01-27-2011, 07:52 AM
Hello Bro's and Sisters,
Im so thrilled that I found more information about this subject and I would be very pleased to get some some perspective view about lucid dreaming and sleep paralysis. Last Autumn I started to having series of lucid dreams which started to concern my mind about the consequenses.
First time the dream started like being awake, dropped thru bed and in dark space felt like in a rollercoaster, that ended very soon after I was scared since I realized it was just a dream but it was so real.
Second time it started sameway thru bed and in next second I was standing at the home yard and dropped thru the ground and then again the rollercoaster section, this time I was prepared before mentally that there is nothing to be scared of nothing bad will not happen to me. After a while of rollercoasting in empty space (I dont remember any stars or planets or anyother than faint tunneling like trailing behind me since I was just watching behind, I couldnt watch any other direction, the gravity forces were so high or I was just so tensed in the experience to watch anywhere else than what I was first watching) motion stopped and I started to get electric shock, which ended quickly that dream when I was again scared about that.
Third time again thru bed but I dont remember were there rollercoasting before I had a hearing sensation of some unknown language to me and after short sentence clearly name Ra and a vision of ancient picture of Ra, immeadidly after that whole body electric shock started again and I managed to relax my body and insure that nothing to be afraid of but it didnt took long after it ended and I woke up but in the woking up process I first time had difficulties to get control of my body. Its was like I was trying to get inside of someones other body and started to breath from zero, after breathing I was just able to start moving hands and legs. That one little started to rang alarm bells in my mind but got over it quite soon.
Fourth time directly "woke up" in the dream realizing it to be lucid and were under water swimming in clear blue water with some really really odd looking creatures looking little like sealions or something. Since those were laying in the bottom and I was swimming in top of them I was again little panicking and dream ended that I swam away from them with scare. Awaking was again tough one...
To keep story short after those I have had some other ones but the waking process gets little harder time after time. Is there studies or do You have experiences will those ease up in some point or are those just my subcounscous teaching me some lesson in fear here. Its kind of funny that I had started meditation months before and finally had feeling that in this world I dont actually are afraid of anything. Death, money/wealth, upcoming harvest or anything Im so calm and when awake in this illusion its so easy but when entering a lucid dream and even what kind of preparation before going to sleep my mind always finds a somekind of situation when I start to scare. Thats really wild if you would know me personally, so called in real life. ;D
(English isnt my native language so Im sorry about probably little confusing explaining)
Im so thrilled that I found more information about this subject and I would be very pleased to get some some perspective view about lucid dreaming and sleep paralysis. Last Autumn I started to having series of lucid dreams which started to concern my mind about the consequenses.
First time the dream started like being awake, dropped thru bed and in dark space felt like in a rollercoaster, that ended very soon after I was scared since I realized it was just a dream but it was so real.
Second time it started sameway thru bed and in next second I was standing at the home yard and dropped thru the ground and then again the rollercoaster section, this time I was prepared before mentally that there is nothing to be scared of nothing bad will not happen to me. After a while of rollercoasting in empty space (I dont remember any stars or planets or anyother than faint tunneling like trailing behind me since I was just watching behind, I couldnt watch any other direction, the gravity forces were so high or I was just so tensed in the experience to watch anywhere else than what I was first watching) motion stopped and I started to get electric shock, which ended quickly that dream when I was again scared about that.
Third time again thru bed but I dont remember were there rollercoasting before I had a hearing sensation of some unknown language to me and after short sentence clearly name Ra and a vision of ancient picture of Ra, immeadidly after that whole body electric shock started again and I managed to relax my body and insure that nothing to be afraid of but it didnt took long after it ended and I woke up but in the woking up process I first time had difficulties to get control of my body. Its was like I was trying to get inside of someones other body and started to breath from zero, after breathing I was just able to start moving hands and legs. That one little started to rang alarm bells in my mind but got over it quite soon.
Fourth time directly "woke up" in the dream realizing it to be lucid and were under water swimming in clear blue water with some really really odd looking creatures looking little like sealions or something. Since those were laying in the bottom and I was swimming in top of them I was again little panicking and dream ended that I swam away from them with scare. Awaking was again tough one...
To keep story short after those I have had some other ones but the waking process gets little harder time after time. Is there studies or do You have experiences will those ease up in some point or are those just my subcounscous teaching me some lesson in fear here. Its kind of funny that I had started meditation months before and finally had feeling that in this world I dont actually are afraid of anything. Death, money/wealth, upcoming harvest or anything Im so calm and when awake in this illusion its so easy but when entering a lucid dream and even what kind of preparation before going to sleep my mind always finds a somekind of situation when I start to scare. Thats really wild if you would know me personally, so called in real life. ;D
(English isnt my native language so Im sorry about probably little confusing explaining)