02-02-2021, 08:30 AM
I was recently introduced to the Law of One 3 months ago by my mother and have been researching as much as possible as it has completely fascinated me.
The original conversation about the LOO with my mother took place after a long day of clinical rotations for nurse practitioner school. My mother asked how I had been handling being around others with COVID so much and remained calm about it despite completely shutting myself into quarantine during the whole time. I explained to her that although my anxiety was definitely higher, I was doing okay as I really enjoyed being able to be there and connect with others and provide hope to them. I then cracked a joke about not being able to keep friends around regularly since I tend to isolate myself socially yet somehow I can talk to strangers all day and enjoy it. She asked how I could even talk to complete strangers as much as I do since she isn’t overly social herself, especially with how crazy people have been lately. Then I told her I was actually the go to for dealing with the most upset patients, whether they were crying or yelling at me, as somehow I was always able to bring them back to peace. My mom, knowing I’m not a touchy/mushy person, asked exactly how I did it because she knew I would never walk in a room and hug a stranger. I told her I was always able to read a person and feel exactly what they were feeling and draw from those emotions-whether I had experienced what they were going through or not. It’s as if I have experienced what they have and I know what to say, yet I am 25 years old with very little life experience aside from 3 years of being a nurse.
After my last comment my mother went into one of her rants about the newest topic she was researching, saying “You must be a wanderer, because you have lived those experiences in a past life and can draw off of those raw emotions.” I had no clue what she was talking about and that is when she began to explain the LOO to me, and it really resonated. The next day on my drive to clinical, I began listening to the many YouTube videos from L/L Research trying to understand that vast amount of information she threw at me and figure out what it meant to be a wanderer.
While I was raised Catholic, my mother was always open to the ideas and concepts of other religions, researching different topics that interested her in her spare time. We had discussed the idea of reincarnation before and the fact that I felt like an “old soul” as I never needed to give in to peer pressure growing up and did not make many of the mistakes that teenagers typically do (NOT to say that I don’t make mistakes, just not the classic ones for my age). While my younger brother was usually being grounded for doing drugs, drinking, or sneaking out, I was only ever grounded for not cleaning my room(I am chronically messy and disorganized). I did however end up drinking socially in college and a lot more in the beginning of my nursing career to cope with the stress and trauma that I saw daily working at a trauma hospital.
I am not one to classify myself as “special” or above anyone else and like to think of myself as rather grounded, but I can say I am not entertained by the societal norms of my age group. I find myself passing up on social events to pick up extra shifts at work not for the money, but because I enjoy caring for other people despite how stressful the ICU can get. I have also ended every relationship due to the fact that I don’t feel fully connected or understood by them that I feel like I could settle down forever. I also have always been very sensitive spiritually, having paranormal encounters everywhere I’ve lived. I’ve never seen an actual apparition, but have had auditory and physical encounters. Some of these have scared me, but many I recognize as harmless and carry on. While I was never specifically set in any religion, I always believed in loving others. I have found that any time that I pray/meditate on a specific problem relating to my personal life, I always receive an answer usually in the form of an abstract dream or thought. I’ve often found this strange and never mentioned it to anyone because I do not boast myself as a spiritual person.
I am driven by the idea of showing others love and kindness and that is what has driven me in my career as a nurse and future nurse practitioner.
Although some concepts of Christianity do guide my life choices, the focus on sin and judgement of others (especially down here in the Bible Belt) has never sat well with me. Listening to what my mother had to say and learning more about the Law of One, something just clicked. Everything has suddenly made sense and I have found a lot of peace lately from it despite the chaos our world is currently facing. Whether I am a wanderer or not, I do feel a purpose now to go out and spread love and positivity and hopefully make this place a little better.
The original conversation about the LOO with my mother took place after a long day of clinical rotations for nurse practitioner school. My mother asked how I had been handling being around others with COVID so much and remained calm about it despite completely shutting myself into quarantine during the whole time. I explained to her that although my anxiety was definitely higher, I was doing okay as I really enjoyed being able to be there and connect with others and provide hope to them. I then cracked a joke about not being able to keep friends around regularly since I tend to isolate myself socially yet somehow I can talk to strangers all day and enjoy it. She asked how I could even talk to complete strangers as much as I do since she isn’t overly social herself, especially with how crazy people have been lately. Then I told her I was actually the go to for dealing with the most upset patients, whether they were crying or yelling at me, as somehow I was always able to bring them back to peace. My mom, knowing I’m not a touchy/mushy person, asked exactly how I did it because she knew I would never walk in a room and hug a stranger. I told her I was always able to read a person and feel exactly what they were feeling and draw from those emotions-whether I had experienced what they were going through or not. It’s as if I have experienced what they have and I know what to say, yet I am 25 years old with very little life experience aside from 3 years of being a nurse.
After my last comment my mother went into one of her rants about the newest topic she was researching, saying “You must be a wanderer, because you have lived those experiences in a past life and can draw off of those raw emotions.” I had no clue what she was talking about and that is when she began to explain the LOO to me, and it really resonated. The next day on my drive to clinical, I began listening to the many YouTube videos from L/L Research trying to understand that vast amount of information she threw at me and figure out what it meant to be a wanderer.
While I was raised Catholic, my mother was always open to the ideas and concepts of other religions, researching different topics that interested her in her spare time. We had discussed the idea of reincarnation before and the fact that I felt like an “old soul” as I never needed to give in to peer pressure growing up and did not make many of the mistakes that teenagers typically do (NOT to say that I don’t make mistakes, just not the classic ones for my age). While my younger brother was usually being grounded for doing drugs, drinking, or sneaking out, I was only ever grounded for not cleaning my room(I am chronically messy and disorganized). I did however end up drinking socially in college and a lot more in the beginning of my nursing career to cope with the stress and trauma that I saw daily working at a trauma hospital.
I am not one to classify myself as “special” or above anyone else and like to think of myself as rather grounded, but I can say I am not entertained by the societal norms of my age group. I find myself passing up on social events to pick up extra shifts at work not for the money, but because I enjoy caring for other people despite how stressful the ICU can get. I have also ended every relationship due to the fact that I don’t feel fully connected or understood by them that I feel like I could settle down forever. I also have always been very sensitive spiritually, having paranormal encounters everywhere I’ve lived. I’ve never seen an actual apparition, but have had auditory and physical encounters. Some of these have scared me, but many I recognize as harmless and carry on. While I was never specifically set in any religion, I always believed in loving others. I have found that any time that I pray/meditate on a specific problem relating to my personal life, I always receive an answer usually in the form of an abstract dream or thought. I’ve often found this strange and never mentioned it to anyone because I do not boast myself as a spiritual person.
I am driven by the idea of showing others love and kindness and that is what has driven me in my career as a nurse and future nurse practitioner.
Although some concepts of Christianity do guide my life choices, the focus on sin and judgement of others (especially down here in the Bible Belt) has never sat well with me. Listening to what my mother had to say and learning more about the Law of One, something just clicked. Everything has suddenly made sense and I have found a lot of peace lately from it despite the chaos our world is currently facing. Whether I am a wanderer or not, I do feel a purpose now to go out and spread love and positivity and hopefully make this place a little better.