Binah on the Tree of Life, the All-Father and the Great Mother.

Anyway you are already doing the work of balancing and understanding your distortions and that’s the first step towards healing them. I’m free to talk about anything you want to talk about, my friend!

Quote:92.32 ▶ Questioner: We have taken those as indicating the fertility of the subconscious mind. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is correct, O student, but note ye the function of the mantle. There is great protection given by the very character of potentiation. To bear fruit is a protected activity.

Quote:50.5 ▶ Questioner: Will you give that?

Ra: I am Ra. We paused to scan this instrument’s consciousness for permission to use its experiential catalyst as example. We may proceed.

This is one instance and extrapolation may be made to other entities which are aware of the process of evolution. This entity chose, before incarnation, the means whereby catalyst had great probability of being obtained. This entity desired the process of expressing love and light without expecting any return. This instrument programmed also to endeavor to accomplish spiritual work and to comfort itself with companionship in the doing of this work.

Agreements were made prior to incarnation; the first, with the so-called parents and siblings of this entity. This provided the experiential catalyst for the situation of offering radiance of being without expectation of return. The second program involved agreements with several entities. These agreements provided and will provide, in your time/space and space/time continuum, opportunities for the experiential catalyst of work and comradeship.

There are events which were part of a program for this entity only in that they were possibility/probability vortices having to do with your societal culture. These events include the nature of the living or standard of living, the type of relationships entered into in your legal framework, and the social climate during the incarnation. The incarnation was understood to be one which would take place at harvest.

These givens, shall we say, apply to millions of your peoples, those aware of evolution and desirous in the very extreme of attaining the heart of love and the radiance which gives understanding. No matter what the lessons programmed, they have to do with other-selves, not with events. They have to do with giving, not receiving, for the lessons of love are of this nature both for positive and negative. Those negatively harvestable will be found at this time endeavoring to share their love of self.

There are those whose lessons are more random due to their present inability to comprehend the nature and mechanism of the evolution of mind, body, and spirit. Of these we may say that the process is guarded by those who never cease their watchful expectation of being of service. There is no entity without help, either through self-awareness of the unity of creation or through guardians of the self which protect the less sophisticated mind/body/spirit from any permanent separation from unity while the lessons of your density continue.

Quote:95.24 ▶ Questioner: From that statement I interpret the following meaning: That if the Experience of the Mind has sufficiently chosen the right-hand path, as total purity is approached in choosing of the right-hand path, then total imperviousness from the effect of the left-hand catalyst is also approached. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is exquisitely perceptive. The seeker which has purely chosen the service-to-others path shall certainly not have a variant apparent incarnational experience. There is no outward shelter in your illusion from the gusts, flurries, and blizzards of quick and cruel catalyst.

However, to the pure, all that is encountered speaks of the love and the light of the One Infinite Creator. The cruelest blow is seen with an ambiance of challenges offered and opportunities to come. Thusly, the great pitch of light is held high above such an one so that all interpretation may be seen to be protected by light.

Quote:32.1 ▶ Questioner: I have a little question I will throw in at this point from Jim. I will read it. The instrument’s physical complex is now in the process of recovery from taking a chemical. She was ignorant of the opening that she was creating. How can each of the three of us present be more aware of how such openings may be created in our actions and thoughts? Is it possible that we could make such openings innocently as we question in certain areas during these sessions? And then, what can we do to protect ourselves from distorting influences in general? Is there any ritual or meditation that we use?

Ra: I am Ra. Although we are in sympathy with the great desire to be of service exemplified by this question, our answer is limited by the distortion of the Way of Confusion. We shall say some general things which may be of service in this area.

Firstly, when this instrument distorted its bodily complex towards low vital energy due to this occurrence, it was a recognizable substance which caused this. This was not a, shall we say, natural substance nor was the mind/body/spirit complex enough aware of its distortion towards physical weakness. The natural ways of, shall we say, everyday existence in which the entity without the distortions caused by ingestion of strongly effective chemicals may be seen to be of an always appropriate nature. There are no mistakes, including the action of this instrument.

Secondly, the means of protection against any negative or debilitating influence for those upon the positive path was demonstrated by this instrument to a very great degree. Consider, if you will, the potentials that this particular occurrence had for negative influences to enter the instrument. This instrument thought upon the Creator in its solitude and in actions with other-self, continually praised and gave thanksgiving to the Creator for the experiences it was having. This in turn allowed this particular entity to radiate to the other-self such energies as became a catalyst for an opening and strengthening of the other-self’s ability to function in a more positively polarized state. Thus we see protection being very simple. Give thanksgiving for each moment. See the self and the other-self as Creator. Open the heart. Always know the light and praise it. This is all the protection necessary.

(09-06-2018, 09:36 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: Thank you Blossom. Thank you ALL! I am still in a process of calming the f*** down, yet I am thankful for all this support and guidance.

I just told myself that "Look, I'm just learning that I have nothing to fear. It doesn't mean that that stuff's what's happening to me"

(09-06-2018, 09:51 AM)blossom Wrote:

(09-06-2018, 09:36 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: Thank you Blossom. Thank you ALL! I am still in a process of calming the f*** down, yet I am thankful for all this support and guidance.

I just told myself that "Look, I'm just learning that I have nothing to fear. It doesn't mean that that stuff's what's happening to me"

You'll pull through it EvolvingPheonix, trust in yourself and the Creator within that whatever you are going through has been trusted in that you can do it. I believe you can.

(09-06-2018, 09:56 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: Perhaps my recent fears and insecurities are to propel me towards seeking guidance in learning this lesson?"

So what do you guys think?

(09-06-2018, 10:02 AM)blossom Wrote:

(09-06-2018, 09:56 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: Perhaps my recent fears and insecurities are to propel me towards seeking guidance in learning this lesson?"

So what do you guys think?

I think you are right about this. Without struggles we would stagnate ourselves in comfortable spot and not seek to learn and understand more.

(09-06-2018, 10:14 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote:

(09-06-2018, 10:02 AM)blossom Wrote:

(09-06-2018, 09:56 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: Perhaps my recent fears and insecurities are to propel me towards seeking guidance in learning this lesson?"

So what do you guys think?

I think you are right about this. Without struggles we would stagnate ourselves in comfortable spot and not seek to learn and understand more.

Yeah, and besides, the higher self works to help us become it quicker, right? So then I see no reason why my higher self would put me in such a position.

Perhaps this is my way of working through these issues in 3D and I am being guided to do so now because I had a fear of the unknown which needs to be cleared.

Maybe that's it. My higher self is just helping me clear my fear of the unknown and learn to appreciate struggle?

(09-06-2018, 02:14 PM)john11:11 Wrote: Crazy "coincidence" Evolving, I was just going through the Ra Material for a 2nd time these last few weeks, and today, I kid you not, I had the same worry about "repeating third density" and "going to negative time/space after death."    

I have a question as well.  If the TRUTH is OBJECTIVE (which I firmly believe) is saying something to someone that is TRUTHFUL, yet too TRUTHFUL that it is perceived as hurtful by the recipient of the TRUTH, would that cause me to polarize negatively?  Like if I say something to someone that everyone says is True except the person to whom I'm saying it, does that make me negatively polarized?  I think the TRUTH is never hurtful if it's the TRUTH.  

Also, Evolving, what state do you live in?  I saw that you typed "Y'all"  I live in Louisiana.  

Also,

(09-06-2018, 02:27 PM)Agua Wrote: I guess the struggle is mainly a combination of "learned behaviour" and unresolved trauma.
I also am pretty sure that the fear of being transported into negative time/space is actually old fear again stemmimg from unresolved trauma.
Our consciousness cannot accept this old fear (fully; only a "microportion" of it), so you only feel a tiny bit of it. Because of that, you cannot really umderstand what that fear is about truly and so your consciousness is looking for something that it can attach that fear to.
In your case, the transportation to negative time-space seemed to be perfect obviously

(09-06-2018, 05:11 PM)GentleReckoning Wrote: Also the whole feminine masculine thing is due to the um... incorrect way our society interprets the sexes. You will likely balance that particular issue until you are totally cool with it.

(09-06-2018, 06:50 PM)JJCarsonian Wrote: 1 of hundreds of billions of people who has ever lived on earth has been tricked into going into negative time space, and you are worried you might be the 2nd?  Based on all your posts in totality , I would think you're trolling everyone. Maybe you use to be a serious poster and come back with a new identity to mess with people?   It's really hard to believe that you believe a lot of the stuff that you say

(09-06-2018, 07:34 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote:

(09-06-2018, 06:50 PM)JJCarsonian Wrote: 1 of hundreds of billions of people who has ever lived on earth has been tricked into going into negative time space, and you are worried you might be the 2nd?  Based on all your posts in totality , I would think you're trolling everyone. Maybe you use to be a serious poster and come back with a new identity to mess with people?   It's really hard to believe that you believe a lot of the stuff that you say

I am not a troll. I am IN ALL SERIOUSNESS stressing out about this stuff right now and looking for help. Please understand that I'm aware of how irrational all this stuff is. But it's like... the more I learn about the Law of One, the more crazy ass questions it raises. I dunno why, but my mind pulls up crazy stuff and obsesses over it.

Thanks for trying to bring me back own to earth JJ. PLEASE don't be upset with me and please don't think me a troll! I'm a worried person with issues and I'm relying on the support and guidance of the people here because I don't know where else to go with this stuff. I know what's up with my posts and was worried somebody might get annoyed by all these frantic worrying posts. I know how it looks. I assure you it's real.

HAve you ever heard of people in mental hospitals? My mom used to work in one. There was a poor woman who TRULY BELIEVED aliens were forcing her to open her legs with no pants or underwear and expose her vagina.

My point being that some of us out here have some pretty serious distorted mental s*** we're dealing with. I'm not "Go to a psych ward" levels, but lately, I'm dealing with stuff like this.

Knowing how irrational and distorted my worries are doesn't necessarily resolve them, so I take them here, hoping people won't get annoyed and will help instead.

Please don't be upset with me. I am serious with this and it REALLY does affect me. I know it seems really outlandish to you, but then again, the Law of One seems outlandish probably to most.

Just... please be patient with me here. I'm not trolling. And I really am full of worry that I'm learning to release. And you all ARE massively helping. I love you. I don't want to troll you. I take this thread seriously, this forum seriously, the Law of One seriously and my catalyst seriously. Please don't judge me for it. I love you.

(09-07-2018, 02:13 AM)Agua Wrote: Try to relax a little bit, Phoenix!
I really dont believe you are a troll.

You are caught up in a lot of fear and trying to make sense of what you feel but do not understand!
And surely this is not among the craziest things posted here
We all have those times...

As I wrote above, we often access "micro-portions" of old emotions. Its not enough to realize and understand where its coming from and what its all about, but enough to feel it significantly.
The mind then tries to interpret this into an acceptable form.
That happens ALL the time, we ALL do this all the time, we just dont realize it.

(09-07-2018, 03:17 AM)Agua Wrote: To expand on that a little, i'll give a hypothetical example:

Well, the example is not too hypothetical, but i dont know what exactly it is in your case, its actually very common
Imagine you are an unborn baby. Birth is approaching.
Space is extremely limited since you are already quite big. The "walls" are closing in on you.
You dont have the slightest bit of understanding of whats happening.
But its a serious threat!
Your body usually turns upside down. The "walls" get tigther and tighter. Contractions start and you are being pushed against the "exit", but the exit is still tightly closed in that phase.
Life as you have known it up to know is about to end!
This is actually pretty much the same as when you die at the end of your physical life.
Fear of death, stress and struggle are beyond ANYTHING you could imagine what is humanly possible.
You could multiply the greatest pain and the biggest fear you know by 10 000 and you still wouldnt be close.
And dont forget, you are not an adult, you are a baby that can not yet live on its own.
In that phase it often is as if the "gates to hell" open.
You can envision demons fighting you, you can experience scenes of torture and so on.
This very often activates trauma from other lifetimes, bringing it back into "memory".

Additionaly, the can be other factors. For example if the mothers connection to you is umstable, meaning she cits the heart connection to you makes you be all alone in hell.
Eberything the mother feels at these stages becomes imprimted into your system with incredible energy, for example, "i dont want the baby".
ALso, this is a perfect point of time for psychic attacks, negative entities can use this trauma to make it even worse.

After borth, you suppress all of this.
Many people for example chose the "intellectual path", that means, they build a strong ego around thinking and the intellect, which is a perfect tool to completely shut out these experiences.
Thinking and the intellect then becomes a means of survival.

Many people close the,selves to such a degree that they completely block most of their emotions, in order to avoid remembering trauma.

Now, usually there are certain "windows" in your later life, when it becomes possible to slowly access old trauma and step by step heal.
This can be an outer trigger like a relationship breakup, loss of a job, giving birth to a child, having children and very often when one has "settled down" and reached a place of stability.
Another factor can be drug use. For example, marijuana mostly is underrated.
It can be quite ego dissolving, which results in either barriers becoming less firm or in the ego running wild and catching you up in thought cycles.
That depends on if you surrender or if you resist.

When something like this happens, a tiny little flashback of (for example) the fear arises in you.
Its just a little bit, nothing remotely close to the "original fear", but in normal human terms still a major fear.
Your comsciousness usually cannot allow the fear fully arise, you would probably kill yourself immediately when this would happen. So it tries to control the fear.
Much of the control we apply to keep those things at bay is what we call "understanding".

You might notice that many of us (including myself, hehe) have a compulsion to understand things.
Actually this is not really understanding. The intellect cannot understand those things. Never.
It is in fact simply and only an attempt to control the experience.
We do not really understand it, how could we, if we dont allow the experience.
But by thinking and by intellectual activity we can cut off from it and so reduce the energy of the experience.
It might still be a strong fear, but it is nothing compared to the real thing.

In an attempt to control the experience by "understanding" it, we interpret the emotion of fear, we label it mentally and put it in a category.
In your case you imterpret it as "fear of being transported to negative time space".
we turn the emotion that we cannot allow fully into something that makes sense to us and control it by understanding it.

If you smoke marijuana, which i would not recommend at the moment for various reason, try to set the intention that you allow to understand nothing at all and have fun witnessing what happens
You will be overwhelmed with fear and probably would not be able to allow it for even ten minutes!

Actually, this is what psychosis is about (not saying you're psychotic). We experience something that is real, a tiny flashback of an old trauma. We dont recognize this as old emotions and believe it is happening right now. Then we zry to "umderstand" it and interpret it according to curremt circumstances.
This is what happens on a smaller scale throughtout the whole day for most people.

So, relax, dont be ashamed. This is perfectly normal. Some will umdstand this, others wont.
Become aware of it, practice presence and heal and grow.
Dont use it as a means to put you down.
Use it as an opportunity to grow!

This is exactly how our lives are designed, it is not a malfunction, but the way it was intended.
Just try to not stay stuck in it