Is it hard to make harvest?

[Infinite Unity]

Just living our life, doing the best we can, is there a good chance we can make harvest if we don't mess up?

I tend to be angry at times, which comes out in my dreams. I usually attack someone in my dreams that makes me mad or is hurting me in some way.
Then I wake up so I don't have to face the consequences.

I'm usually helpful to my mom, but I don't always do what she says because I feel like she tries to control me.

I don't do any big things to make a difference in the world. I was hoping my writing would inspire many, but it didn't.

So now I'm doing the best I can.

I know others here seem to like me as a person. They compliment me, and I appreciate that.

I am not putting myself down.

I just don't know. Ra said that it is as hard to graduate STS as it is to graduate STO if I recall correctly.

They never said how hard it really was.

The only thing is I'm afraid to go out and meet people. I don't want to get lost.

I agree more with atheists than I do with Christians. I at times even doubt the Ra Material.

It is usually extremely difficult to become harvestable. Its not due to a skill set, technique, or magical system that requires skill to exceed. This is an inner struggle, the battle of titanic clashings, back and forth the struggle will seem to consume and demand the attention of all of your being. Gnashing of teeth, lonelinesses, confusion, glorious love, euphoria, and realization. To travel the road of a seeker, that leads to LOVE, to harvestability. Will at points require every last bit of strength, vitality, comfort, and will. To be born again One must pass through death.

It is the Gauntlet.


To achieve harvestability, is by far the hardest thing to do. (In terms of technical working, magical technique and efficacy, reaching the eighth would be that.)