Who loves their spirit guide?

[AnthroHeart]

I'm reading this book that goes through the training that a spirit guide goes through.
She calls a spirit guide also a guardian angel.

My love for mine comes and goes. The teachings from them are so subtle sometimes.
I haven't flat out met them like face to face, except maybe when I'm taught in dreams.

But I've learned to value life because of them. I do read about suicide because I'm curious,
but I have no such intention at the moment.

I don't know if I'll want to be a spirit guide unless it's for anthro beings. If they really exist.
At least the kind that I like. If anthros do exist they might be 2D, which wouldn't need a guide.

Even now reading my words, I sound immature and like I'm talking out of my butt.
I'm not giddy and excited like I get sometimes.

I just enjoy knowing that my spirit guide works hard. At least I think they do.
I hope they will always be there for me.

[AnthroHeart]

I am doing some work now in meditation to build my aura. I want to be able to visit the spiritual planes to see the life after death realms.