06-08-2018, 02:27 PM
Hey there guys
Back in the old days when i was following a "lead", something that made me feel like searching it usually ended up being interesting or at least some sense of accomplishment in the end.
This time for some reason it was extremely weird, and not in a good sense.. i have more questions than before, i've had verbal fights with people i barely know, and relationships that kind of went ok started to not work out at all. Some of them were even people i actually started to like, now we don't even talk anymore. I still keep seeing sometimes the sign that i started following, but this synchronicity makes me feel extremely anxious, it always made me feel so fulfilled in the past when i found a clue and followed it, but this time i just don't understand. Did something like this happen to you before? Do you think that this is trying to show that i should just leave this person? I have a feeling that this sign is referring to a past relationship of mine(not an ex, more like someone i used to know back in some other life or similar, i don't even think i found her yet). Does the anxiety and pain show me to just leave this thing as it is? The whole city where i live has signs of this name around but if i try to direct attention to this, this anxiety and the drama comes forth and at times it is extremely unpleasant.. and so random in it's directions, also extremely intense.
Thanks for all who takes the time to read, and even answer me in some way maybe
Back in the old days when i was following a "lead", something that made me feel like searching it usually ended up being interesting or at least some sense of accomplishment in the end.
This time for some reason it was extremely weird, and not in a good sense.. i have more questions than before, i've had verbal fights with people i barely know, and relationships that kind of went ok started to not work out at all. Some of them were even people i actually started to like, now we don't even talk anymore. I still keep seeing sometimes the sign that i started following, but this synchronicity makes me feel extremely anxious, it always made me feel so fulfilled in the past when i found a clue and followed it, but this time i just don't understand. Did something like this happen to you before? Do you think that this is trying to show that i should just leave this person? I have a feeling that this sign is referring to a past relationship of mine(not an ex, more like someone i used to know back in some other life or similar, i don't even think i found her yet). Does the anxiety and pain show me to just leave this thing as it is? The whole city where i live has signs of this name around but if i try to direct attention to this, this anxiety and the drama comes forth and at times it is extremely unpleasant.. and so random in it's directions, also extremely intense.
Thanks for all who takes the time to read, and even answer me in some way maybe