04-19-2019, 01:37 PM
(04-19-2019, 11:56 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote:(04-18-2019, 05:06 PM)Ixchel Wrote:(04-17-2019, 01:55 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: Wow, your family tried to kill you?! That's f***** up! I'm sorry you had to go through that.
Yes, unfortunately. My mother stood watching while my brother strangled me. It was only one inch away.. One move by his fingers. I had to run away. Fortunately I had good help. He was using me as a boxing ball since I was three years old. Ended in heavy abuse from all my family. I found out as adult that I broke a rib. Luckily it grew together. The doctor was shocked. Asked me if I had an accident. Yes I was having an examination as I was so bruised but it apparently didn't show. They got prison but the laws and attitude towards younger adults was lax so my brother who was nineteen years old got away with nothing. My father got three months, got out after one. My mother got nothing and took my reimbursement.
That's just evil to me. I was only twelve years old.
Through all my childhood they bullied and abused me. Same time I had the same in school.
I never budged.
I had friends, and a middle class upbringing.
My mother tried even today to hurt me. So I keep it casual. Now she doesn't know what to do with me.
In my teens she met a builder berger. One of the evils. He was there to see wether I've regained memories but he was fooled I played it well so he disappeared again. Then I knew what was going on.
They never got me. And now I give the... And do my own walk.
Worse than ever. Lol
I knew they were fckd.
When I was just a few months, she had me in a large bath together with my brothers who were like five and six years old. Asked them to hold me. I mean what do you think happened. She must've known. One sec later and I'd been dead.
As a result of that and atlantis where I fell in the water and only my soul brother jumped after me dragging me up on yucatan shore pumping water out, I got the fears. But its not as it has been as things are coming to the end. I'm dealing and are will deal with it all.
So well you either make yourself a tool of evil or light it's really that simple. And the battle goes on in the mind most.
That's terrible Ixchel! I'm so sorry youre havibg to deal with that. I'd give my family a wide berth if that were my case!
Well it was their final chance to change from evil and it goes like it usually goes, the light eminating from a righteous being filled with light they have to crush, as they can't stand it naturally it must have pissed them off like itch powder. I know exactly why and that's why. Unfortunate, if you don't make it, but I'm one in fourth that did I don't even have any problems from it but on the other hand I got help. Others like some in my soul family weren't that lucky. In the end, it served my purpose as now I don't break for anything and I'm not dependent on what people usually are dependent on like friends or family or not knowing about their potential. They tried to take me from me of course that never worked as I am what I am but they only helped strengthen it. I'm like, if I want to do I do whatever is and if I don't have the way I create. I'm incredibly free and close to source. They on the other hand are stuck in programming and how to be like and don't dare anything. So they just made me worse in fact I have heard I scare many as I'm myself and authentic. You asked you get the truth nothing to be ashamed. Etc. I won. They lost. Again. But yes it's sad.