What does it FEEL LIKE to contact intelligent energy/intelligent infinity?

[AnthroHeart]

Thanks for your posts Cyan. Yeah, they were more real than hallucinations.
I remember rolling around on the police floor, then the police holding me down,
and handcuffing me to a chair, and putting this helmet thing on my head.
They were pretty strong, and I remember not really being frightened,
but felt my purpose was to stand up to them.

That makes sense that some angels or guides could be those around us.
My mom could be an angel for all I know. Though she does spew out a lot of
profanity when she's upset and throws tantrums. I wouldn't be surprised
if she were a guide of sorts.

I agree with absolute power, that you'd blow yourself up. My thoughts turned situations into something bad.
They put me in solitary, and I thought I was being burned in there. It didn't scare me though since
I didn't feel pain, but I heard the sounds. One more thing I was willing to go through to become an anthro.

Your words are wisdom my friend. I look forward to when I shall pierce the veil once again.
You said that you have no control over the experience. It seems true that I didn't really have any control.