Ra also is seeking without polarity

[Sparkle]

What exactly is polarity?

The polarization in dreams, a few threads down, seems to be a positive thing; a way to know truth in the sort of meditative state that we are in when we sleep.

Polarity is the choice we make; positive (service to others - STO), or negative (service to self - STS).

People polarised towards STO are compassionate and caring for other people. Unity and harmony are second nature.

People polarised towards STS are concerned with only their self, often at the expense of others. Separation and segregation are second nature.

Q'uo (a combination of Ra, Latwii and Hatonn) states that this density (third) is the density of choice. Positive or negative. Love or fear. Each decision we make, no mater how small, polarises us towards either STO or STS. It's an ongoing process.

This is too confusing, unless I am simply working with both polarities. My desire to expose Yahweh for who he really is, places me in the negative polarity, for I am separating myself from people who I used to feel I was in communion of saints with, however there is no fear, which would be the positive polarity. There is sadness, though. Actually, I suppose there is fear - that I am caring too much that I might have a psychotic episode, or already am.