(01-17-2015, 01:57 PM)jody Wrote:(01-17-2015, 12:38 PM)Minyatur Wrote:(01-17-2015, 11:49 AM)jody Wrote: Also, a stranger on the bus the other day saw my spirit. He had a pendant around his neck with an Egyptian Pharoh on it. He said it was my family and his family. He also looked at my hands and told me I was healer and I would be able to levitate. It was interesting to say the least.
That's cool , I've been thinking about going to a place for a reading wondering what I would be told. Levitation and healing are things I feel confident somehow in achieving. I think the only way I wouldn't achieve those would be that they are impossible and if that is the case, that simply destroys my conception of this world. We would be random mathematical patterns.
About the familly part, I tried to channel the answer to the questions "if I was of Yahweh" or "if I was of Ra" and got no answer.
I thought I was of Ra, but my higher self has indicated otherwise.
I think I'm of Yahweh but I know someone who seems to be of Ra. I've just known but I thought that Ra taught me more when that isn't necessarily the case. Sometimes I get no answers because I seem to already be aware of it. Yahweh is what built all of my fondations and led me on my seeking path. I've got some christian/jewish objects which I felt more often compelled to buy while the other guy has a lot of egyptian stuff. I just bought myself a kabbalist ring with sigils inscribed unto it and the symbols seem more of my past than egyptian ones. I asked my higher self since when I know that person, and I got the answer that out of my 7 incarnations on this sphere, this is the 6th time we cross paths.
I don't know if you tried this but last night a did a mushroom trip and had some fun with a tarot game. I never thought much of it but well... it felt like in a dream in which all of the cards that showed up were meant to show and couldn't have been any other. I could feel strong energy coming from the cards, so much that when I would look at the images, it felt as if they were dancing shifting between two states. As someone with pretty much no visual effect on psychosis drugs, this was really enjoyable. But seriously when doing experiments with tarot I felt that there was no "random", like the cards showing up were programmed to be there by my higher self. The important cards are the reccurent ones, some simply seem to show up in each drawing we did, whoever was the one who was drawingt and you could feel the purpose of why it was showing up at the precise moment.
I also bought some crystals , a lapis lazuli is a pretty mesmerizing one. It just seems to have a strong spiritual gravity, just by holding the freaking stone I felt awakened (or more awakened since the drug also does awaken) as my higher self looking at a stone he knows. Even now when I hold the stone in my hand and look at it, I feel like I'm not the one looking anymore, it's a greater version of me. The counciousness simply shifts unto a higher level from behind the veil when I'm holding the stone. I've never been so good with feeling energies but that stone emanates very strong vibes.
As someone who never thought much of tarot and crystals I gotta admit after experimenting with them, I'm very impressed at the direct and obvious effect they have. They are truely great tools for learning and I love discovering how narrow minded I was in the past while openning myself to new ideas, makes life so much fun and interresting