07-22-2022, 10:14 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-22-2022, 10:17 PM by Sacred Fool.)
I know what you meant, but this is very funny. You see, you acknowledge that expansiveness of your own spiritual support network. Beautiful.
You raise some very interesting points.
Okay, here's where my mental stability might be called into question (foremost by myself). There's a sense that the place of non-perception is an hub from which the spokes of Earth-plane manifestation emerge out into "space/time" to play out their dramas. Within these outwardly directed spokes are included the manifestation of my energy bodies, of my physical body and of my personality, both conscious AND subconscious. At the same time, other selves on other planes are projected out (as spokes, so to say) in different directions (behind my outward facing Earth centered awareness) to enjoy their own road trips wherever they wander off to. I have this emerging sense of "classmates," I'll call them, welcoming me back and asking how it all went this time.
(07-22-2022, 08:18 PM)Louisabell Wrote: ...the grand sympathy that was being played.
You raise some very interesting points.
- There is not a *feeling* of a veil lifting. (I hadn't thought of that until you mentioned it.) The feeling is simply of enhanced presence of self.
- It is not a feeling of a payoff for the seeking, as Veszna alluded to above. It just feels like more of me showed up to the party...except that it feels like more than me...it doesn't feel like the old me enhanced, it's.... It's like this: when you begin high school, you don't feel like an enhanced middle schooler, you feel like new thing--if you will--even though the "you" is nominally the same. I suspect that is nature of developement of this sort. There's a sense of continuity concurrent with a sense of transformation, but the main feeling is of beginning at square one on a new level of fooling around-----I mean, hard work...whatever.
- The feeling of the reciprocal relationship of the conscious and the subconscious is fascinating (or space/time and time/space). This is the hallmark of the change I feel, as I mentioned above. The dance of the co-ordination (or maybe, the co-ordination of the dance) is wicked cool.
Okay, here's where my mental stability might be called into question (foremost by myself). There's a sense that the place of non-perception is an hub from which the spokes of Earth-plane manifestation emerge out into "space/time" to play out their dramas. Within these outwardly directed spokes are included the manifestation of my energy bodies, of my physical body and of my personality, both conscious AND subconscious. At the same time, other selves on other planes are projected out (as spokes, so to say) in different directions (behind my outward facing Earth centered awareness) to enjoy their own road trips wherever they wander off to. I have this emerging sense of "classmates," I'll call them, welcoming me back and asking how it all went this time.