He Who Was Not

[manjusri]

I think you and I are in natural resonance for sure! The largest challenge is definitely calming the ego of the mind, for the STS path is marked by skipping over the communicative energies and thriving on the pure intellect, secrets being the tenet of one's power. So like me I feel you are in a state where you have to translate all the darkness within you and channel it through the blocked gate allowing it to experience the natural light of expression. Thus we will take all the internal wisdom (dark light) and by transmuting it through the 5th gate it is possible to expound that light outwards. We must always remember that infinite negative energy is potentially infinite positive energy, should the choice to alter the polarity occur.

Brother, what I meant by transmuting negative energies with our systems is as follows: There would be occasions in our lifepaths when it seems natural to fall depressed or feel dark emotions, have great fear over something, or even desire to harm someone due to anger. But if we are able to turn those feelings around by having empathy either towards self or the other self, and learn to overcome a fear by information and then facing it head on, then the negative energy is effectively transmuted. It is by making the "higher" choice, as in vibrationally higher. As we do this we´re effectively doing this for many others in a metaphysical sense because there are many about us who are undergoing the same turmoils. We bring those others along with us to higher grounds. Energy transmuters tend to have a chameleon-like quality, and so we are also more susceptible to the emotions of others in the collective environment. So, what you feel sometimes may not be yours to begin with but because you assimilated that energy anyway you are able to work with it. Whether you let that bring you down and add to the heaviness or take that opportunity to bring others up with you, it is your choice.