07-15-2009, 11:27 AM
Hello Mattias.
Your story has touched my heart. I am grateful. I am the youngest of 8 and I was brought up as having no religion. I don't even know if my family believed in God at all. I can't even ask them that question now, because they are no longer with us. As for my brothers and sisters, I don't know them either. We were never close, and they treated me like an outsider. As a matter of fact, they still do.
Throughout my life, I had no direction as to which was the correct way to go. When I was in my teens I knew that someday it would become clear to me that it was important for me to "touch" as many people as I could. Sure, I had many questions and no answers. So, I can relate with your struggles. It was only 3 years ago when I was awakened. These last few years of my life have been difficult indeed, trying to figure the meaning of it all. Best advice...be kind to yourself and don't expect answers to come pouring at you all at once. A revelation will come when you least expect it. Nowadays, people call it an "ah ha!" moment. I wish you the best in your "new" journey, because it's going to be just that. A new journey, filled with alot of "ah ha's!". Here's Light, Love, and Compassion to You. Dianna (iwritebackwards).
Your story has touched my heart. I am grateful. I am the youngest of 8 and I was brought up as having no religion. I don't even know if my family believed in God at all. I can't even ask them that question now, because they are no longer with us. As for my brothers and sisters, I don't know them either. We were never close, and they treated me like an outsider. As a matter of fact, they still do.
Throughout my life, I had no direction as to which was the correct way to go. When I was in my teens I knew that someday it would become clear to me that it was important for me to "touch" as many people as I could. Sure, I had many questions and no answers. So, I can relate with your struggles. It was only 3 years ago when I was awakened. These last few years of my life have been difficult indeed, trying to figure the meaning of it all. Best advice...be kind to yourself and don't expect answers to come pouring at you all at once. A revelation will come when you least expect it. Nowadays, people call it an "ah ha!" moment. I wish you the best in your "new" journey, because it's going to be just that. A new journey, filled with alot of "ah ha's!". Here's Light, Love, and Compassion to You. Dianna (iwritebackwards).