12-10-2019, 02:47 PM
Hi Clark, thank you for sharing!
There are so many great teachers, channelers, etc popping up all over. Take what resonates the Creator to you, leave the rest. I have become fond of listening to Abraham Hicks (actually Esther Hicks channeling the societal memory complex of "Abraham").
At the very beginning of my acceptance of awakening, I would tell myself, some days all damn day, "once is a happening/event, twice is a coincidence, 12 is the truth!"
Apparently, I was quite resistant in the beginning, my guides would have to show me over and over and over and over and I would still doubt and question.
Last year, trying to shrug out of the remaining fibers of my lifelong depression, I started a journal and split it in half (front to back, back to front), on the last page I started a list and titled it: Wild and Wacky Things To Consider. I went back and listed every spirit interaction, coincidence, averted tragedy, ghost, answered prayer, life-saving moment over my life, then I started adding all the new "coincidences," synchronicities and intentional manifestations in their ever-increasing numbers. Wowza, it still kinda amazes me my mind's ability to doubt the things I experience first hand. We are such strange creatures, so full of fear of anything we cannot touch and analyze.
On the front page I started a list and titled it: Things I've Done Right. This list took the longest as I had become so used to beating on myself I buried most of my accomplishments, guess that makes it that much easier to hate on yourself!
Anyway, just a thought, doubt was one of my biggest blocks to beginning to open my heart more fully, I doubted myself, others, God, my experiences, it mattered not, I doubted. Going from Scientific Atheist to a seeker and self-identified Wanderer is mind-blowing. Painful, scary, joyful, what a ride!
Took a year to overcome the pathological doubt after recognizing it, but it is nearly gone now. My channeling has become clear, I have been introduced to new Guides and as soon as this divorce is over and I have a home of my own life is going to be pretty darned awesome no matter what else is going on in the world.
Welcome Clark, and good luck and so much love to you on your path!
There are so many great teachers, channelers, etc popping up all over. Take what resonates the Creator to you, leave the rest. I have become fond of listening to Abraham Hicks (actually Esther Hicks channeling the societal memory complex of "Abraham").
At the very beginning of my acceptance of awakening, I would tell myself, some days all damn day, "once is a happening/event, twice is a coincidence, 12 is the truth!"
Apparently, I was quite resistant in the beginning, my guides would have to show me over and over and over and over and I would still doubt and question.
Last year, trying to shrug out of the remaining fibers of my lifelong depression, I started a journal and split it in half (front to back, back to front), on the last page I started a list and titled it: Wild and Wacky Things To Consider. I went back and listed every spirit interaction, coincidence, averted tragedy, ghost, answered prayer, life-saving moment over my life, then I started adding all the new "coincidences," synchronicities and intentional manifestations in their ever-increasing numbers. Wowza, it still kinda amazes me my mind's ability to doubt the things I experience first hand. We are such strange creatures, so full of fear of anything we cannot touch and analyze.
On the front page I started a list and titled it: Things I've Done Right. This list took the longest as I had become so used to beating on myself I buried most of my accomplishments, guess that makes it that much easier to hate on yourself!
Anyway, just a thought, doubt was one of my biggest blocks to beginning to open my heart more fully, I doubted myself, others, God, my experiences, it mattered not, I doubted. Going from Scientific Atheist to a seeker and self-identified Wanderer is mind-blowing. Painful, scary, joyful, what a ride!
Took a year to overcome the pathological doubt after recognizing it, but it is nearly gone now. My channeling has become clear, I have been introduced to new Guides and as soon as this divorce is over and I have a home of my own life is going to be pretty darned awesome no matter what else is going on in the world.
Welcome Clark, and good luck and so much love to you on your path!