04-10-2019, 12:02 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-10-2019, 12:05 PM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
Hey everyone. So I've been having painful memories of hurtful things my ex-friend said to me through her art. And I get this feeling that she'll never be sorry or care about what she said. Even in the afterlife review, I just don't think she'll ever be concerned with how much pain these things have caused me, which makes it all even more painful, and I'm just not sure how to heal from this. If there's a word to describe what I'm feeling as I wake up today, it'd be "anguish"The things she said really hurt, on a deep level, and I don't know how to recover from this, especially since she's so unapologetic about it. Even if we reconciled and became friends again, she wouldn't be able to understand the pain these hurtful pieces have caused me, nor would she likely care, which just makes it THAT much more painful. I don't think meditation walks and healing codes are going to be enough to heal this. This is some VERY hurtful s*** that cuts REALLY deep, especially because it comes from the person whose POV I care about most. And this person couldn't care less about mine. How do I heal this?