10-11-2018, 06:49 PM
Welcome to the forum and thanks for sharing. You wrote, "I have no idea what my form was, or what my world was like. I seem to remember a brother in 6th density, with whom I was VERY close. I want to know my past, my planet, my family... I want it SO much."
I completely understand and relate to how you're feeling. What has been a huge help on my path of seeking (if you're not doing so already) was committing to a regular meditation schedule. I've found that daily meditation has given me more understanding and insight to "who I am" than any book, channeling or dialogue with other-selves could ever bring me. Through meditation, one can begin to "understand" the SELF (as much as one can within third density) beyond knowing, beyond concepts, and Beyond words. :-)
I completely understand and relate to how you're feeling. What has been a huge help on my path of seeking (if you're not doing so already) was committing to a regular meditation schedule. I've found that daily meditation has given me more understanding and insight to "who I am" than any book, channeling or dialogue with other-selves could ever bring me. Through meditation, one can begin to "understand" the SELF (as much as one can within third density) beyond knowing, beyond concepts, and Beyond words. :-)