12-28-2017, 06:52 AM
Do you have subjective proof that compels you to believe?
Today a friend of mine talked me into selling most of my video game stuff to get me my Christmas present, which turned out to be over $100 worth of content.
This was a surprise, a shock, I didn't expect it, or anything from him.
It was a reminder that I am looked after, through mysterious ways, and that I do not need to...Worry so much. I worry a lot. About things like WW3, homelessness, and widespread poverty, I have come to call this worrisome part of myself a Global Consciousness, that the state of the world can so profoundly affect me, the starving, the thirsty, the freezing, the lonely... I recall the Vegas Shooting. I couldn't stop myself from imagining, that placement. To be one or more of those people, catching bullets... I take those things into myself. I imagine myself comforting all of those souls, telling them it'll be okay, things will turn out okay. Leading them to a place of healing.
Proof to me is a 'subjective-objective' thing, as in through subjective experience one acquires an objective result, similar to objective-subjective: as in through 'objective' experience one acquires a subjective result.
To me, when a friend randomly manages to shower me with tangible love (gift giving), it makes me feel hope, that somehow, I won't suffer throughout life, that somehow, everything will turn out, somehow, all okay and well, but more, some-how, it'll all be perfect.
Do any of you have such proofworthy experiences that fill you with hope and belief of certain things?
Today a friend of mine talked me into selling most of my video game stuff to get me my Christmas present, which turned out to be over $100 worth of content.
This was a surprise, a shock, I didn't expect it, or anything from him.
It was a reminder that I am looked after, through mysterious ways, and that I do not need to...Worry so much. I worry a lot. About things like WW3, homelessness, and widespread poverty, I have come to call this worrisome part of myself a Global Consciousness, that the state of the world can so profoundly affect me, the starving, the thirsty, the freezing, the lonely... I recall the Vegas Shooting. I couldn't stop myself from imagining, that placement. To be one or more of those people, catching bullets... I take those things into myself. I imagine myself comforting all of those souls, telling them it'll be okay, things will turn out okay. Leading them to a place of healing.
Proof to me is a 'subjective-objective' thing, as in through subjective experience one acquires an objective result, similar to objective-subjective: as in through 'objective' experience one acquires a subjective result.
To me, when a friend randomly manages to shower me with tangible love (gift giving), it makes me feel hope, that somehow, I won't suffer throughout life, that somehow, everything will turn out, somehow, all okay and well, but more, some-how, it'll all be perfect.
Do any of you have such proofworthy experiences that fill you with hope and belief of certain things?