Why do wanderers have low self-esteem

[kycahi]

The sad part that crushes me know is that she won't respond to me at all. My email, text, and phone calls go unanswered. It crushes me that she is unable to find the good things we had, and now she has no value of me at all.

You don't know why she doesn't respond. She may have come close a few times and then remembered her resolve to cut it off this time. If it really is over, she is doing the right thing. Wait a month.

I don't know you well enough to say this with any certainty at all, but in my case these things were always my rejected ego having the pain. It was severe, too! Very.

What to do now? I would say dive into what will keep you involved with something interesting. You are already on B4th, but maybe you could explore all of the oldest posts and derive some kind of document that puts order to the information in there. Better might be to come up with a few questions and look for answers there. Just an idea.

After being lost in the project, you will calm down enough to get on with life and vow to find another partner. I hope so, anyway. Good luck!