01-24-2018, 02:53 AM
Anagogy, you're totaly right about finding the bliss.
I've been physically/mentally/spiritually ill most of my life.
I assume you know of my other illness.
Just yesterday my sciatic pain started again. last time it healed was when friend of a friend explained some concepts similar to those of the Law of One to me. next morning the sciatic pain disappeared. and now it's back..
I take drugs only to get rid of pain weather mental or physical. the weed is not helping though... opiates help. but I don't want to go back to that.
I fear if I quit weed completely, I get sicker and sicker.
Workout helped me relax and sleep better, but now my tendons and everything hurts. so I just meditate.
I've been physically/mentally/spiritually ill most of my life.
I assume you know of my other illness.
Just yesterday my sciatic pain started again. last time it healed was when friend of a friend explained some concepts similar to those of the Law of One to me. next morning the sciatic pain disappeared. and now it's back..
I take drugs only to get rid of pain weather mental or physical. the weed is not helping though... opiates help. but I don't want to go back to that.
I fear if I quit weed completely, I get sicker and sicker.
Workout helped me relax and sleep better, but now my tendons and everything hurts. so I just meditate.