05-22-2019, 09:07 AM
(05-21-2019, 03:47 PM)kristina Wrote:(05-16-2019, 04:33 PM)Cyan Wrote: No, im not interested in blocking the heart, to me my STS seems more higher density and involves the heart, i think the more appropriate action would be to guard the heart, perhaps along the lines of spacemarine priest saying that "A open mind is like a fortress with its gates unbarred and unguarded." instead of actively seeking to refuse it. The way I see it I feel more inclination towards a political action than spiritual action and when you think of humanity in the 4th density positive what would be serve but other planets, to me this seems folly and the best service would be to our own memory complex and to add contact with others to it slowly over time instead of seeking to serve other complexes, it seems like such service to others would be much more difficult than service to self as it would entail a completely different level of understanding of the needs of others than would be naturally forthcoming for understanding of the needs of selves, the service to others would always entail saying that their desires to serve themselves are "misguided" and we must seek to serve their "higher self" which wants what we know it wants and not what the person wants, that to me seems highly evil and not just STS.
I think it would be more natural to run a service to self oriented 4th density society that slowly builds itself rather than one of the STOs that would be hard pressed to be of true service, though this seems more like the attitude of a 5th density STO than an STS but somehow I feel a call to the STS side, perhaps my services could be better used there. Either way, if I do end up polarizing self and some of you land in the same density I think we could help each other quite well.
Confusion is difficult to manage here. I think we need to make clear that STS individuals close their 4th energy center, the heart. They enjoy participating in, watching, causing, making others suffer through acts of malice, lies, murder, manipulation, control, and mayhem. It's rewarding to them just as it's rewarding to us to care for others just as we care for ourselves. STS individuals don't help the old lady across the street, they rob her or even murder her because what's in her handbag is worth more than her life because it serves their purpose. The little old lady was a means to an end. STS politians use war to gain power and do not care if every mother from here to kingdom come cries for their dead children. They would say, "get over it, it's the ways of doing business". Are you like that?
I gotta agree with you. Do you want to become a full on psychopath? Do you accept that? If not, you probably shouldn’t mess with the Left Hand Path. The marked difference between STS and STO is that the heart chakra is closed. They use the distortions of the lower triad, which oscillate back and forth, which then punches its way into the higher chakras. They bypass the heart, which is very difficult to do. The heart simply cannot be open for STS entities. The heart is universal, unconditional love; the total opposite of separation, which is their choice.
I think that one should consider what his guiding principles are. If we are confused about our polarity, guiding principles can help to “guide” us in the right direction. What are the most important spiritual principles, values, morals to you? For me, I’d say beauty, truth, and compassion. These are qualities of the heart. I know that my choice is service-to-others.
Remember also that Ra talked about the more wisdom oriented path for the positive polarity compared to the full focus on compassion and love. Some are more resonant with wisdom and yet they remain service to others. Don is good example! He’s of the positive polarity and he was biased towards wisdom. Ra mentions the “blue/green center”. So 4th and 5th chakras are two sides of the same coin. The difference is that STS entities do not engage the heart.
I really think the heart chakra is the all-important chakra, especially for this density in which we inhabit.