(01-02-2017, 01:43 AM)SMC Wrote: beautiful words - exactly my feelings...... never heard it from/about him before, but not surprising and explains SO muchI don't know he seems to have been so tuned in an so unable to deny himself even though it was so different from the world. His suicide note even talks about how he loves every one so much and it hurts. The pain turned him dark. Knowing others were like him, having them to reach out to and I'm sure he would have, could have helped him.
I don't think LOO would have helped that much (imo) - I know about the LOO and I still don't want to be 'here'...
though being sober (coming up for 4 years) has helped me enormously - which Kurt found impossible to achieve
- if I weren't sober - I wouldn't be here... I'm quite sure of it...
I do feel more 'sanity' from LOO confirmation of the existence of SMC's (which helps explain why I easily freak out at being the only one in my 'mind'...)
but it's me that keeps me here - LOO has helped a lot - but it's down to me ultimately...
nb: what conclusions are you drawing about O's ?
(01-01-2017, 04:37 PM)Glow Wrote: I was just watching videos on the lazy New Year's Day.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iUSW7dYZM9w
One of my long time favourites I've always liked his politics(tolerance) could relate to his emotions(feeling out of place) and we'll just appreciated the music. I'm not of fan of Celebes but always liked the way his soul shined.
Told my husband "bet he's o-" like you and my two best friends" googled it and we'll I guess sometimes I can pick 4/4
Anyways found this today while trying to find his blood type to see if I was right. Seems to sum up the wanderer experience. If he had known of the LOO maybe he wouldn't have blown his head off.
Congrats on the sobriety.
The conclusion about 0- none really it's more about me.
There are some people I can see through better than they can see themselves. The 3 super close friends have all indepentantly stated this to me and they all were O- I just extrolated that to assume Kurt Cobain was also O- because he reads like a book, always did.
Breaths, posture, words, tone, gazes ....he oozed out his experience as if he had no way to contain it. Like most here I am an empath but there seems to be some people that feeing them is unavoidable like the whole book is open. I like those because I love the intimacy. It's like the smc vibe.
no longer feel alone. Seperation gone. it just seems that the ones I tend to see this fully are 0-.

) has helped me 

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