07-29-2021, 02:44 PM
(07-29-2021, 02:10 PM)Desaad khaan Wrote:Quote:au contraire mon cher... choosing Love, when violence, attack, deception, one-upmanship, greed, selfishness, scheming, domination, control, are choices with immediate and short to mid term self preserving/self benefiting results - is the brave choice - is [b]refusing to cave into 'fear'[/b]
Bien entendu mon cher mais pour autant que je sache ceci est ironique, you are the one benefiting of the same greed, selfishness, scheming, domination etc. Would you refuse those privileges our forefather took by their might over other races ? If yes, just serve. Simple.
Quote:STS is all about fear and self protection - structuring yourself into an impenetrable vampiric life force crushing Void
Of course self protection is the basis of life, you don't go around jumping from windows to windows, if so, you are foolish mon cher
Quote:it takes no bravery to be a bastard; a brutal, vicious, slave 'owner' (etc)
All spoils go the victor, the right to take women, the gold etc. The French says (and I am grateful for having learnt that language as a spiritual impetus) - Les vainqueurs l'écrivent, les vaincus racontent l'histoire (something like that) - but I am no French, just saying.
The very fact that you are judging me by saying I am not brave and all - proves that you are just like me, selfish in your judgement, the only difference being that I've accepted who I am, you do not.
Quote:people regularly take the selfish choice for fearing the consequences of being caring, loving, risking themselves and their needs - to help other selvesYou are judging people again... child please
Don't stop Keep going this is fun.
Quote:You seem to have an incomplete understanding of 'the Ra Material' and this forum.
Do you ? Again this is fun because you are acting just like a non adept STS on the path will, wonderful. Keep judging and separating from other selves
Quote:We will not become your "slave/s" or abide by your "rules". We won't be obedient to you - to 'STS'.
Opposition that is good, willingness to fight, good, refusal so rejection, perfect, yes, I see a talent in STS in you dear.
Quote:....when instead, doing the far harder, brave work of switching to Love/Light...and there's no "ideology", no "rainbows" - just - that ultimately all is One. But no zealous enforcement of that idea either.
All this after saying that I was not brave. So if all is one, am I brave or am I not ? I greed selfishness one with all its positive counterpart. I really sense a fighting spirit in you, I like it.
Quote:You demand 'serve me' - yet state you aren't here for recruitment - so - as you state, you're here to get 'slaves'.
I do not demand, I am just telling you is bound to happen and your reluctance to serve just prove my point even further you are STS. There was one STO who answer to the same quote and said something along the lines "I only serve you positivity or positivity is on the menu here" this is a wise answer coming from one of his polarization. But you my guy, talk just like us.
Quote:Highly unlikely to happen.
Particularly when you've been so transparent in your agenda.
You know my agenda, ah bon ? But you'll be the one fighting yourself, I am not interested in you particularly, you have achieved nothing of grandiose for me to even have a small hint of admiration towards you. And the more you try ton oppose me frontally the more you'll be left just fighting yourself in the process, not that I care but that is not your agenda I suppose ?
Quote:It might be an interesting 'thought experiment' to ponder, that with so much abuse, suffering and (as you describe), your path of 'STS" laid out for you since birth, through your thorough and utterly horrifically abusive familial indoctrination into 'STS' - you're actually a slave - on auto-pilot from your psychological and metaphysical conditioning since infancy - simply following a trajectory you actually haven't consciously chosen (as you were a vulnerable, powerless child)?
Your eagerness to fight me actually is truly formidable. Yes I concede, I am slave, a slave toward victory on an autopilot toward domination.
Quote:You're doing all that you know - surviving the only way you know how to - and now 'upping the ante' - 'improving' the darkness and bitterness by surrendering fully to it, going from victim to victimiser - turning your abuse into your stepping stones to climb a mountain of crushed skulls
I do not survive, I thrive. Pain has it's use, making one stronger. Love being a bully, the pleasure I gain from it is unfathomable.
Quote:yes - this would be a terrifying prospect to you - as it'd feel utterly vulnerable and alien. Very threatening to where you think your safety (through domination) lies. To feel what at that point are the very frightening sensations (at first) of developing a sense of deep genuine self respect - from which then flows such happiness and peace - that you find yourself wanting to share that love with others without thought of return (self respecting boundaries in place of course)
You really did not really read me well, did you ? I own my vulnerabilities, my weaknesses those are what keep me on track. Yes I do respect Power - from which flow sadistic pleasure and passion - I am merely polarizing myself even more yet you believe I want to share love ? An eagle is an eagle, a rabbit is a rabbit.
Quote:You have been very brave so far - to keep on breathing after the life you've had is very brave, and to choose the path to survive and 'prosper' that you are doing is very understandable and logical. When we're so battered, brutalised, suspicious, wounded, furious, vengeful; letting down our armour, even a tiny crack - is at best very uncomfortable - and at worst can give us existential terror. Let alone letting down our guard any more than that.
No bravery at all, just required an email an, account, maybe a proxy but who cares ? (I am a nobody lol) You see how you were contradicting yourself since the beginning of these posts Brave no brave which one is it ? Going from "no bravery at all" to you "are brave" this a gross attempt at manipulation which you are not a good adept at all. I would rather talk with wise STO who can really challenge me than a padawan still sucking his thumb and going around with a stick thinking it's a lightsaber. Child please.
Quote:But 'Control' /Power is always (ultimately) an illusion. I can think I'm in control of my life
[i]It is the realization that I am no totally t in control that drives me towards more control, many other wiser STO have already pointed such an obvious distortion for those of my kind. (honestly is there some wiser STO to explain it to him for me, child please)
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Quote:One last thing - have you ever considered that you're uniquely positioned to do a far more magnificent, amazing thing - to switch polarity NOW - in this incarnation - to find deep peace, happiness, freedom, and genuine soul safety?
Unfortunately for you - I find peace in war, happiness in some form of slaughtering, freedom in control, safety on the other hand is a lie as you just pointed out by saying how were aren't really in control. Yet you keep contradicting yourself. Child please
Quote:Have you considered the possibility that maybe you chose the challenge of your thus far, excruciatingly awful incarnation, because your Soul is already 'STO' and you wanted to test your integrity to this extremely (almost impossibly) harsh degree?
If that's the case - how very brave you are.
You can't accept one's choice, that is why you keep using manipulating methods (brave not brave, control safety etc.) at their core.
You aren't beaming me love but judgment over judgment, which is very STS. You are looking at me as below you, me work is simpler so less honorable to you, you who are doing the harder work. Yet the stat and the Ra material says the very opposite 95% yet you understand the Ra material better than little "Johnny" me. Like a father beating his kids badly and showing them his arms for an embrace and to tell them how much he loves them. This very caricatural of an STS. This what you attempted to do all along this post. All your soul, peace, freedom etc. They are just words that you don't believe in, I can feel it, the fear of afterlife in you. You just found a reason for existence so you go around claiming what you do not understand.
I doubt you'll make it this harvest from either side. But that is just my opinion and just for anticipation to your answer: I don't care about the harvest, they can excuse my language shove it in their asses with love of course *wink*
Quote:The various unmanifested activities of the self were found to be productive, in some degree, of penetration of the veil. In general we may say that by far the most vivid and even extravagant opportunities for the piercing of the veil are a result of the interaction of polarized entities.
They don't understand this, that's why they are shocked about man STS on an STO site, only the adept have understood. The herds still is in... questioning my agenda, what is, what''s not. Child please. Time is nearer for the choice to be made and electricity requires friction from opposite pole but yet they keep talking about my agenda instead. See, typical of below 50 % STO and you guys get promoted at 51% lol.
Quote:67.26 Questioner: Then there is no other service that we can at this time offer that fifth-density entity of the Orion group who is so constantly with us. As I see it now there is nothing that we can do for him from your point of view? Is this correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This is correct. There is great humor in your attempt to be of polarized service to the opposite polarity. There is a natural difficulty in doing so since what you consider service is considered by this entity non-service. As you send this entity love and light and wish it well it loses its polarity and needs to regroup. Thus it would not consider your service as such.
On the other hand, if you allowed it to be of service by removing this instrument from your midst, you might, perhaps, perceive this as not being of service.
You have here a balanced and polarized view of the Creator: two services offered, mutually rejected, and in a state of equilibrium in which free will is preserved and each allowed to go upon its own path of experiencing the One Infinite Creator.