(06-17-2017, 05:04 PM)GentleWanderer Wrote: What is it ? Do you understand precisely how it occurs ? When someone says "my inner child is dead, i've to mourn over her/him" or "i lost my innocence" is it a case of fragmentation ? And how do you pick up the pieces ?
Emotional trauma creates vacuums for your attention, your consciousness. It saps your spiritual energy, draining your will. Like cracks in a bottle, the emotional energy drains out the bottle by seeping through the cracks. Love is when your bottle is full, the cracks do their best to stop you from filling up your bottle with emotional energy. Your cup doth not runneth over in such a case. When it does, blessings (love) spill out on the universe. When it doesn't, you barely have enough for yourself. You are stuck in the lower echelons of kundalini awakening and are basically stuck in an animalistic state of survival mode.
These cracks seep into your deep mind, your subconscious. Your attention is subtly directed and solidified in these realms into distorted astral crystal structures. You can see these structures that form on the lower astral, in your personal field, where you might tangibly see a representation of your fractured personality personified by some symbol most representative of it, be it sadness, or anger, or jealousy or pain. Could be a lost child. A screaming demon, or some kind of animal or other personification.
It takes extremely severe trauma to fracture it it into an actual complete split off personality, as in dis-associative identity disorder. Rare, but not unheard of.
Ultimately, it is just unresolved emotional trauma. If you haven't resolved it, you will still feel an intense emotional reaction when your mind goes over the event (sometimes it is obfuscated in such a way that you lose conscious memory of the event and instead just have access to a nebulous emotion surrounding it -- I call it "D.I.D. lite"). Healing can take a long time. Almost everybody has these psychological wounds. Some more than others. Until you can look at an event without a strong negative emotional charge, it is still not completely healed. And many of these wounds will be carried until after death.