09-23-2019, 11:20 PM
First off, many of the things you mentioned such as impatience, intolerance, wanting to be understood, are common and not relegated to narcissism. I very regularly get impatient with what I deem stupidity in humanity, which is unkind and I know it. But we all have a path to walk.
So, for one thing, try not to make things bigger than they are. And also, and this is just me and my opinion only, don't fit your experiences into a bible scenario. The bible is just words written hundreds of years after incidents that can't even be proven as fact. So a little centering would be good, take a deep breath—it's not as bad as you think. And by the way, no one would call me optimistic aside from business pursuits—I'm rational.
Because you feel isolated, the joy and happiness you see in people around you is likely very skewed. Everyone has pain, even the luckiest most fortunate people. You have had joy and happiness though you may not realize or recognize it.
I'm not big on labels. You are who you are. You are obviously concerned about who you are. And, you mentioned you like animals. This tells me you have a good heart. So I think you are on the right path forward.
I have had many paranormal crazy experiences. I don't label them because there really is no way to do that within the current Earth paradigm. I wouldn't deem them anything in particular other than out of the normal box. And for my part, normal is NOT what I want to be.
Self care is something I would advise. Eat well, exercise gently, walk in nature, and maybe do something creative. You mentioned you thought you were a good writer. I am a writer and I can tell you are good. So maybe write.
So, for one thing, try not to make things bigger than they are. And also, and this is just me and my opinion only, don't fit your experiences into a bible scenario. The bible is just words written hundreds of years after incidents that can't even be proven as fact. So a little centering would be good, take a deep breath—it's not as bad as you think. And by the way, no one would call me optimistic aside from business pursuits—I'm rational.
Because you feel isolated, the joy and happiness you see in people around you is likely very skewed. Everyone has pain, even the luckiest most fortunate people. You have had joy and happiness though you may not realize or recognize it.
I'm not big on labels. You are who you are. You are obviously concerned about who you are. And, you mentioned you like animals. This tells me you have a good heart. So I think you are on the right path forward.
I have had many paranormal crazy experiences. I don't label them because there really is no way to do that within the current Earth paradigm. I wouldn't deem them anything in particular other than out of the normal box. And for my part, normal is NOT what I want to be.
Self care is something I would advise. Eat well, exercise gently, walk in nature, and maybe do something creative. You mentioned you thought you were a good writer. I am a writer and I can tell you are good. So maybe write.