11-14-2018, 07:35 PM
I feel like I maybe more of an STS entity than a STO entity despite wanting to help others, it feels that the desire to not get immersed in reality and incarnate with it to a next level rather than reincarnate with my own stuff again and make minor adjustements is a strong desire, it feels like it would be the key attribute to being STS, wanting to keep the universe from evolving around you and returning to the same incarnation so you can make minor changes. Rather than picking a new incarnation. This stems from the quote where they say negative entities are highly likely to not want to pass through forgetting, it feels for me that the STS hell seems more like heaven once you remove the religious judgement of their side. That being said I don't know for sure, what do you a'll think, is STS heaven more like a programmers heaven and a STO more like a livers heaven? I feel also when I play computer games that getting immersed in the story then leaving is one of the sadder things because I'd want to live in the story forever, that being said that feels like an STO attribute. Thoughts?