07-30-2021, 02:41 AM
Quote:And what makes you think that you cannot *win* through fighting?
As such that you resorted back to 'loving'?
Using love I am doing just that, fighting.
Quote:why resorted to 'loving'?
Why not choose fighting?
Your fear of losing resorted you to choose the 'loving' option?
I am interested in your definition of fighting. But yes, my fear of losing my life resorted me to choose "love" as a momentary option, it's called ju justu before the choking then murder.
Fighting dictionary definition: struggle to overcome, eliminate, or prevent.
So you mean to tell me that eliminating/preventing something by using *love/weapon* is not fighting ? Because it doesn't fit your tight view of what is to be "STS" ? I think outside the box, always.
STO do not use love to eliminate or prevent, they use it to share, to care, to welcome. Their love can sometimes hurt others and they'll be sorry for that. I am not, If I can torture you with love I will. If love is what you hate, trust me I will have my fill of sadism. This is where the subtlety is drawn. And this encompass the interrogation that STO have around the heart chakra. Where does STS love goes ? In other word it is called strategy a very concept that non adept do not understand.
To me love is an object that has its use, it doesn't define who I am, winning does. You can love but selectively, that is service to self, love of the self *first* not hate of others. Now if it happens that self is sadistical in nature, you have to quench that sadism. Others are insignificant in your decision to quench it or not, that is STS.
Now it'll be foolish to go around murdering people and ending up in jail, this is self sabotage not love of self.
Like I said the choice to polarize in me is a conscious one, not an impulse.
Quote:Loving, when performed and accepted by whatever entities will makes both the sender and receiver of love to polarize further towards STO. Didn't you realize that?That is what you think and I don't care, polarization is a choice, yes or no ? It's just like losing blood in a battle/fighting, go drink a beer(blood), tons of water and eat your enemies flesh after victory to build your polarization again(metaphor).
Quote:...While fighting, will makes both the winner and the loser to polarize further towards STS..
We just do not have the same bias towards fighting. Where you see surrender, I see a Trojan horse. Where you see a white flag, I see an opportunity to stale time, to prepare better, where you see fleeing, I see a strategical regrouping. We do not have the same bias toward fighting and I guess that your life as never really been put on a line, I was ready to save self by any means necessary including going to the brighter side for a while. Honor is for the foolish and what I get from your post is a sense of honor toward the darkside. I got neither honor nor allegiance towards whatever side 'is', I just have an allegiance towards 'me'. I just use the term STS as a mean of reference here. What my being yearn is pure complete domination, savoring my enemies desolation and fear, torturing my preys and strengthening my kind. An eagle do not fly with a pigeon, that doesn't mean that an eagle is cannibalistic. So I "serve" self.
Quote:Fear is indeed a catalyst, a catalyst to recognize courage.
Hatred is also a catalyst, a catalyst to recognize love.
That's the reason why Ra, among others, label the STS path as the path of wisdom.
Yes indeed, Fear of weaknesses/courage of the strong (not giving up), love of victory and domination/Hating losing etc.
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Mind you that jafar never claimed that he is only STO (or only STS).
As in reality it's more complicated than that, he can be a mixture of both.
Just to stipulate, I do not care he can be whatever he think he is. He is of no personal interest to me.
Quote:]Thank you, and yes I'm well aware of Temujin's incarnation life story.
Being aware of one's story is good, being connected to one's entity is better, you know but I am, I understand you don't.
The difference between reading about a success story and going through the trials of being successful is what separates your awareness from my beingness (metaphor).
Quote:If I might add, his catalyst begins earlier than 'borte kidnapping' episode, back when his dad were butchered, family rejection, and being despised by his own mother.Yes but the definite choice was made there, at that time. Just like being bullied until you see your loved ones getting bullied and then decide to be the bully instead. Yes, the catalyst *bullying* started a long time ago but the choice was made when you saw your loved ones sufferings.
That point out my previous statement, how STS polarity is a hard earned/fought polarity.
Quote:The soul which one labeled as Temujin is still in 'lower rank' of STS hierarchy.That is what you think, I know the opposite. Believe or not, I do not care. And even if I go in your direction at least he didn't start of as a slave and if you see it like that, this is a pretty good start for a starter against beings who had eons and eons of time advantage.
Quote:Khadafi has abundance love towards others,
During the revolution, the International Criminal Court said it had collected evidence that Col Gaddafi had ordered the rape of women as a weapon against rebel forces.
‘For Gaddafi, rape was a weapon’ BBC News
Everyone knows Gaddafi as a tyrant, but few knew he was a serial rapist and had sex slaves: Gaddafi had a harem of women kept in the basement of his residence, in little rooms or apartments. These women, obligated to appear before him in their underwear, could be called at any time of day or night. They were raped, beaten, subjected to the worst kinds of sexual humiliation. For Gaddafi, rape was a weapon … a way of dominating others -- women, obviously, because it was easy, but also men, by possessing their wives and daughters.
Similarly, he forced some of his ministers to have sex with him. He did the same with certain tribal chiefs, diplomats and military officials over whom he wanted to get the upper hand. We know that Gaddafi, who dreamed of being Africa’s “king of kings”, had sex with several wives and daughters of African heads of state. Of course, he didn’t rape them … but he lured them with piles of money or sumptuous jewels. FRANCE24 ENGLISH
links:
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-africa-26270890
https://www.france24.com/en/20120920-mua...buse-women
Quote:...abundance love towards others... specifically his fellow tribe/clan/nation or even world peace in general. Mind you that he's the one who proposed a brilliant solution for Israel vs Palestine conflict, to unite both identity together as such that both distinctive Israel and Palestine identity ceased to exist, a.k.a one state solution. Which of course blatantly rejected and disliked by STSes, as without conflict there will be no catalyst of separation, fear and hatred.
Gaddafi, who dreamed of being Africa’s “king of kings”... ...abundance love towards others... indeed.
Do not start with how dictators operates I know them very well, been living with and grew amongst them for a long time... people with power... just don't. I know the game and its intricacies. There is level to this.
Quote:I know what you mean, those who explore the 'is not' will eventually realize the 'is'.Darkseid 'is', tape it on the google search bar.
And yes STS path requires a very strong determination.
Quote:Choose 'fighting' instead of 'loving' that will help you to polarize faster.
But of course you have free will to choose either.
I don't need your advice, keep it for yourself.I am just telling you what 'is' to me.
Quote:When you choose 'loving' you will gradually polarize towards STO, before you realized it you will see the "Welcome To STO" banner which is not your planned destination isn't it? or is it?
I don't care about the destination:
"If the highroad leads though hells(being STS or STO), then those infernos must be besieged, assailed and taken possession of - aye, even if their present monarchs have to be rooted out with weapons as demoniac and deadly as their own" To quote a book.
You trust Ra but who said he isn't as deceitful as he might be. Slaves were also given a Bible full of golden rules with missing pages and were striped off their fighting spirit just like whores. S**tan works through golden rules remember that.