03-26-2019, 09:19 PM
I'd like to "round out" some of the statements concerning Conspiracy Theory I've mentioned in another thread.
I had stated that I spent many years studying the areas of our lives that are impacted by the hidden "deciders"... the conspirators of the past and present. I can't begin to count the number of rabbit holes I've traveled down that revealed many dark and disturbing truths of history as well as what's taking place in today's world. I had no "Teacher". I studied on my own. No one around me was interested in much of anything other than getting through the workday and making "ends meet". When they got home, the goal was to just relax, forget troubles, and get a few hours of diversion before bedtime... to wake up and do it all over again.
I felt I was a "truth seeker". I wanted to know how things really were. I wanted reality instead of illusion. Well, I got reality, and reality hit hard. I became angry at being "used" by an evil system that was basically chewing up the Earth and sending the profits up to the few at the top of the pyramid. I wasn't angry that I wasn't getting my "share". I was angry to see everyone around me made into wage slaves when I knew enough wealth was generated world-wide to solve many problems and provide everyone a decent life. Besides the theft of financial wealth, through the study of "free energy", I knew of viable inventions that were kept secreted away, while the inventors were "silenced"... one way or another. These inventions would literally free humanity from "controllers" which is precisely why they're going to remain locked away. The more I learned, the more depressed at the hopelessness of the situation I became... and the anger still "boiled".
As I mentioned in another post, I finally came to realize that "I got it"... message received... it's evil at the top of the pyramid, etc. At that time, I set all study aside. I had learned the "mechanics" of how the world system "worked". Coming to the realization that there was nothing at all I could do about "the way it is", I did what those on this forum have done. Work on myself. See how much of my life is actually in my control... my attitude, outlook, and what I choose to "focus" on. It took awhile for the anger and depression to leave, but it did.
Looking back:
I don't regret knowledge learned. That knowledge has helped me and others avoid "pitfalls" in life... traps like those that endanger physical health and well-being. Since I don't want this post to be 10 pages long, I won't go into specific details on this here.
I still consider it of great value to have learned how the system "works". Everyone that wishes to advance in consciousness should at least learn the basics of how the "other side" operates here in 3D. It would be best to have a "mentor" if you're just starting out on the path. Someone that can help you maintain spiritual balance considering the negative nature of the information. There's plenty of people on the forum that can help with that.
You should decide when you've "had enough". As long as you understand the basics, you don't need to know every detail of every rabbit hole.
With this knowledge, it's important to live your life fully in the present, help others along your way, and rest in the knowledge that 3D is not your permanent residence. All this will pass. :-)
p.s. I recently found this site:
https://www.hidden-knowledge.net/course_contents_hk
I have no "connection" to it whatsoever. I just stumbled upon it and think it's about the most "gentle" site I've seen to study the conspiracy basics. I wish it was around when I started my studies (but that was before the internet was commonly available).
I had stated that I spent many years studying the areas of our lives that are impacted by the hidden "deciders"... the conspirators of the past and present. I can't begin to count the number of rabbit holes I've traveled down that revealed many dark and disturbing truths of history as well as what's taking place in today's world. I had no "Teacher". I studied on my own. No one around me was interested in much of anything other than getting through the workday and making "ends meet". When they got home, the goal was to just relax, forget troubles, and get a few hours of diversion before bedtime... to wake up and do it all over again.
I felt I was a "truth seeker". I wanted to know how things really were. I wanted reality instead of illusion. Well, I got reality, and reality hit hard. I became angry at being "used" by an evil system that was basically chewing up the Earth and sending the profits up to the few at the top of the pyramid. I wasn't angry that I wasn't getting my "share". I was angry to see everyone around me made into wage slaves when I knew enough wealth was generated world-wide to solve many problems and provide everyone a decent life. Besides the theft of financial wealth, through the study of "free energy", I knew of viable inventions that were kept secreted away, while the inventors were "silenced"... one way or another. These inventions would literally free humanity from "controllers" which is precisely why they're going to remain locked away. The more I learned, the more depressed at the hopelessness of the situation I became... and the anger still "boiled".
As I mentioned in another post, I finally came to realize that "I got it"... message received... it's evil at the top of the pyramid, etc. At that time, I set all study aside. I had learned the "mechanics" of how the world system "worked". Coming to the realization that there was nothing at all I could do about "the way it is", I did what those on this forum have done. Work on myself. See how much of my life is actually in my control... my attitude, outlook, and what I choose to "focus" on. It took awhile for the anger and depression to leave, but it did.
Looking back:
I don't regret knowledge learned. That knowledge has helped me and others avoid "pitfalls" in life... traps like those that endanger physical health and well-being. Since I don't want this post to be 10 pages long, I won't go into specific details on this here.
I still consider it of great value to have learned how the system "works". Everyone that wishes to advance in consciousness should at least learn the basics of how the "other side" operates here in 3D. It would be best to have a "mentor" if you're just starting out on the path. Someone that can help you maintain spiritual balance considering the negative nature of the information. There's plenty of people on the forum that can help with that.
You should decide when you've "had enough". As long as you understand the basics, you don't need to know every detail of every rabbit hole.
With this knowledge, it's important to live your life fully in the present, help others along your way, and rest in the knowledge that 3D is not your permanent residence. All this will pass. :-)
p.s. I recently found this site:
https://www.hidden-knowledge.net/course_contents_hk
I have no "connection" to it whatsoever. I just stumbled upon it and think it's about the most "gentle" site I've seen to study the conspiracy basics. I wish it was around when I started my studies (but that was before the internet was commonly available).