12-15-2020, 11:19 AM
Since I was 5 just after my Grandad past away I started to hear voices, I grew up in a strict Roman Catholic home where my parents didn't believe in any of this and thought I was crazy, I was or I felt tormented my whole childhood well up until my 20s this continued to happen, whispering my name, breathing on my neck, seeing a solid black figure follow me wherever I went, this was in School, my home, holidays abroad, it didn't stop and I actually believed something was wrong with me and I told no one. When I was 18 I was driving through a country road with a friend and we noticed a black triangular craft coming down from a mountain, it was going slow, the closer it got it was huge, no lights, no sound, absolutely massive and I just thought in my head I am in a horror movie here, we were terrified, it just flew down the valley and was gone, we never told a soul and never discussed it with each other either, my family would have definitely have taken me to see a shrink if I had said a thing. When I was 26 I was lying reading a book in my room, it was about half 6 in the morning, just started to get light outside and I felt something watch me, at my bedroom window was a glowing blueish sphere, there was like an electric hum coming from it, it felt like forever I was staring at it but it was probably only seconds and it just moved past my window then another two went past, not fast or anything but I heard the electric hum sound with them, I don't know why but I wasn't startled and didn't run to the window or anything to see where they went, I don't know why but I was calm and just went back to reading, now when I think of it I wonder why I didn't chase after it, I have always wondered what these were. A few months later I was in my bedroom again shutting my blinds going to bed, it was dark outside and something outside caught my glance, it was a small solid black figure, about 3 to 4ft leaning against a lamppost, it seen that I had seen it and moved very quickly towards me then made a weird left movement through a metal gate while its body had not turned, it was staring at me the whole time and disappeared, again it never really scared me and I just forgot about it, now I keep questioning what I had seen. After that I went through a really bad patch in my life, I suffered from a very abusive marriage, I had problems with my shoulder and I ended up being addicted to pain relief, all the weird things stopped happening, to be honest I didn't even think about it and then two years ago I got off the meds and a year ago my awakening started with watching Unacknowledged, the day after I watched it I meditated but was breathing in a weird way and I connected with someone that I knew his name in history and was shocked he was actually real, I asked a few questions and went through something very strange after it I didn't know what I had done until I researched and found out I could channel, it actually freaked me out and after it I started to get scratches and burns, it lasted three days and since then I have done more research and it has led me here, I don't know what any of it means, I also closed my eyes and I was floating through stars, I could see all around me and what I think was Saturn came towards me, I seemed to go up inside it and out into a place where there was two suns, I freaked out again and opened my eyes and again have no clue what I had done, now I just blank my mind when I shut my eyes as I don't want to have these experiences until I know what I am doing and I'm hoping someone out there could maybe give me a little more info and insight into what all this is and means and if they have had similar experiences. Apologies for the long story but wanted to give as much info as I could. Finally I have somewhere where I can be open about my experiences and know that I really am not alone in this. Thank you.