07-28-2021, 09:32 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-28-2021, 10:50 AM by Desaad khaan.
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From certain of your post I sense that you are perplexed as to why I as an STS would come to an STO forum. By the way I use STS and STO just as a mean of understanding, my real perspective of this is different, let's continue.
Before speaking on other STS behalf, I will predominantly speak about my main motivation of interacting on a forum like this. Expressing your view help reinforce your polarization on the chosen path. By writing and exchanging your view you are doing a conscious work of choice by thoughts.
Many believe that actions are the catalyst of polarization when I, due to my extensive background in spirituality understand that thoughts are the first catalyst of polarization. Actions seems to fall out naturally as a consequence of a state of mind, not the other way around. And this is the reason why many motivational speaking seems to be ineffective to carry out results. They focus the self on the actions while from the self perspective, actions never seemed to produce results. Hence the very reason why self indulges itself in listening to motivational speaking is results. They tell you "By doing actions your life will change" as you are thinking "but I am here as the consequences of actions and you aren't telling me the specific actions to take but to take actions, what actions ? " this a real "dog chasing own tail " situation that we can all agrees on, I think. As the one you call Abraham hicks said "Ask and its given", I dearly prefer "Command and it's taken". But the "Asking" or "Command" is first made in thoughts.
Now lesser adept or spiritually evolved STS might not understand this due to the distortion of a materialistic perspective and a sense of self inflation and will reject that spiritual side totally. Whereas me, due to having witnessed direct physical effect of magic or spirituality in my life through rituals, sacrifice... for ex I went blind due to spiritual attack, destroyed one of my friend life when I was 6 years old using spirituality, my cousins survived wars as soldier due to magical items...
Because of all of the above I on the contrary see there, an opportunity to grow in power. As long as something works it can be useful, I just have to engineer it to respond to my command. And the principle outlined by commonly called STO works and usually is given without obligation of any sort (through pacts, etc.)
This is an anecdote on how everything can be useful to me. I made a mistake of contacting what you call and "evil entity" which or who went out of his/her way to take my life, instead of fighting it with anger or hate, I used love (that you teach here in a sense) which they dearly hate, its like poison to them, not in a sense of it kills them but they are turned off by it. Like normal human are turned off by having sexual encounter with animals or Kids, it's gross. So I used love as a tool, but love doesn't define me, as long as my agenda is served I use whatever that works.
Other STS reject love completely they do not see it for what it is, a weapon to selectively use in other to serve one's interest.
So to comeback to the initial topic, by writing to you STO, I am completing my work of "introspection" toward "expression", this is a form of meditation. That's why when you learn magic it is encouraged if you are beginner to have a journal, because the direct form of meditation you are commonly taught is not the most natural one. Staring the stars is much more natural than sitting and trying to empty your inner vortex which by the way was made to be filled. Writing is an exercise of contemplation (staring at inner self ) so therefore it is meditation.
You contemplate your own thoughts. And further you are taught (but in my case I learned it myself for survival) silence, not sharing secret with non initiated. You are mimicking GOD, he/her talks through everything but nobody sees him. And he/her talk through his/her chosen one (you get the metaphor).
So I am taking a mask called Desaad (and except for those of you who can track my Ip address) I am benefiting of anonymity, so silence, and aim speaking at the same time. This is Wave–particle duality, speaking and silence at the same time. I am learning to play GOD in a sense(again a metaphor).
To me STO are akin to players in an rpg following the main story where I am hacking the script and creating my own story, my own quests that will serve my sadistic nature and quenching my desires and lust for power, control and passion. I said it before it's not light/darkness that define STS or STO, it's in it use.
My openess here serves me as I see STO as lambs, I abhor your very philosophy, I hate it, to me it is hypocritical. I am an Eagle, a bird of prey. So by exposing myself more and more to it I am building resistance to it. I am building much more aversion towards it(your weakness and hypocrisy if you may permit it to call it like that). A non adept STS usually isn't as clever, more direct and more brutal he has not grown in mastery of self through spiritual way.
Many STS works of dissemination usually through dark magic books just make one's slave of other entities. For example in my direct family after the war there was at least 3 or 4, 33rd degrees free mason and I am not even counting their friends,. Because of my early gift in spirituality, (those guy can see it in infant or even unborn child that's why from where I come from a women is forbidden to expose her belly in public) they were giving me some of theirs knowledge to inflate their ego. By taking little from this one, little from that one I made a big picture of how the thing worked. That's why I promised myself to never ever make a pact with any entity or even adone in pure black magic because you are just making a slave out of yourself this is dumb. This, the very reason I do not trust STS material or even "true" STS individual unless I am superior to them or they are long term dependent of me in any kind of way. That is why I'll run away at the very mention of an STS forum or even when an STS individual contact me without me knowing his/her weaknesses.
Now, who told you that you have to go Beyond 4th density, you can choose to remain and stay there and excuse my language, "f*** up" people that are supposedly higher in term of beingness than you. When you grow in power you understand quickly that quantity and expansion comes at the cost of "Marginal utility" hence evolution is not a Power up system (for me as an STS) rather an insidious use of careful crafted tools.
A 3rd density being can humiliate a 4th density, just like Dawidi f***** up "Goliath".
An analogy will be that of "superman" with all his amazing powers fighting a normal human who has the "death note". He is superman so a 6th density being, he is human so a 4th density being but his evolution went further toward control rather that raw blissful potentiation(synergy) of the Infinite potential or Infinite energy.
The council are 8, the number 9 is added as the 8 of them form a new being from the sum of their individualities. It's like counting the number of minister 8 and adding 1 for the number of government. 7 is the number of perfection or structure, 8 is the number of being ness or existence or completitude, infinity in a sense, 9 is the number for decision, 10 is the law or those you rules upon or are ruled by you. That is my perspective.
Contrary to other STS I don't see myself as supreme and invulnerable, I am very very vulnerable ad that is what make my strength I know my weaknesses so I build my strategies around them. I know some people or some beings can excuse my language "f*** me up" but it is upon me to train myself, acquire power and control to "f*** them up". If you don't see your weaknesses you won't ever be able to win a fight least to say a wart. My goal is to win the war and you don't win a war by being prisoner of your ego.
In the sea, the lion is no king just another fish for the shark.
I check my narcism and Ego at the door and channel it toward achieving domineering wins, then I can indulge myself on any kind of excess for a while until I go back to hone my skills, tools etc, to continue my domination and exploitation of those who aren't of my kind.
I do not take things personally nor do I interpret it as attacks, we are all having a fruitful conversation, aren't we ?
The very fact of quarantining isn't neutral at all. You still get bombarded either way and some are still sensible regardless, so what about the most sensible ? The illusion they give you is that everybody can ascend when the fact is that you must be a master to ascend, Jesus was a master, Genghis khan was master, Mother Theresa was an occultist whore etc. Mastery is neutral. Before acting on your choices you must have the power to choose, Jesus could use his power to save or kill. The key word is "POWER", he had "POWER" through initiation, he worked to gain it. They weren't only master with their mouths but their deeds, what guarantee you that in an infinite lifetime you'll be a master if along this infinite lifetime you are still here talking to me and not already ascended ?
So you do really think that by saying to yourself "yes I'll do good" you are setting self for a wonderful ascension ?
If past life I had (I doubt so), the very fact that I am here prove that my past lives failed, I am not them, I win. And contrary to you I know that in front of power the heaven or hell shall abide and bend themselves. Which is why Jesus could resurrect the dead. He isn't just stare in front of an ocean, he sacrificed lives of animals through rituals to gain power, he even sacrificed himself for that. To be at the right of GOD, right ? Power is motivation of master but he did enough good to balance his karma I guess, lol.
My body/mind/spirit complex serves me not the other way around. The colors serves the painting not the other way around. The reason for separation is that, separation.
It's not only a viable pathway it is the truthful path way, you chose to remain in the matrix with rainbow and all. I chose to crack the code, I still can benefit of the rainbow but I know the darkness and just like stars are born from darkness I can bright in this very darkness. that you call Cosmos or Creation
Before speaking on other STS behalf, I will predominantly speak about my main motivation of interacting on a forum like this. Expressing your view help reinforce your polarization on the chosen path. By writing and exchanging your view you are doing a conscious work of choice by thoughts.
Many believe that actions are the catalyst of polarization when I, due to my extensive background in spirituality understand that thoughts are the first catalyst of polarization. Actions seems to fall out naturally as a consequence of a state of mind, not the other way around. And this is the reason why many motivational speaking seems to be ineffective to carry out results. They focus the self on the actions while from the self perspective, actions never seemed to produce results. Hence the very reason why self indulges itself in listening to motivational speaking is results. They tell you "By doing actions your life will change" as you are thinking "but I am here as the consequences of actions and you aren't telling me the specific actions to take but to take actions, what actions ? " this a real "dog chasing own tail " situation that we can all agrees on, I think. As the one you call Abraham hicks said "Ask and its given", I dearly prefer "Command and it's taken". But the "Asking" or "Command" is first made in thoughts.
Now lesser adept or spiritually evolved STS might not understand this due to the distortion of a materialistic perspective and a sense of self inflation and will reject that spiritual side totally. Whereas me, due to having witnessed direct physical effect of magic or spirituality in my life through rituals, sacrifice... for ex I went blind due to spiritual attack, destroyed one of my friend life when I was 6 years old using spirituality, my cousins survived wars as soldier due to magical items...
Because of all of the above I on the contrary see there, an opportunity to grow in power. As long as something works it can be useful, I just have to engineer it to respond to my command. And the principle outlined by commonly called STO works and usually is given without obligation of any sort (through pacts, etc.)
This is an anecdote on how everything can be useful to me. I made a mistake of contacting what you call and "evil entity" which or who went out of his/her way to take my life, instead of fighting it with anger or hate, I used love (that you teach here in a sense) which they dearly hate, its like poison to them, not in a sense of it kills them but they are turned off by it. Like normal human are turned off by having sexual encounter with animals or Kids, it's gross. So I used love as a tool, but love doesn't define me, as long as my agenda is served I use whatever that works.
Other STS reject love completely they do not see it for what it is, a weapon to selectively use in other to serve one's interest.
So to comeback to the initial topic, by writing to you STO, I am completing my work of "introspection" toward "expression", this is a form of meditation. That's why when you learn magic it is encouraged if you are beginner to have a journal, because the direct form of meditation you are commonly taught is not the most natural one. Staring the stars is much more natural than sitting and trying to empty your inner vortex which by the way was made to be filled. Writing is an exercise of contemplation (staring at inner self ) so therefore it is meditation.
You contemplate your own thoughts. And further you are taught (but in my case I learned it myself for survival) silence, not sharing secret with non initiated. You are mimicking GOD, he/her talks through everything but nobody sees him. And he/her talk through his/her chosen one (you get the metaphor).
So I am taking a mask called Desaad (and except for those of you who can track my Ip address) I am benefiting of anonymity, so silence, and aim speaking at the same time. This is Wave–particle duality, speaking and silence at the same time. I am learning to play GOD in a sense(again a metaphor).
To me STO are akin to players in an rpg following the main story where I am hacking the script and creating my own story, my own quests that will serve my sadistic nature and quenching my desires and lust for power, control and passion. I said it before it's not light/darkness that define STS or STO, it's in it use.
My openess here serves me as I see STO as lambs, I abhor your very philosophy, I hate it, to me it is hypocritical. I am an Eagle, a bird of prey. So by exposing myself more and more to it I am building resistance to it. I am building much more aversion towards it(your weakness and hypocrisy if you may permit it to call it like that). A non adept STS usually isn't as clever, more direct and more brutal he has not grown in mastery of self through spiritual way.
Many STS works of dissemination usually through dark magic books just make one's slave of other entities. For example in my direct family after the war there was at least 3 or 4, 33rd degrees free mason and I am not even counting their friends,. Because of my early gift in spirituality, (those guy can see it in infant or even unborn child that's why from where I come from a women is forbidden to expose her belly in public) they were giving me some of theirs knowledge to inflate their ego. By taking little from this one, little from that one I made a big picture of how the thing worked. That's why I promised myself to never ever make a pact with any entity or even adone in pure black magic because you are just making a slave out of yourself this is dumb. This, the very reason I do not trust STS material or even "true" STS individual unless I am superior to them or they are long term dependent of me in any kind of way. That is why I'll run away at the very mention of an STS forum or even when an STS individual contact me without me knowing his/her weaknesses.
Now, who told you that you have to go Beyond 4th density, you can choose to remain and stay there and excuse my language, "f*** up" people that are supposedly higher in term of beingness than you. When you grow in power you understand quickly that quantity and expansion comes at the cost of "Marginal utility" hence evolution is not a Power up system (for me as an STS) rather an insidious use of careful crafted tools.
A 3rd density being can humiliate a 4th density, just like Dawidi f***** up "Goliath".
An analogy will be that of "superman" with all his amazing powers fighting a normal human who has the "death note". He is superman so a 6th density being, he is human so a 4th density being but his evolution went further toward control rather that raw blissful potentiation(synergy) of the Infinite potential or Infinite energy.
The council are 8, the number 9 is added as the 8 of them form a new being from the sum of their individualities. It's like counting the number of minister 8 and adding 1 for the number of government. 7 is the number of perfection or structure, 8 is the number of being ness or existence or completitude, infinity in a sense, 9 is the number for decision, 10 is the law or those you rules upon or are ruled by you. That is my perspective.
Contrary to other STS I don't see myself as supreme and invulnerable, I am very very vulnerable ad that is what make my strength I know my weaknesses so I build my strategies around them. I know some people or some beings can excuse my language "f*** me up" but it is upon me to train myself, acquire power and control to "f*** them up". If you don't see your weaknesses you won't ever be able to win a fight least to say a wart. My goal is to win the war and you don't win a war by being prisoner of your ego.
In the sea, the lion is no king just another fish for the shark.
I check my narcism and Ego at the door and channel it toward achieving domineering wins, then I can indulge myself on any kind of excess for a while until I go back to hone my skills, tools etc, to continue my domination and exploitation of those who aren't of my kind.
(07-27-2021, 05:27 PM)Ohr Ein Sof Wrote: The quaratine is put in place to keep the balance between positive and negative influences so that people like yourself that wish to polarize negative will not be bombarded by all positive influences and vice versa. That keeps it as fair as possible.
The servitude of Creation:
Well, by breathing air you serve Creation. You are Creation and you are serving your body complex, mind complex, and your spirit complex and your exhale serves the plant life that depends on your exhale. You cannot truly get around not serving Creation because when you serve yourself, you serve something and that something is and has been created.
Look, do not try so hard to come in and be rotten. No one wants to attack you. No one thinks you are incorrect. They may speak a little rough but truly, there is not a soul here that really seeks to harm you. Now I am not going to say things do not get heated in here but I promise no one will try to talk you out of your chosen polarity, call it stupid or anything that is demeaning. We recognize that it is a viable pathway.
So, with that being said, welcome to the forum.
I do not take things personally nor do I interpret it as attacks, we are all having a fruitful conversation, aren't we ?
The very fact of quarantining isn't neutral at all. You still get bombarded either way and some are still sensible regardless, so what about the most sensible ? The illusion they give you is that everybody can ascend when the fact is that you must be a master to ascend, Jesus was a master, Genghis khan was master, Mother Theresa was an occultist whore etc. Mastery is neutral. Before acting on your choices you must have the power to choose, Jesus could use his power to save or kill. The key word is "POWER", he had "POWER" through initiation, he worked to gain it. They weren't only master with their mouths but their deeds, what guarantee you that in an infinite lifetime you'll be a master if along this infinite lifetime you are still here talking to me and not already ascended ?
So you do really think that by saying to yourself "yes I'll do good" you are setting self for a wonderful ascension ?
If past life I had (I doubt so), the very fact that I am here prove that my past lives failed, I am not them, I win. And contrary to you I know that in front of power the heaven or hell shall abide and bend themselves. Which is why Jesus could resurrect the dead. He isn't just stare in front of an ocean, he sacrificed lives of animals through rituals to gain power, he even sacrificed himself for that. To be at the right of GOD, right ? Power is motivation of master but he did enough good to balance his karma I guess, lol.
My body/mind/spirit complex serves me not the other way around. The colors serves the painting not the other way around. The reason for separation is that, separation.
It's not only a viable pathway it is the truthful path way, you chose to remain in the matrix with rainbow and all. I chose to crack the code, I still can benefit of the rainbow but I know the darkness and just like stars are born from darkness I can bright in this very darkness. that you call Cosmos or Creation
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